Chapter 14

Once again a big thanks to my beta, Florrie Jade, my star!

Also: LEMON WARNING, in you don't like lemons please skip the end of this chapter!

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Affection is responsible for nine-tenths of whatever solid and durable happiness there is in our lives.

-C. S. Lewis

BPOV

"See, you just got to use the handbrake to control it." Rose calmly told me as we gracefully drifted around the corner of the deserted road we were on. She pushed her foot to the floor as we accelerated out of the turn, both of us high on the adrenalin pumping through our veins, the wind blowing in our hair making us feel full of life. It's fucking amazing!

This was the first of Rose's lessons and so far it was a much more pleasurable experience than it was with Edward. Rose being the little genius that she is, managed to disable the cars tracker and intercom system, so Edward wouldn't know what we are doing. That was a relaxing thought because I know he would be far from happy about me doing this. It's not that I wanted to keep this a secret from him; I just know he will over-react and I would be crushed. For now it's best for him just not to know.

I was riding shot-gun for the beginning, while Rose showed me exactly how it was done. So far I think I was picking it up relatively well. A few things would be fighting all my natural instincts, like the fact that you have to accelerate while going into a turn, then brake, before accelerating out of it. A big part of me wants to just run and hide, give up already and stay in my sheltered life, where I feel safe. Thankfully my snarky sub-conscious would come out just when I need her and tells my pussy side to go put on her big girl panties and man up, Bella Swan is no quitter!

After a while of demonstrating Rose pulls over and tells me it's time for me to give it a go. I could feel the butterflies building in my stomach as I adjusted my seat for my short stumpy legs, and the adjusted my mirrors to be extra safe. It was then that I was thankful that Edward made this car practically indestructible; at least I knew I would not be killing us both off. How tragic would that be, especially considering tonight was Edwards and I double date night with Emmett and Rose, we were all very excited for it.

As I turned the key in the ignition and felt the car purr to life, all I could think of was ' accelerate, turn steering wheel, brake, use hand break, turn steering wheel straight, accelerate out.' I repeated it over and over in my head, like it was my mantra.

"It's going to be OK Bella, just take a big deep breath and take your time. It's fine if you make a mistake out here; there is nothing to crash into." Rose calmed me as she gently stroked my hand, which was resting on the gear stick. She was right, the road was winding around some grassy hills but there were no trees or rocks near the road that was at risk of being hit by me. That's calmed my racing heart just a little bit.

"Come on Bella, it's now or never. GO!" Rose said, giving me the push I need. Without thinking about it too much, I went for it. I slammed my foot down on the gas, making the car do a slight burn out as the car launched its self down the road. Fuck, this car is powerful. I could hear the engine beginning to struggle, I stepping on the clutch and pushed the car into second gear. Before I could even comprehend what was happening, I was in fifth gear and flying towards the upcoming turn.

"Come on Bella! Go,Go,GO!" Rose shouted in encouragement, making me push my foot to floor, flooring it. I hit the turn going 95km/h; I quickly turned the steering wheel, causing the back of my car to flick out as I slammed on the brakes. Adrenaline was pumping through my veins as I caused the car to gracefully drift around the corner. I felt giddy with excitement and a feeling of accomplishment flooded over me, I no longer needed to doubt myself and my abilities. I now know that I can do this, and relatively well at that. We were going so fast around the corner that it was hard to stay in the centre of my seat, the force was making me want to lean into my door. Rose screamed and laughing as her hair was whipping around in her face because of her open window. We were both feeling such a rush that soon we were both cackling with laughter. The corner came to an end, so I straightened my steering wheel, released my foot of the brake and gradually pushed on the gas. I over corrected a little bit, causing us to fish tale slightly but that was nothing I could not control and once I did we were quickly flying down another straight part of road.

"You're a natural, and a pro at that!" Rose told me with big smile on her face, I could tell she was proud of me.

"I did it!" I squealed happily as I drummed my hands on the steering wheel, needed to release some of the pent up energy building inside of me.

