JPOV

I couldn't bear hearing Bella in the bathroom and judging from Emmett's current state of emotions, he clearly couldn't either.

So we ran, not too close, not too far.

We could still hear the faint noise of water rushing and I could slightly feel Bella's emotions, even though I must admit we were too careless running of without our cellphones.

We never needed those damn things anyway, apart from when Alice had a vision, we didn't had friends apart from the Denali's, who barely called anymore or Bella and since Bella was taking a shower in our house, she wouldn't call us, so I guess it didn't really matter.

I liked having a normal friend even though Bella doesn't think of herself as normal and in a few ways I guess she really wasn't normal.

She was literally the only human I've ever met who isn't scared of us by nature.

Then of course there's the fact that her hearing is almost as good as ours and that she notices' things she shouldn't notice.

She wasn't just your average 17 year old, her soul was old, you could see it in her eyes and that made her perfect for Edward among other things.

They fit together perfectly, but they still haven't found that out from them selves even though I have a feeling it won't be long.

Edward feels love and affection for her, he just hasn't figured it out for him self yet.

We all know how Bella's attracted to Edward, her heart starts beating a hundred beats an second when she's close to him.

They often don't realize, during lunch time they would just start staring at each other out of nowhere, for a few minutes and then go on like nothing happened.

They were quit the couple.

I was lost in thought when all of a sudden I couldn't feel Bella anymore, which freaked me out for real.

After reasoning with Emmett we decided to run, as fast as we could.

The closer we got to the house the worse I felt and I couldn't keep it locked up anymore, my anxiety fed Emmett and myself which made us run even faster.

The closer we got to Bella the more frightened I got, I realized that I couldn't hear a heartbeat and I swore the same thought was on Emmett's mind, because shock washed all over him without my help.

We could smell Bella's scent but more prominent then ever before, her scent had always lured all of us, especially Edward.

It didn't want to sink in that her prominent smell was blood, until without my control I yelled it as loud as I could possibly yell.

I didn't want to think about what could've happened, maybe she'd just bumped into the corner of the closet but that wouldn't explain the reason why we couldn't hear her heartbeat.

I was shaking so hard I couldn't properly open the door, so instead I ripped it out of it's form, praying Esme wouldn't kill me for this.

I heard the glass of the door shatter behind me but Emmett nor me seemed to care.

We abruptly stopped when we had entered the house, the scent of her blood hit me right in the face as venom flowed through my mouth and all I could see was red, and the worse part was that we hadn't even found her yet.

Emmett's big hand gripped my shoulders hard as I heard our cellphone's ring.

'Hold your breath God damn it Jasper!'

He yelled and even though if Bella would've been able to hear like regular people, she would've been deaf by now.

Emmett quickly shook my out of my frenzy for Bella's blood as guilt washed over me and I nodded, I didn't need to breath.

I wanted to thank God on my bare knees for it but we're not God's creatures anymore.

After Emmett released me we went looking for Bella, thank God it didn't took us too long to find her.

We followed her scent and were baffled by what we saw.

There she was, tiny Bella laying at the bottom of our staircase with an enormous puddle of blood under her, mainly coming from what seemed to be her head.

Her eyes were wide open out of surprise but the light seemed to be missing.

Emmett was at her side before I was and placed his hands on her chest, his feelings were all over the place and it felt like he was going to be getting a panic attack any second now.

'Emmett what the hell are you doing ?' I yelled at him, I couldn't control my voice anymore so I mostly sounded like a utter lunatic.

'We need to get her heart beating Jasper!'

I yanked him out of the way and started CPR, 'You don't know your own strength Emmett, pick up my cell, it's probably Alice!

Even though I was concentrating on not pushing on Bella's chest too hard I could still hear Alice yelling on over the phone at Emmett.

WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING LEAVING HER ALONE !

I heard Edward yell at Carlisle and from the sound of it he had broken a tree.

'We're going to safe her Alice, Jasper is making her heart beat again.'

It won't work Emmett, have you taken a look at her!Her skull is fucking crushed and her spine is broken Emmett, even if by a miracle you get her heart to beat again, she'll never ever be the same again!

She'll have brain damage and will be paralyzed for the rest of her life and -

Alice' tantrum had stopped while I took a look at Bella and noticed all the things Alice had been yelling about.

