Chapter 14

Nobody said anything. You could hear a pin drop.

"Edward?" the strawberry said and i suddenly felt the erg to get away from Edward.

"How the hell did this happen?" Edward yelled to the lady.

"well we had sex" the lady said calmly

"It was only once. once! We used a condom. This can't be happening. This can't be happening."

Edward kept on saying to himself or to the lady.

I have to get out of this place. I need! to get out of this place.

I made a run for it. I started running to the stairs but i was stopped by Edward's hands grabbing me and spinning me to him.

"Bella. I can explain. I can explain."

"I can't do this"I said in a whisper. i couldn't look at his eyes I couldn't look at him at all.

"please Bella. Let me explain."

"i need to go" i tried to get out of his grasp but he was much more stronger then I was.

"please Bella. I could explain" He was about to touch my face but i moved away quickly. I think it hurt him.

"Don't Touch Me!" I yelled at him. Suddenly Mike's face appeared in my head. His grasp just like Edward's. How strong he was.

"Don't touch my sister!" Emmett intervened and was about to push Edward away from me.

"Don't you dare get near me. This is between me and Bella."

"Let go" I whispered. He ignored me.

"Let Go!" I yelled this time.

"you told me you would never hurt me. You promised me. You promised! I thought i loved you. I thought you loved me but I guess im wrong about that. I'm always wrong about that." The tears were now coming down and my breath was getting unsteady.

"Bella please." Edward reached up life my head up but i wouldn't open my eyes.

"leave me alone...please." I said with my voice cracking in the end. He finally let me go and Alice approached me. I forgot everyone was still in the room.

Alice was right in front of me. I looked up at her and gave her a weak smile and ran up the stairs. I tripped some times but i got to my room in one peace. Once i got their I started to cry. I let everything i was holding in out. I didn't care if they heard me. They know not to bother me right now.

I didn't even hear when Alice came in because i felt her try to sooth me.

"do you want to talk about it" she asked.

I just nodded and i told her everything. I told her from when we first met until now. Every thought feeling that went through me i told her. I just let myself out and ended up in tears again.

"It will all be okay." she kept on telling me. She never told me that she was right. Nothing. I was glad she didn't because she's that kind of friend.

"I need to get over him" I told Alice after a while in silence.

"it might not be easy you sounds hurt. Maybe you could do something to help you get over him. You could write poems, songs, stories, letters, etc."

"okay I'll try it" I said and stared out at space.

EPOV

After Bella ran of i felt her take away my heart, my soul. I didn't feel complete. How the hell did this happen. Everything was perfect. But Tanya had to come and ruin it. But me a father. A dad. I have never thought of myself like that.

"dude. What the hell did you do?" Jasper questioned me.

"I'm not sure either." I turned around to see Emmett and he seemed like if he was arrguing with himself about something.

"dude Emmett are you okay?" Jasper asked?

"don't get near me" he told jasper and headed towards me.

"Now Edward you tell me should i hurt you because one, you went out with my sister two, you hurt her, or both?"

"neither" I told him and ran towards the steps. I started to get to her room when i heard what she was talking about.

"I trusted him Alice. I trusted him with all my heart. I even think i love him but we can never be together. He's going to be a dad with the women and he will fall in love with her. He never did like me. I hate him right now. But i know that-"

I was caught of when Emmett carried me off and downstairs. By now i could tell Tanya left but i know it wouldn't be fore good.

"Emmett calm down. It was-" i wasn't able to finish it because he was running towards me with hateful eyes. I made a run for it just like a coward i am. I ran out of the house and could feel him right behind me. I kept running but couldn't hear his footprints anymore. I wouldn't risk it. Without noticing i fell down. I couldn't get up and afterward i felt this horrible pain in my neck and in my head. It was almost as if i was burning!

BPOV

I decided to make a poem just like what Alice said. I got a piece of paper and just wrote whatever came to my head.

Edward I thought you were the one.

I cared about you like no other and i thought you also did about me.

You promised to never hurt me but don't ever promise something you know you will not do.

I was just another girl for you.

But you were something more to me.

You were special. I loved you

But how can i say that now with what you did.

I will never feel the same way about you ever again.

All the trust is gone.

But is all the love gone too?

I hope so.