hey all, because it took me a while to post the last chapter i thought i would go ahead and upload another now! have fun and don't hate me hehe!!!

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ex's & oh's

It was just past six o'clock when Jude reached the studio. She and Tommy had never gotten around to deciding what time they should meet earlier but she guessed he would show up anytime after six. They had said 'tonight' after all. And if he weren't in yet she would just get to work with out him.

Jude pulled the heavy front door open and walked inside. It was pretty vacant, as most people had finished for the day. She could see Kwest in the kitchen, Tommy had probably asked him to hold on here to work on some tracks. She had her guitar with her so decided to go dump it in the studio and then go and talk to Kwest. He probably knew what the plan was for this evening.

She reached the glass door of studio A and opened it carefully, she was always clumsy and had almost broken this door more than once. Jude stopped dead in her tracks. There near the soundboard was a woman. She was wearing what in Jude's mind classed more as a belt than a skirt, with her long tan legs stretched out, her ass in the air. The woman giggled and threw back her mane of thick chocolate hair. There was a man in the chair the woman was leaning into. He was kissing her neck softly.

Jude was slightly shocked but realized she was starring, she started to retreat from the room, they hadn't noticed her yet! Who were they? Was there a new producer? She had been back a few weeks but a lot had changed when she was on tour.

Just as she was almost out of sight her foot met a loose cable. To stop her self from flying backwards her instant reaction was to reach out. This resulted in her guitar case smashing into the rack of equipment next to her. Shit!

There was a loud clatter as a lot of metal hit the floor along with Jude.

'Ouch!' was all she could think to say, rubbing her knee that had hit a rather sharp object.

'Jude' A mans voice called her from across the room.

'Tommy?' Jude just stared at him. She couldn't move. Forget the pain she had just experienced, this was far worse.

Tommy stood from his chair quickly rearranging his shirt. The brunette girl was pulling her skirt down but looked utterly unfazed by the disruption. In fact she just looked pissed. Tommy reached down to help Jude off the floor.

'Get off me!' Jude all but shouted in his face as she finally clambered up. She couldn't take her eyes off the woman in the room. The woman with gorgeous long legs and beautiful olive skin. The woman's smudged red lips. The lips that had just been on Tommy's.

'This is messed up!' Jude turned towards Tommy, desperately trying to keep the tears from falling. He just looked away, almost ashamed. More like embarrassed…probably more for her. Lil Tommy Q playboy didn't do ashamed or guilty. Jude turned and ran out the room. The tears she had tried hard to conceal fell at last, streaming down her cheeks. How could he do that to her? Who was that woman?

Nothing but questions ran through her head. Questions she wasn't sure she even wanted answers to. She headed straight out of Gmajor ignoring Kwest's shouts. She slammed the door to her car and took off out the parking lot. If she had looked in her mirror just then she would have seen him.

Tommy stood in the parking lot head in hands. What had he done? Sure he was going to tell her about his girlfriend but then she had gone and kissed him. And worse he wanted her to. She was right this was messed up. He was dating a beautiful model but all he could think about was a 17 year old high school girl. How did she get to him like that? And what was he going to do now?

Jude stopped the car and headed round the back off the old factory guitar still in hand. The tears had stopped. The anger had proceeded. Ever since the end of tour all she had thought about was coming home. Coming back to him. And ever since she had got back everything had fallen apart. She was alone, now more than ever. Jamie hated her but she couldn't understand why. Her mum had left her and now Tommy…Tommy had crushed her.

Some people may say get over it, he's just a guy. But Tommy was so much more than that. He wasn't a stupid crush, he was her everything. He was all she thought about, her inspiration, her closest friend. So he wasn't just a guy. Tommy Quincy was her love, even if he didn't know it. And if he didn't feel it then why did he kiss her back? Did he just want to mess with her? She had almost let herself believe that he could feel the same about her as she did him.

Just as a few more tears threatened to fall she stopped them. Jude had made it to the room in the back of the factory. Her room. She opened the chest and found a notebook and pencil and started to write. She had to get it out her head. Well at least some of it. So there she sat, as the room got darker around her and more candles flickered. She poured her heart onto the page. And when she was finished she promised to keep it there. Protect her heart from everybody. When you don't expect anything of any one you are never disappointed.

It was pitch black out side of the only glass windowpane. All the others were boarded up and broken. Jude pulled a blanket around her curled up on the floor and closed her eyes. She had no idea of the time but she felt exhausted. She closed her eyes and slept as the candles danced and painted pictures on the walls.

hope u liked it! trust me there is alot more drama on the way. and i think the next chapter is goin to be my favourite yet

a/n simone its in the next chapter i promise!!!! :P

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