The morning after Emily and I's day out was a little weird. I went downstairs and Erica was sitting on the couch. "Could we talk?" I asked her as I sat never to her. She agreed. "Why would Emily think I was going to leave her?" Erica looked at me. "I have no clue." she replied. I knew she was lying. You could always tell. "Whatever." I said to her. She sighed and looked at me again. "Because Tommy never stayed for very long." I got confused. "What's that gotta do with me?" I asked. She replied, "She's not use to a man being there."
I visited Emily about an hour later. She wasn't there. She was at her sisters softball game. At the time, I never thought anything about it. I went to the park. I found her car, parked beside it and walked to the diamond. I seen her sister hit a long drive down left center and people cheered. I looked around and couldn't find Emily. Then after scanning the field I seen her. She was on the other side of the field. I started to walk toward her but something stopped me. The man who was standing next to her. I didn't get jealous, ya know? I'm very strong willed in our relationship. Until one moved and Tommy was standing next to her. I walked away. I drove to Liz's. I didn't know where to go. She was the first women I thought of. When Liz opened the door, she looked different. She had dark brown hair. "Hey, D." she said excited and hugged me. "Hey. I need someone to talk to." I replied walking in. "Sure, bub. What's wrong? Just take a breath." I told her the whole story and all in one breath. "So, what's the big deal?" I looked at her like she's crazy. "What do you mean? She was with her ex boyfriend at a game that she didn't invite me to." When Liz finally got me to calm down, she talked me into go and talking to Emily. I told her I couldn't. I ended up driving back to Emily's. When I parked outside her house, she was just pulling up. "Hey, baby." she replied walking toward me. I stopped her before she kissed me. "What's wrong?" I looked at her. She really didn't know why I was upset. "Where were you today?" I asked she looked away. "Who were you with?" She stepped back. "I was at my sisters game." I looked at her, "With who?" she shrugged. "I was by myself." Strike one. "Really? No one you seen there you knew?" she shook her head. Strike two. "You're not lying?" She shook her head again. Strike three. "You're a god damn liar." I kinda yelled walking toward my car. "Wait. Why? Don't be coming here yelling at me for going to my sisters game." she yelled back. "Oh, you're so off track, baby. I'm pissed because you dumb ass ex boyfriend was at the game along with you." she stepped back again and looked away. "Truth or not?" I asked. She replied 'truth'. I was super pissed. "Why are you so mad? I couldn't help him being there." I yelled back at her, "That's not the point. You were standing there fucking talking to him." She told me not to raise my voice. "You know what? I'm done. If you want to be with the dude, go and be with him." she smaked me accross the face. "I don't want to be with him!" I smiled and walked away. "Really? Well, then why are you so fucking hung over this dude. You tell me one day you love me the next day you tell me you think I'mma leave. Then all of a sudden, you're with this guy." She shoved me angrily. "I'm not in the mood to talk to you." She walks away.
I went home and was so upset. Erica hugged me as soon as I walked into the door. I just hugged her back. "I shouldn't have said anything." I mumbled as I hugged her tighter. "Don't say that. You never hold back how you feel." Later that night, All I could think of was what happened between me and Emily. I practically accused her of cheating on me. I wanted to text her and tell her that I'm sorry. But I couldn't. It was wrong. Erica came in with a handful of snacks. "This always helps me with my break-ups." "I'm not in the mood, Erica thanks." I replied covering my self up laying down. "Well, I'm going to lay here and watch t.v anyways."