Her back was arched in an unnatural way and the blood was still coming from her head.

I could hear Edward sob in the background and I couldn't help the guilt that wouldn't seem to fade away, Emmett on the other felt even worse as he slumped down against the wall.

JASPER YOU BETTER LISTEN TO ME, Alice yelled as Emmett put her on speaker while I was still trying to make Bella's heart beat again.

Her heart will start beating again in exactly 23 seconds after I stop talking, but it'll only last for about a minute or two so you have to change her.

I froze for a second before pushing on Bella's chest again,' I can't do that Alice, I won't be able to control myself!'

I yelled at the phone,' Why can't Emmett try?'

BECAUSE I'VE SEEN HIM KILL HER TRYING JASPER!

To which Emmett completely fell to his knees and started sobbing completely while guilt and self hatred over took him, I couldn't bear see him that way but I couldn't change it right away.

The seconds after Alice had stopped talking were fastly coming quicker and quicker so I had to be ready, I could do this, I could safe my little sister.

'EMMETT MAN UP FOR GOT SAKE I NEED YOUR HELP!' I yelled at him, only a fraction of a second later he was kneeling beside me, in the puddle of blood which was Bella's.

'I don't know if I'll be able to stop Emmett, so when I won't you have to stop me do you understand!'

Emmett couldn't talk so he just nodded.

And all of a sudden her heartbeat was back and her eyes fluttered, her heartbeat was faint and very weak and I understood why I had to make haste.

Her eyes didn't seem to be able to focus long enough as they moved around fastly.

I tried to collect all my self control, I softly stroke her face, 'I'm so sorry Bella, we never meant for this to happen.'

Her heartbeat changed for a second and went back to it's faint beating only a second later, she'd heard me.

I took a deep breath, which of course let Bella's lovely scent in but I tried not to think of it, instead I kept thinking about the fun times we've had even though she didn't know about us yet.

I bit her neck first and went for her wrist next, trying to get as much venom as possible in her system.

Her blood tasted like nothing I've ever tasted before, I wasn't entirely used to the vegetarian lifestyle, but her blood was absolutely amazing.

More! More! More! More! Was all my mind kept cheering so I gripped her wrist tighter, that was until something yanked me back and threw against the wall, which now had a big dent.

I crouched down ready to attack when I realized what I was trying to do, Emmett was crouched down in front of Bella aswell, his eyes were narrowed and he was growling and hissing protectively.

I never realized his brotherly feelings for Bella were that strong, I quickly got up and showed him my hands in defeat as I saw my appearance in one of the windows.

My hands and arms were covered in blood as were my pants and my shirt, a small trail of blood dripped from my mouth.

But the second I heard a loud gasp I forgot all about it, Bella's heartbeat was erratic at this moment and her eyes shot wide open as Emmett quickly turned around and grabbed her hand, sorrow filled his mind.

Tears rolled over her cheeks again as she tried to gasp for air.

I felt truly sorry for her, she had no idea what was going on and she was frightened to death.

I quickly went to her side as Emmett eyed me, warning me not to try anything.

I gently took her other hand in mine and caressed her wet cheek.

'I know you're scared now Bella, but I promise that everything will be okay once you'll wake up. I know it hurts but you've got to keep holding on okay sweetheart.'

A scream escaped her lips as she started shaking, Emmett closed his eyes, feeling her pain and layed his head on her arm.

'Think about Alice and Esme, hey, think about how happy they'll be to see you when you'll wake up.'

Emmett looked up,' what are we going to tell her parents?'

I shook my head, 'we'll figure something out when the rest gets back.'

Emmett wiped her tears away and places some lose hanging hair behind her ear, his eyes were filled with love for his new sister.

I never knew that Emmett was capable of emotions like that, I think nobody knew.

Emmett always seemed like a huge teddy bear, never really showing his emotions.

'Think about Edward, Bella.' he whispered.

Her heartbeat changed as she looked at Emmett, shivering from pain now.

I heard the other returning, there emotions out of control even Rosalie.

I got up and several things happened at once.

Edward followed by the rest of my family stormed in looking bewildered, their emotions slapped me hard while Bella's spine got back into it's original place while she screamed out in agony and lost consciousness and an even bigger wave of pain crashed over me, sending me straight to my knees moaning in pain as Alice catched me before I hit the ground.