"I know, just keep going and enjoy yourself. You really do not need my instruction." Rose said as she turned on the radio and plugged in her iPod. We spent the next hour speeding around the corners, laughing and rapping to Eminem.

B- You two almost here?- E

"Come on Rose, we need to go!" I shouted to Rose, who has been occupying my bathroom for the last two hours getting ready for our double date.

"Ok, OK!" she shouted back as she immerged wearing a tight black halter dress with matching strappy heels. Her hair had been beautifully curled into big bouncy curls and she had done her make-up with some dark intense smoldering eyes. She looked so stunning, I suddenly felt very plain just standing next to her. I tugged on my navy dress nervously; Edward will probably take one look at her and be reminded of the type of girl he should be with, not plain old Bella Swan.

Thankfully I didn't have time to dwell on my lack of beauty, Edward had already text me three times so we really needed to leave. I quickly told Alice goodbye before Rose and I left to hail a cab. Once we were in the cab my phone chimed, signaling a text message.

B- you haven't replied. Are you on your way?-E

E- Sorry, we are on our way now. Just in the cab Be there in 10 minutes-B

After quickly sending my reply I reached into my little silver bag, that Alice had insisted that I use, and got out my lip gloss. Hoping that maybe it would give me a small confidence boost while seating next to Rose, who seemed to be nervously rambling. I fixed my lip gloss and fluffed my hair, which I decided to straighten for the special occasion, when my phone chimed again.

"BELLA!" Rose suddenly shouted at me.

"What?" I said with a hint of annoyance. However, when I looked at her I saw that she was looking at me like she was expecting an answer. She was rubbing her hands together and her eye's showed her nerves. I felt horrible for ignoring my friend, who even though is five times more beautiful than me, still needed my comfort. After all she had done for me, fixed my car, befriended me and taught me to drive, I had let her down the one time she needed something back. My phone chimed again in my lap but I ignored it. I took Rose's hand in my own and rubbed my thumb over the back of her hand.

"I'm so sorry Rose, I should have been listen more attentively to you. You do not need to worry about anything, Emmett jumped at the chance to date you. I have an inside source that tells me that he has been waiting for this date for a long time. You are beautiful, charming, funny, intelligent and a sweet woman. So chin up and just be yourself, Emmett will love you." I told her with as much conviction as I could possibly manage, because I truly believed what I saying.

"Thank-you, I needed that." She said with a warm smile, I was happy I had calmed her down a little bit. My phone chimed again, wanting my attention.

B- U took a cab? Y did u not drive? I don't like this!-E

B- Y aren't U answering me? R u ok?-E

BELLA? ANSWER ME NOW OR SO HELP ME GOD!-E

Fuck! His loosing it. I quickly replied before he lost his shit and came looking for me.

E- honey, cool your jet's I'm fine! Was just talking to Rose pulling up front now-B

By the time I had finished typing and sending my message we were pulling up the front of the Italian restaurant, La Camre', where we were meeting the boys.

"That's nine dollar's ladies?" the Mexican cab driver told us as he parked the car next to the curb. I was just about to pull out my money from my purse when the passage door was opened and Edward appeared.

"Here you go, keep the change." Edward said as he threw a twenty at the cab driver. I had only just had time to say thank-you to the driver before Edward had opened my door and was yanking me roughly into his arms.

"Well, hel-" I began to talk when Edward cut me off with his lips. He kiss was rough and possessive, as were his hands which currently had a death grip on my hips. He pulled me towards him until we were standing chest to chest as his tongue invaded my mouth. I moaned, enjoying myself, until I heard someone clearing their throat. I gently pulled myself away, much to Edward's protest, and looked at Rose who had her eyebrows raised at me.

I was uncomfortable with the attention I was getting; my eyes meet the pavement as I suggested we go inside. Emmett and Rose laughed at my embarrassment before leading the charge inside. I went to follow them but was stopped by Edward's hand on my waist. He brought me in for a hug, wrapping his arms around me and shielding me with his body. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he kissed my head; he was holding me so tightly I began to think that something was wrong.

