Jennifer

I head back home feeling empty because Josh isn't beside me.

I arrive home, throw the keys on the kitchen table and sit on the couch. I already miss him and it hasn't even been an hour. Wait, his flight didn't board yet so I could call him.

I sprint to get my phone and call Josh's number which is saved under "Baby".

"Jenn?" I hear Josh say.

"Yeah, it's me baby" I say excitedly.

"I miss you so much and I didn't get on the plane yet"

"I know how you feel, I miss you so much" I say sadly.

"I love you" He says adoringly.

"I love you too" I say back, it's like a reflex.

"As much as I hate to do this, I gotta go, they just called my flight, bye baby, I love you and the baby more than anything."

"And we love you right back bye baby"

"Bye" He Responds.

And with that he's gone again, 3 months without Josh, my bestfriend, my lover, my husband, the father of our child and future children.

"At least I have you, little Hutcherson" I grin down to my stomach, my hand protectively over it.

God I love our family, I think to myself.