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Chapter 14: The dinner:

The Seth and Summer's:

It had been a week since Marissa had been back she had bought an apartment not wanting a very big house for her self. Ryan wanted to help her find one but instead she asked Kirsten to help her and although Kirsten was retired she helped Marissa. Seth and Summer were preparing dinner for that night they had it planned for every Thursday night. Ryan would come and eat with them and this time they had invited Marissa as well.

Summer and Seth had always wanted a fantastic four night but when Marissa was in her coma it was just the three of them it was nice and they talked about all sort of things, but now they could have the evening they were hoping for. Although Summer was mad at Ryan for doing what he did, Marissa and Ryan were officially broken up so there was nothing to yell at him for. Even Seth thought it was a little soon but he found out that Natalie and Ryan were study-buddies. He had seen her when he visited Ryan and she seemed nice, she wasn't Marissa obviously but she was nice.

Summer: So everything is ready.

Seth: Well it smells great!

Summer: It's just lasagne.

Seth: I know and it smells great.

Summer: Thank you.

Summer kissed Seth on his lips she was standing on her tip toes and still didn't reach him. He had to bend a little towards her. He hugged her and they were silent for a while. Seth took in a deep breathe Summer looked up at him knowing he wanted to say something.

Seth: Do you think Ryan and Marissa will ever get back together?

Summer: Well if it was for Marissa then definitely but as for your brother I don't know…

Seth: I know he still loves her, he will always love Marissa and not as in a friendship kind of love in a 'you're my soul mate kind of love'. How's Marissa doing anyway?

Summer: Well it took me a lot of power and treats to convince her to come today she looks awful if that is ever possible. She lost so much weight in one week her eyes are swollen from the lack of sleep and crying. It's really hard to see her like that. I just hope she comes.

Seth: Did you tell her about Ryan coming too?

Summer: No way she is actually supposed to come remember.

Seth: So you didn't tell her?

Summer: Nu ah.

Seth shook his head exhaled the doorbell rung.

Seth: Well this should go well.

He smiled at Summer sarcastically and walked towards the door.

Seth opened the door to see Ryan and someone next to Ryan that he actually didn't expect. He smiled at Ryan and hugged him Ryan hugged him back.

Seth: Hey man.

Ryan: Hey Seth I hope it's okay I brought Natalie?

Seth: Uhm yeah sure. Hi Natalie.

Seth gave her his hand because he really didn't want to hug her; the only girlfriend he ever hugged was Marissa, because he really loved Marissa as a friend and brother.

Natalie: Hi Seth I hope it's not a problem that I came with.

Seth: No it's not come in.

Summer came through the kitchen doors with a huge smile on her face and that face fell when she saw Ryan and a woman she had seen with only a towel on when she was there to pick Marissa up. Seth and Ryan noticed it but Natalie was oblivious to Summer's harsh glare. Summer hugged Ryan and shook Natalie's hand.

Summer: Hi you can all go to the living room. Seth can I talk to you please?

Seth: Sure.

Ryan looked at Summer awkwardly he didn't know Marissa was going to be here and he didn't really understand the problem of bringing her to a normal dinner she was his girlfriend wasn't that the formal thing to do.

Summer: What is that Skank doing here?

Seth: I have absolutely no idea.

Summer: If Marissa didn't think having dinner with Ryan wasn't hard enough.

Seth: This must do the trick.

The doorbell rung once again.

Summer: Oh God…

Seth walked towards the door with Summer right behind him. Summer opened the door and was shocked to what she saw. Marissa was standing in front of her she looked terrible she was still beautiful but her body looked terrible. She had lost so much weight it was scary to see. It looked as if she was anorexic Marissa didn't have a lot of weight to start with but that was just her figure now she really looked unhealthy and very very sick. Her eyes were still swollen and her eyes were puffy. Summer recognized the jeans she was wearing she never wore them because they were too tight now it hang loosely around her waist. She also wore her favourite tank top which normally would look great on her but now you could see her ribs right through it. Seth could feel his heart skip a beat when he saw her Summer told him what she looked like but this was something he never wanted to witness. How could someone loose so much weight in a week? Marissa was still standing uncomfortably outside with one hand in her pocket and the other playing with her hair.

Summer nor Seth had said a word and it had been a good 2 minutes. Ryan had wondered who was at the door he thought it was going to be just the four of them. He walked towards the front door and stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Marissa at first it was because he hadn't expected to see her but then he saw how bad she looked well she still looked gorgeous but at the same time so scary and scared and damaged. Marissa looked at Ryan his piercing blue eyes staring at her in astonishment. She immediately felt a tear roll down her face she cursed herself for crying. Seth grabbed her hand and guided her inside like she was a sick girl, like she couldn't carry her own body on her feet. He didn't want to put his arm around her shoulder afraid that she might break. Summer could feel her own eyes prickling with tears. Marissa was inside and what she heard was something she really didn't want to her, she heard her voice. Natalie's voice echoed through Seth and Summer's house.

Natalie: Ry where are you I went to the bathroom and then you were gone!

She walked to the lobby where she saw Seth, Summer, Ryan and another girl. Marissa looked at everyone and felt betrayed she had never in her entire life felt so small, stupid and sick.

Natalie: Oh hi Marissa how are…

Natalie didn't get time to finish her sentence because Marissa ran away to the bathroom. She left it open and everyone was still standing in the lobby. They heard Marissa empty her stomach they could hear the sobs that were escaping her mouth they could hear everything and it broke Ryan, Seth and Summer's heart. Natalie didn't really know what was happening so she just kept quiet. Ryan got out of his shock and daze and within a second he was at Marissa's side. She was done and he just rubbed her back she washed her face brushed her teeth and turned around only to see Ryan stare at her. He hugged her and she hugged him feeling safe in his arms once again.

Ryan: Are you okay?

Marissa came back to reality the hard reality where Ryan wasn't hers she pulled away and gave him a cold look.

Marissa: I'm fine.

And with that she walked back to Seth, Summer and Natalie. Only to be followed by Ryan who wasn't that shocked by her reaction knowing that part of it was his fault.

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