"Is everything OK?" I whispered into his chest, my voice was muffled by the lapels of his charcoal suit. He exhaled loudly.

"Yeah, everything is fine. I was just worried about you."

"Why where you worried? I was only 10 minutes" I asked as he kissed my head.

"I know, I just don't like the idea of trusting someone else with your life. You did not know who that taxi driver was? He could have been a rapist or an axe murder or something." He said.

"Like a mobster?" I whispered to him with my eyebrows raised and a big cheesy smile on my face so he could tell I was joking.

"Hahaha very funny." He murmured dead pan but I could tell he liked my joke, his lips were twitching at the sides as he fought his smile.

"Let's just go have some dinner" Edward told me as he pecked me on the lips, he then patted me on the ass, signaling that he wanted to go inside. I kissed him one last time on the neck and then walked inside.

The restaurant was a very fancy place, I was glad I dressed up for once as the usher showed us to our seats with Emmett and Rose.

"Finally! I'm starving." Emmett said as Edward pulled me out my seat for me.

"We had shit to take care of" Edward announced as if that was an excuse. I just smiled at them both. Edward sat down too and asked me what I felt like eating. I opened my menu, trying to decide what I felt like. I finally decided on the pasta dish I wanted, however when I looked at the price, I gasped loudly. Edward dropped his conversation with Emmett mid sentence to give me all his attention.

"What? What's wrong?" Edward asked me as he subtly dragged my seat closer to his own and put his hand on my thigh. My cheeks burned with embarrassment.

I ducked my head slightly into his shoulder; I swear my face probably looked like a tomato by now.

"Ummm it costs a hundred and twenty dollars here for a meal..." I muttered hoping that none of the surrounding patrons could not hear me.

"and?" Edward looked at me to expectantly to continue.

"and?..." I said, looking at him like he was crazy.

"I don't even have a job at the moment, I can't afford this." I whispered as I bowed my head, I was a proud person, so it was killing me to say this. Edward guffed,

"What makes you think that I will be letting you pay?" Edward asked, almost like he was appalled that I would even think such a thought.

"Edward, I can't let you do this for me. It's too much. And besides I am just as happy to have a six dollar McDonald's meal." This made Edward laugh.

"Really baby, it's nothing. I'm allowed to spoil my princess if I want too, now let's order." Edward said as he kissed me quickly and then signaled to the waiter that we were ready to order. The male waiter made his way over to us. He appeared to be around Emmett's age, he was American and had a swagger to his walk. He just screamed that he thought he was God's gift, surprising since I didn't think he was attractive at all.

"Hello, my name is Tom and I am your server tonight. How can I service you?" He said as he looked up from his note pad which he was writing on. He glanced around the table, lingering on Rosalie for a while before locking eyes on me. Emmett began placing his order, Tom wrote it down but his eyes did not leave me, or my chest rather, which was pretty out there in the dress I was wearing. I started to squirm, feeling uncomfortable. Rose caught wind of what was going on and smiled at me, she mouthed 'don't worry about it' to me. I just smiled back at her; I thought everything was going to be fine and no one would notice when Edward started to act up.

"Leave" he growled at the waiter as he stared intently at the table, trying to calm himself.

"Excuse me?" Tom asked bewildered as his eyes finally met Edwards.

"Leave. Or so help me god, I will not be held responsible for my action." Edward told him, his jaw clenched tight and his knuckles were white. I reached over to grab his hand, stroking it to try and relax him. It worked only slightly.

"I'm confused-" Tom started to say when Edward stood up to speak, his chair making a loud noise.

"You listen to me and you listen up good. You are treading on wafer thin ice already, so stop pushing it and just fuck off! I will be speaking to your manager shortly and just before you leave, if I catch you staring at any part on my girlfriend again, I guarantee you will never see again." Edward threatened at him as he pointed at Tom's chest, his eye's looked feral I was honestly surprised he didn't just whip out his gun and end it all now.