Edward sank to his knees in front of her as sobs took over his already dead body while looking at her.

While everyone was looking shocked at Bella, Esme was the only one looking at me and how I was looking.

Her small hands gently caressed and cradled my face as she whispered kind words to me of gratitude and how stong I'd been.

BPOV

I am one hundred percent sure of the fact that Alice had something to do with Emmett and Jasper waiting for me, with a fluffy towel.

But I didn't want to think about it, I didn't want to ruin it.

The shower in the guest room of their house, is bigger then my entire bathroom at home.

It's a walk-in shower with different stands, and of course I didn't know how to operate such a difficult device.

I just wanted to switch on the shower head, instead I got a very hard and painful stream of hot water right on my stomach and chest.

Holding the shower hand in my hand pointing it at the ground I reached for the shower knob and turned to another stand which lead to another hard stream of hot water on my head making me yelp.

Turning the knob to the complete other side, it finally gave me a soft stream out of the shower head, I sighed contently as I turned the temperature of the water down.

And finally relaxed in the big shower, Jasper told me I could use whatever I wanted to and showed me where to find towels and etc.

Their shower products were far more luxurious then mine and boy did I feel the difference.

I've always enjoyed taking showers but this one felt like heaven to me.

After what seemed like hours I turned the shower of and got out of the shower only to grab the glass door of the shower again to prevent myself from falling down.

There wasn't a shower mat which made the floor very very slippery.

I carefully toweled myself dry, feeling extremely clean as I walked out and carefully went down the first flight of stairs.

I cursed at myself when I realized my feet were still wet, I wasn't going back now.

I frowned when I couldn't hear anything in the house, not a single movement, no tv, no talking, nothing.

Forgetting about my wet feet I went for the last flight of stairs.

It wasn't like they say in the movies, nothing happened in slow motion.

My feet slipped of the first stair.

The first thing that hit the stairs again was my back as I heard a very loud cracking noise and I realized I couldn't feel a thing from my neck down.

I understood I was going to die as tears slipped down my face and my head hit the ground.

It didn't feel like my head had hit the ground but my brain, the pain I felt was unimaginable.

I felt my heart trying to keep me alive but my brain told my heart it would never be able to do so.

I looked around and realized in all horror that the Cullens would be the ones finding me here and I felt guilty.

My heart eventually understood what my brain was trying to say, and so my heart stopped trying and I felt nothing as my world turned black.

After God knows how long I gasped for air, but I couldn't seem to hear anything, everything was blurry and I wasn't getting enough air.

I could see someone hanging over me, probably Jasper.

I liked not hearing anything, it felt peaceful.

But the universe once decided that pain was the only thing I would get in my miserable life as my over sensitive hearing shot back at me like an elastic.

Jasper very gently caressed my face, ''I'm so sorry Bella, we never meant for this to happen.'

I couldn't answer him but I felt my heart skip a beat and I could see on the look on his face that he heard it.'

With that he slowly bended over focusing on my neck and at that exact moment my mind made the connections I tried not to make before.

The dreams, and all the things I noticed suddenly made sense but I couldn't think further on it, because the second Jasper made contact with my neck an immense pain filled my body.

The pain I had felt falling down the stairs was nothing compared to what I was feeling now, I would go through that again, happily, begging for it.

I would take the pain my hearing a thousand times over and over again just to make this stop.

Emmett took my hand and wiped away my tears, which didn't make any difference since new ones were replacing the old ones immediately.

I heard Jasper murmur sweet words to me but I couldn't concentrate on them, all I felt was pain, it was in my mind, it's like I could hear it.

I felt my body give in to the pain as it started to shake uncontrollably and a blood curling scream escaped my lips, trying to let out the pain locked up inside of me.

But it seemed like my screams only seemed to make it worse.

I still couldn't focus but the only thing I did hear was Emmett's whisper, 'Think about Edward, Bella.'

I could feel my heart aching for his presence as I realized he meant more to me then I thought.

I could've sworn I heard people bursting in but the moment my spine moved back into it's original place, more unbearable pain demanded to be felt as I let out another scream and everything turned black once again.