Hermione was lying on her bed, it had been quite a full couple of days, she was supposed to be getting ready for Ron's birthday party now, Ron was having the party at a nightclub called the shadow, she had a closet full of clothes to pick from, but she couldn't care less about her attire at the moment.

Her mind was going a mile a minute, she couldn't really wrap her mind around what had happened ever since her mother died, first the fact that her mother was dead, then her father's alcoholic behavior, then finding out she was adopted, then finding out that she was a Zabini, then knowing she was going to have to marry her mortal enemy, then the party , and knowing that the wedding date was moved up, then her going back to her parents' house, and then all the shit with Malfoy, then of course there is the shit that the media has been causing, she couldn't believe there was a rumor that she was pregnant with Harry's child, she had avoided looking at news papers for the last few days.

Then of course there was the biggest problem.

She rolled on her bed so that she was on her stomach, she contemplated on her father's behavior, he had sent her only one letter since he traveled, and that worried her greatly, had he returned to the alcoholic behavior, or was he distancing himself from her and her new family, she didn't know, but it was wound that caused much pain in her heart, she didn't know what to do, she had gotten the sole letter after she sent him three, it was distant and professional like, like it was written for an unfamiliar coworker, not his daughter , a tear fell from her eye when she remembered the business like tone the letter was in, it had no indication to when he was coming back. She pushed the thought out of her head because it only brought her more pain.

She didn't know what had gotten over her to tell Malfoy about the ploy she did with Harry, she had been sorry, and an apology would have been more than enough, but when she saw his hand swollen and bloody like that, she couldn't take it, she never could bare to see someone in pain, even if it was Malfoy , she contemplated the thought of having to marry him, she wondered if she would have to have sex with him, the mere thought terrified her, sure she had heard bits and pieces from her roommates over her years at Hogwarts, she even tried to masturbate once, but she failed miserably, to this day the mere thought made her face glow, she was so inexperienced, she couldn't even please herself, how could she please someone else?!, she remembered the incident quite vividly.

FLASHBACK

Hermione sat in her tub at home, she battled herself whether to do it or not, she glanced at the water she was in.

She had heard Lavender explain it to Parvarti step be step, a few weeks back when she was still at Hogwarts, hearing what was said was a complete accident of course, she was sitting in her bed, and they were discussing it a bit loudly from their side of the room.

She shook her head to rid herself of the incident, and instead concentrated on the job at hand, yes, she decided nodding to herself, she would do it, she was a Gryffindor after all the door was locked and she was home alone anyway, she took a deep breath, and slid her hand till it rested on her most private place, she spread her legs as wide as she could, she closed her eyes, and started messaging herself, she would feel something like a bolt of electricity going down her legs making them weak every once and a while, she took another deep breath, found her slit, and slid half a finger in, it was so incredibly tight, she couldn't believe it, even her finger was too big, she tried to move it, and it went all in, she started rocking back and forth, this isn't so bad, she thought.

A knock on the door startled Hermione, making her lose her balance and go under water; she pulled her finger out, and emerged spluttering, and coughing.

"Mya, are you alright, your parents are home" she heard Sofia's voice say.

AlrightSofia I'll be right out" she said, getting out of the tub, and going into the shower, vowing never to do that again.

END FLASHBACK

Hermione groaned at the memory, and covered her face with her hands, god she could just imagine it now, Malfoy laughing his ass off, at her feeble attempts at sex, she had also heard about his…umm experience in that kind of stuff.

'why am I even thinking about that kind of stuff?' she berated herself, she wouldn't have sex with Malfoy, even if she was his wife, but then again would she spend the rest of her life a virgin then? Because cheating went against all her values and principals, but so was the idea of having sex with someone for mere convenience.

She stole a glance at the wall, and gasped loudly, she had half an hour to get ready and shower.

"shit shit shit" she cursed as she jumped out of bed and tripped over a pillow, she rose quickly and raced to the bathroom, ten minutes later she came out wrapped in a towel, she let the towel drop, and was about to race to her closet when she heard a loud gasp, she whipped her head around, and could practically feel the blood as it rushed to her cheeks, there stood Malfoy staring at her naked ass with wide eyes, she thanked the gods he only saw her back as she reached for the towel, and wrapped it around herself.