The waiter's quickly scampered off after Edward's threat, I guess his need for self preservation final kicked in and he headed for the hills. Edward then stormed off to where, I am assuming, he was yelling at the restaurant manager. I glanced over at Emmett and Rose who were now engaged in their own conversation, for which I was glad as I was not sure what to say about the current situation. A few moments later Edward returned, clearly still irritated. He sat back down in his seat and then dragged mine until we were shoulder to shoulder. He then draped his arm possessively over my shoulder and brought me even closer to him. I could tell he was still angry; I placed my hand on his thigh and stroked his leg gently. However it was not until a middle aged woman waitress came over did he truly relax.

After our meals came Edward had gone back to normal. It was nice to see how he reacted with his brother and Rose, who he clearly thought of highly. I was happy to see that Emmett and Rose were getting along swimmingly. They both talked about their love for car and their hatred for politicians, they both thought they were all full of themselves.

After we had finished our desserts and the guys had paid the bill it was time to leave. Emmett had already offered to walk Rose home, who only lived a few blocks away, while Edward had invited me over to his house for the first time.

"I don't have any pajama's or anything with me" I pouted because I really did wanted to go to his house.

"Well then we will just have to make a quick stop off at your place then won't we?" he said as he wrapped his arm around me, outside the restaurant. We said quickly said our good-bye's to Emmett and Rose, who seemed quite happy to have some alone time, and we parted ways.

After quickly stopping off at my place we were on our way to Edward's. It was a lovely relaxing drive, very quite but that was ok with me. I enjoyed the silence. When we pulled up to a huge ass tower and started to pull into an underground car park I was very confused.

"Edward, I thought we were going to your place?" I asked as I looked out my window, trying to take everything in. Edward chuckled under his breath, saying

"This is where I live".

"WHAT?" I shouted, as I slapped my hands on the seat beside me in shock.

"This is where I live, my brother's and I occupy the three penthouses." Edward said as he pulled into his car parking spot and parked the car.

"The penthouses?" I said with raised eyebrows, this was all a lot to absorb. I mean I knew Edward was filthy rich but fuck, this was a whole new level of rich! Edward was leading me towards the elevator when he decided to drop the bomb on me that he actually owned the whole building. I was shocked into silence. It took about two minutes in the elevator, and after Edward put in a special password and scanned his eye, the door opened.

Edwards place was simply amazing. It was simple and clean but looked very expensive, my steps slowed as I tried to take it all in. The elevator had opened up into his massive living room which had hard wood floors, two large cream leather couches, a huge TV and a real fire place. To the left I could see a very modern looking kitchen that looked like it would impress even Gordon Ramsey. Edward gave me the grand tour, which included wonderful dining room, a huge home theater, a hot tub and pool on the roof. There was also three guest bedrooms, five and a half bathrooms and of course the master suite.

After seeing the entire apartment, we were brought to his bedroom which just screamed 'Edward'. There was a big cherry wood four post bed, two matching bedside tables, a small desk, a love couch and an ensuite with a bath and all. It was all just stunning and it all reflected Edward.

"So what do you think?" He says almost nervously from behind me, with his hands on my waist and his head on my shoulder.

"It's amazing, Edward. Really, you should be proud." I told him as I rest my hands on his own. I then turned around to look at him properly, he look so cute. He brought me into his arms once again, drawing me closer to his chest. This was when I was happiest and most relax, in his arms, breathing in his woody sent and just being with him.

"I'm sorry I made a scene at dinner…" He murmured into my hair as he smelt it, he always says that he loves how I smell.

"It's OK, I understand. I like that you are protective of me, It shows me that you care." I told him as I snuggled my head deeper into his chest, my favorite place to be.

