Gomen!(200x)I'm really sorry! (Swords and guns pointing at me and ran away) I said I'm sorry! Ok, fine just kill me now! DDDX I'm super sorry to you guys! T_T P.S. If you know Fairytail, I'm kinda like Aries now…
To bookXworm080: I'm sorry! But, thank you!
To D1NO: Oh no, there's no way this story's gonna end with Saru's heart broke into a trillion pieces… but thank you!
Make sure you continue it, cause I'm hooked to it as well… XD
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To : Sorry… I'm really sorry!
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Don't worry, this chapter will patch everything up… Sorta (; -_-)
Chapter 14: Hard to Accept
The others went to the source of the scream and saw Shizuka in Fushimi's arms. Fushimi's other comrades started to ran to him but was stopped by Awashima.
It was their first time seeing Fushimi crying. He pulled Shizuka's head and placed her forehead onto his. "Shizuka…" he whispered as he cried.
A few days later, it was Shizuka's burial. Fushimi came of course, but he didn't say a word. When everyone left, Fushimi just stayed there staring at Shizuka's grave.
The past following days, the news already reported that the murderer was already killed, and it sends a lot of joy to the people. But it didn't say who the murderer was. Fushimi massaged his temples, turned off the TV and got to sleep.
Fushimi changed since that day. He has dark circles under his eyes because lack of sleep. He became pale and thin because he couldn't eat. He never said a word. He still comes to Scepter Four, but does his tasks very quietly. He just answers questions with a nod or a shake in the head. When he catch a glimpse of Shziuka's old work table, he stood up and went straight to a place where he can clear his head.
Munakata and the others are worried about him. He can kill himself if he still continues on like this. But no matter what they do, they always end up with a dead end.
Fushimi walked on home from Scepter Four. While he's walking, he stopped by the entrance to the park. Something caught his eye.
He saw a young girl, who is reading a book. A guy went up to her and covered her eyes. "H-Hey! Giro-kun, cut it out!" the girl squealed. They both fall on top of each other and broke into a full kiss.
"I love you…" said the girl. "I love you too…" said the boy.
Fushimi shook his head and walked away. He put his hands in his pockets and sulked. He looked up to the sky, and saw grey clouds up ahead. Shizuka was his love. The only woman he loved. And she suddenly… left him. He went inside his house and locked the door. He removed his uniform and got into a pair of shorts and a shirt. He removed his glasses and laid down on his bed. He put the palm of his hand on his face. He remembered when he confessed and kissed Shizuka on this very bed.
"I love you, Saruhiko…" she said.
Damn it. Is this what they called being lovesick? Because he felt it alright. He missed her. He missed her terribly. He find it hard to accept that she is… dead.
Instead, he put the pillow over his face and tried to get some sleep.
Saru was walking on some field when he saw a beautiful figure of a girl.
"Shizuka… Shizuka!" Saru ran to her. Shizuka turned revealing her light blue eyes and gorgeous smile.
Saru went up to her and hugged her tightly. "Saru…" she said, tears flowing out of her eyes.
"Don't worry…" he said, "… I'm here."
Suddenly the sky went black and crows screamed. She looked at Shizuka, her eyes already now blood-red, and blood all over her.
"Saru… help me…" she said weakly.
The alarm clock woke Saru up. He turns it off and looked at the window. He got out of bed and took a shower. He got into his uniform and went straight to Scepter Four. He still remembered the dream he had last night.
He went in Scepter Four, and he saw everyone huddling over something.
"Ssshhh… he's here!" said one his comrades.
All of them looked at him a smiled. Fushimi didn't know what was going on. The group just revealed what was hiding behind them. Fushimi dropped all his belongings when he saw what they were huddling over. He couldn't believe his eyes.
"Saru…" Shizuka smiled as she stared into Saru's eyes.
A/N: See? What I tell you?
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