"Didn't anyone teach you to knock before you enter?" Hermione snapped at him, he was still staring at her with an open mouth. But her comment snapped him out of his thoughts.

"I did, but you didn't answer" he said simply.

"So you decided to barge in to my room unexcused" she growled dangerously. a man who knew Hermione well would have ran for the hills when he heard her growl her words out, unfortunately for him, Draco had no idea about the imminent danger he was in, as he strutted to her bed and promptly sat on it.

"Well, Gemma sent me to check on you, and ask if you are ready yet, as he regarded her still bashful form with amusement." He said

"Fuck" Hermione cursed, and Draco almost fell off the bed.

He stared at her, as she ran to her closet and shut the door; he stared after her at the closed door.

"go tell her I will be ready in 5 minutes and tell Blaise that I'll be at his door in 3 minutes, and he better be ready" Hermione said as the door opened and she came out jumping on one leg trying to wear the gold stilettos .

She finally got it on and rushed to her mirror, she started brushing her hair, when she noticed him staring at her.

"NOW!" she bellowed at him.

"What happened to your shirt?" he asked pointing at the golden glittering shirt.

"What's wrong with it?" Hermione asked looking down at her shirt.

"It has no back!" he snapped

"Yeah, I know, now go to mum" she said, as she turned back towards the mirror and started brushing her hair.

"You are not going to Weasly's like that, over my dead body" he growled

"YOU BETTER NOT BE ORDERING ME AROUND MALFOY, CAUSE I WILL WEAR WHATEVER I WANT!!" Hermione said

Blaise came running into the room,

"What the hell is going on here?" Blaise said looking from the red faced Hermione to the equally red faced Draco.

"FERRET FACE HERE THINKS HE CAN ORDER ME AROUND" Hermione said pointing at Draco.

"AND SHE THINKS THAT SHE CAN GO OUT LIKE THAT, LOOK AT THE BLOODY SHIRT, IT HAS NO FUCKING BACK!!"

"Hermione we are ready, can you please go to the fireplace in the 3rd living room and wait there, and ask Poopy to get you some floo powder"

"Fine" Hermione said stomping out of the room.

After she was out of the room, Blaise cracked a small smile,

"A rule for future references, never tell Hermione what to do, or else she hangs on to what you told her not to do, even if she didn't like it in the first place"

"I won't let her go to Weasly and Potter or anywhere for that matter dressed like that" Draco said stubbornly.

"I am going with her, and if you want you can come too"

"I guess I will come, just to keep an eye on her, and make sure Potter keeps his hands too himself"

"If I were you I'd worry about Weasly, he's the one with the crush on her, Potter was only acting, and he's like a brother to her" Blaise said

"Yeah she told me, but that kiss I saw wasn't brotherly at all" Draco growled

"OH MY GOD" Blaise exclaimed, looking at Draco with a wide grin.

"WHAT?!"

"You are jealous"

"No I am not" Draco said indignantly

"Yes you are"

Just when Draco was about to retort, Hermione came in she looked gorgeous in her gold backless blouse and her black leather pants, the blouse was held by two knots, one at the middle of her back and the other on the back of her neck, but both were covered by her long beautiful honey hair .

"Blaise, we're going to be late" Hermione said, crossing her arms and completely ignoring Draco.

"yeah, we're coming, but aren't you going to wear a jacket, we are going to be late, and it might get cold, and we're two weeks away from school, do you really want to get sick now"

"You are right, I can't get sick now" Hermione said hurrying to her closet and coming out wearing a leather jacket, that matched her pants, she checked her golden eye shadow in the mirror, and smiled.

"Lets go" Draco said.

"Wait, you are coming with us?" Hermione said

"Yeah, I am" Draco said

Blaise gave Hermione a pleading look, and she caved.

"listen Malfoy, you ruin my or anyone's night tonight, and I will personally ruin your chances of having an heir, meaning I will personally cut your balls off and use them as earrings " she threatened then walked out of the door leaving Draco with his jaw hanging open, and Blaise grinning madly.

"That's my little sister" he said, wiping and invisible tear from his eye, as he pretended to proudly cry.

"Lets go" Blaise said, hurrying out of the room.

Draco stood there for a while then hurried after them.


sorry for the long wait guys, my dsl was busted, it just got fixed this morning so here it is, i hope you liked it, and please don't forget to review

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Summer