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James POV

You know, no matter how many times you're in the studio, you'll never get used to Gustavo's voice. He currently has me recording solo vocals…yay.

"James!" He yelled. "I'm done with you today, go home."

"Great job James." Kelly said giving me a sympathetic look.

I sighed a breath of relief and left the booth. As I was leaving, I saw someone in the dance studio. When I looked in I saw it was Arianna. I haven't seen her since the incident. She's back a little too soon.

"Ari?" I asked.

She turned around and smiled.

"James," She said giving me a hug. "It's so great to see you again."

"Same," I said breaking the hug. "But aren't you back a little too soon."

"Come on you know me," She said giving me a smile. "A few little injuries won't keep me out."

"Well glad to have our choreographer back." I said giving her another hug.

"Glad to be back," She said breaking the hug. "Now you and Kendall spill."

"Haha shush." I said blushing.

"Well let him know that if he hurts you, I'll kick his ass," She said. "Hey do you need a ride?"

"Uh sure thanks." I said smiling.

On the way back to the Palmwoods, Arianna and I started catching up. Talking about things we missed and such forth. I made sure to steer clear of that night in a hospital. Like I said, when she's ready she'll talk.

"Well here we are," She said pulling up. "Bye James, it was great talking to you again."

"Same," I said waving. "Bye Ari."

She waved back then drove away. Ari and I are actually close friends now. So seeing her better makes me happy.

Kendall and the guys said they were by the pool and I guess I'll go there first. I saw Carlos sitting on Logan's lap all wrapped up in each other.

"Hey guys, have you seen Kendall?" I asked.

"Uh nope uh haven't seen him." They said quickly.

"You sure he said he would be here." I said.

"Uh well he isn't." Logan said, quickly again.

I saw Carlos's gaze look past me. I followed it and that's where I saw it. Kendall and, who seems to be, the new girl sitting at a table rather closely. Her right hand was on his thigh and her left was twirling her hair. She kept smiling and giggling and Kendall appeared to be too. He made no movement to remove her hand either.

Everyone in the Palmwood knows Kendall is mine, so I don't know who the hell this girl thinks she is. All of the sudden, I saw her whisper into his ear and then…kissed him! He didn't even push her away right away.

"KENDALL!" I yelled.

He quickly pushed her away and stood up.

"James it's not what it looked like." He said making his way over to me.

"Not what it looks like?" I repeat back to him. "Because it looks like you were kissing that slut over there."

"No James you don't understand-" He started.

"I'm your boyfriend Kendall," I screamed. "Or did you forget, even after three and a half months!"

"Of course not James." He said.

"Then what the fuck was that?" I yelled.

"She kissed me I didn't kiss her." He tried to explain.

"But I didn't see you pulling away." I said not buying his bullshit.

"Look James." He said touching my arm.

"Don't touch me you bastard!" I yelled jerking back. "Don't ever touch me again!"

With that I ran. I don't know where but I just ran.

I ended up in Palmwoods Park. I collapse onto a bench and cried. How could Kendall do this to me, after everything we've been through? He was the one that told ME not too leave him and then he does this. I can't believe I trusted him and actually thought that he loved me. That fucking asshole.

I really feel the urge to burn right now. I haven't done it in awhile but I need to. I need to counteract this pain with that pain. Unfortunately, I don't have a lighter and the clip to burn myself. I tried to look for something sharp to cut myself with but I couldn't. I looked at the tree in front of me. I thought for a second and just did it on impulse. I screamed and punched the tree as hard I could. It hurt like a bitch but it felt good. I saw that my hand was bruised and bleeding, it's probably broken but I don't care.

"JAMES!" A voice yelled.

I looked behind me and saw Kendall running towards me.

"Don't even bother Kendall." I said as he came closer to me.

"James please let me explain." He said.

"Why should I?" I asked rhetorically. "You flirted and kissed another girl right in front of me. It's not even like we hid our relationship so no one knew about it, we are out Kendall…or at least we were."

"No James don't say that." He said reaching out for my arm.

"I told you not to touch me!" I yelled take my arm back.

"Will you please let me talk." He said.

"I'm done Kendall," I said throwing my hands up and walking away. "I loved you so damn much, but obviously that meant nothing to you."

"Yes it did James," He said following me. "I love you too."

"No you don't since you kiss other sluts you see." I said turning around.

"She kissed me I didn't kiss her." He said.

"But you were the one who didn't pull away UNTIL I called your name." I said walking backwards.

"I was in shock please believe me James." He said with tears in his eyes.

"You know what Kendall I'm done," I said walking into the street. "So go off and continue making out with your little whore."

"She means nothing James, and please get out of the street." He said.

"Of course she doesn't Kendall." I said sarcastically still standing where I am.

"She doesn't, now get out of the damn street." He said using his hands.

"Whatever I don't really care anymore," I said walking backwards again. "So take this a shove up your ass."

I flipped him off then.

"James get out of the street now!" He yelled.

All of the sudden I hear a honk behind me. I turned around to see what it was.

I saw headlights.

I heard someone scream my name.

Then blackness.

So please don't kill me. I had to ok it just fit. So if you could can you keep the flames and hate mail to a minimum please. Haha so I hope you enjoyed the chapter

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