"I beyond care, Bella. You are my everything, I don't know what I would do without you. When I notice that fucker was leering at you, I tried to control myself, I really did, but he was just looking for way to long." He bent down and tilted my head up to kiss him. His lips were mashed forceful to mine as he picked me up from behind my knees and dropped me gently onto his huge brown bed. He looked down at me, splayed out on his bed and said

" Only I should be looking at you like that, because I'm the lucky barstard that gets to say you are mine". With that, I grabbed the back of his head and brought his head down to mine, making him kiss me. My hands made their way into his hair, as I grabbed onto his silky locks and my tongue was practically down his throat, I was kissing him with that much passion.

After a while of heated kissing my hands made their way down to his shirt as I started to undo the buttons, thankfully, he had already removes his jacket earlier. When Edward realized what I was doing he put his hand on mine, stopping me.

"Baby, we don't having to do anything tonight, that's not why I brought you here." He said as he looked lovingly in my eyes and stroking the hair off my face.

"Don't worry Edward, trust me, I want to." I whispered as I brought his lips back down to mine. It didn't take me long to get his shirt off him and be reacquainted with the chiseled chest I had meet just a few week before. God, he was ripped!

Edward was my kissing my neck, making me moan as his hands explored my legs and waist teasingly. I felt my heart start to beat faster and my lady pasts start to throb, I swear I had never wanted anyone more in my life. Edward shifted a little bit so he was now directly on top of me, with his elbows either side of my head. He was getting me very worked up as he sucked on my neck as squeezed my thighs with his giant hands, I felt like I was in paradise. That was until Edward thrust his covered cock into me, his very hard covered cock.

"Ohh, fuck!" I let out a breathy moan, the things thing man was doing to me was making go crazy. I wanted him, and I wanted him now! I tried to take off his suit pants, but as soon as I got the button undone, Edward stopped me.

"This time it's about you, baby" he said huskily to me, as he hovered over me. He kissed me again deeply as I felt his hand go to the zipper at the side of my dress; I tell you what I have never been so keen to get out of my clothes in my life! I helped him take it off as I lifted my ass off the mattress, he brought the dress down to my feet. My dress hit the floor and I was left in nothing but my blue and black lace playboy bra and black thong.

"Fuck me!" Edward said as he let out a ragged breath, he looked as if he wanted to eat me alive as he practically dived on top of me, kissing me hungrily. His hands were everywhere, running down my legs, squeezing my tit's, palming my ass and I loved every minute of it.

"Bella…Fuck! You are exquisite…" he breathed in my ear as his hands played with the edges of my thong, silently asking permission. I gave him a slight nod and before I knew what was happening, he had ripped them off.

"Edward!" I gasped in surprise, feeling a slight tingle where they had been ripped.

"I'll buy you a new pair, fuck, I'll buy you twenty new pairs!" he said as he sat back on him knee's. I didn't realize until I looked up into his eyes, that he was staring intently at my pussy. Breathing deeply and just devowering my pussy with his eyes, I began to feel self conscious and moved my leg to subtly conceal his view.

"Don't you dare!..." He growled at me as he took both my thighs and forced them apart, laying in between them.

"Your beautiful, Bella. Everywhere. I'm so fucking lucky to have you as my own." He said as he covered my neck and chest with kisses. With remarkable speed he reached behind me and undid my bra, it quickly met my other clothes on the floor as I was now naked on his bed. Normally, I would feel uncomfortable lying so vulnerable on his bed, with no coverage. But with Edward, I have never felt more comfortable in my whole life. He makes me be the person that I want to be, a confident version of Bella.

"Is this OK?" Edward asked as his right hand drifted down lower on my stomach. I nodded, biting my bottom lip with excitement; I could not believe that Edward and I were finally taking that next step in our relationship. I was thrilled and very glad that I got waxed just a few days earlier. I felt Edward hand dip lower and then a few seconds later I felt his thumb graze my clit. I gasped and involuntarily lifted my hips of the bed, wanting more friction. He did this a few more times, making me crazy with need.

"Ohhh, more Edward. I need more!" I moaned.

"More baby? Want do you want?" He asked as he rubbed a bit more forceful on my clit, he was driving me crazy!

"Fuck..I..I..ohhh, just please. Edward!" I moaned as I thrust my hips up at him. His then moved his finger slowly, up and down my slit. Then he leaned down a whispered in my ear,

"Do you want this?" he asked as he quickly thrust his finger inside me.

"Jesus Christ!" I yelped, feeling his finger invade me.

"Fuck, baby, you are so tight!" Edward growled as he sat back on his knees, watching his finger slowly fuck me. I gasped and moaned loving the way Edward was making me feel. When he entered a second finger I really thought that I was going to lose it.

"Ohhh god, Edward. I want more, please give me more!" I pleaded with him as he thrust his fingers in and out of at a wonderful pace.

"and what do you want Bella?" He asked, looking me in the eye. We both knew what I wanted.

"YOU!" I all but screamed when he rammed his fingers into me a bit deeper. I was just about to fall of the deep end when Edward removed his fingers from me, I groaned in frustration, that was until I saw that Edward was taking off his pants.

"Are you sure you want this?..." He asked softly as he laid on top of me.

"It is still OK for you to say no." I kissed him deeply, because right now he was making me feel more loved than I ever had before. He was my perfect boyfriend who would give me the world if I asked, but right now I only wanted him. I wanted to feel the physical connection I craved.

"I've never been more sure" I told him once we stopped kissing. He was gently rubbing his cock against me, making me feel all kinds of pleasure and making his cock thoroughly wet with my juices, which were practically gushing out of me he had gotten me that worked up.

"Are we protected?" He asked as I felt him line himself up with me.

"Yeah, we are. Just go slow…it's been a while" I told him as I stroked his hair, making him mule.

"I would never hurt you, Bella." He told me and then he kissed me deeply. I moaned into the kiss when I felt the head of his cock enter me. Fuck he was a big boy!

"Shit, Baby. You're like a vice grip!" Edward groaned as he worked his cock into me, it was a tight fit.

"Ohhh, it's not my fault your dick is so big!" I moaned back at him, trying to enjoy myself as he was stretching me to impossible limits. It was stinging for a while, I pondered telling Edward to stop, that it hurt, but then he squeezed my right nipple as he sucked on my neck. That changed everything as I could practically feel the wetness gush out of me and surround him.

"Ohhh, fuck! There we go!" Edward shouted as he started to thrust deeper and deeper into me, going harder and faster every time. Every time he would thrust into me Edward would groan and I would let out a breathy 'fuck'. That was until Edward did a particularly hard thrust, going places that I never knew existed but fuck did it feel good.

"Ohhh god! Right there Edward!" I shouted as I dug my nails into his back in pleasure.

"Right there, baby! Is that the spot?" He yelled out, hitting my spot every time. I looked up at him, seeing him glistening with sweat and looking intently at my face, his eyes filled with love and admiration.

"yes, Yes,YES! Ohh god! I'm gonna cum!" I screamed as I could feel me reaching my peek.

"Baby, you have no idea how perfect you are. God, you look so fucking hot right now under me, FUCK! Just take it!" he moaned in my ear. He then started thrusting faster,

"I'm gonna cum baby, fuck! Come Bella, CUM!" he shouted at me and my body follow suit. I came hard than I ever had in my life.

"EDWARD!" I screamed as I came all over his cock, thankfully he came a few seconds after me, filling me with his cum.

I was gasping under him as he did a few last lazy thrust, before pulling out of me. He rolled over to his side and pulled me with him, onto his chest. After a few moments of just holding each other he decided to break the silence.

"Was that ok? I didn't hurt you, did I baby?" he asked me, looking deep in my eyes.

"That was perfect, I loved it!" I told him with conviction. I told him I had to go clean myself up and after that we lied in bed together, just hugging and kissing until we feel asleep. Right before I drifted off into unconsciousness I heard Edward whisper to me

"You're perfect to me".

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