CPOV

Kitten is very sensitive lately and although she won't admit to it her sex drive has shot into overdrive. This morning I woke up to her fast asleep but holding onto my cock, don't get me wrong because that is the best wake up call a guy could ask for so I checked her cunt and it was hot and dripping. I still love my kink and lately I have missed it, so I carefully tie her spread eagle and move down to suck on her cunt which wakes her up, fuck her till she cums all over me multiple times, untie her and then take her to the shower so we can wash up.

"Why do I panic?" She asks while I soap her up.

"Shock to the system, you love it after," I smirk.

"I know, thank you for not stopping, it is very much appreciated by the limes."

"Well, you and the limes are welcome. If you are anything like how you were with Noah and Maia but multiplied by three I am buying you a vibrator so you don't break my dick off."

She giggles as we finish washing up, we go into the master closet and get dressed, our backs to each other which does not stop each other from looking over at the other one every so often. Maia barges into our bedroom while we leave the closet, she looks at little perturbed.

"No more brothers!" She announces.

Ana turns to me, fear in those eyes. I know she wants to do everything to make our kids happy but we can't really control if the limes are girls or boys, all we do know is that there is an identical set and a single in her womb right now.

"We can't control it Mouse, it doesn't work that way and you know that," I explain.

Kate, Mia and I sat down with her when they became pregnant over the past year and Maia was demanding girls, we had to tell her that it was not in our control and that God makes the choices for us and we are to be happy with what we have. Clearly that talk is not taking any effect right now.

"But I'm already stuck with Noah!"

"Maia, whining is not very pleasant. Take another tone please," Ana says.

"Can you at least give me a warning?"

"We'll see, go get ready for the day please. You will not be lounging about in your pyjamas watching movies all day."

"Daddy!" Maia screeches when she doesn't get things her way.

"Listen to your mother, we're going out for the day," I say through clench teeth.

Maia runs out of the room while Ana and I sit on the bed to put our shoes on before heading for the kitchen. Gail has a beautiful french toast, fruit salad, yogurt and turkey bacon plate set out for everyone at the table. Noah is at the bar drawing more and more, he is an incredible artist and clearly very passionate with it. I don't care if he becomes the next boss if he is happy with what he is doing.

He joins us at the table when Maia runs in in white short shorts and a retro, grey Jurassic Park shirt. Her hair is a rats nest, I am not going to have fun brushing that out later. We all sit down and eat together as a family which is always nice.

"What does everyone want to do today?" I ask.

"We have the doctor's appointment, Babe," Ana says.

"Central Park?" Maia asks.

"I don't really care but I was planning on meeting up with some of my friends later, you know, without you guys," Noah mutters.

"Fine, but you have to be back for dinner tonight and leave your phone on all the time, I want to be able to track you down if I really need to do so, and if I tell you to come home you need to answer and listen," I say as stern as possible.

The answering smile is the only thing that I need, I know that this decision makes him happy. We can drop Maia off at Elliot's so we can go to the doctor's and figure out what the plan for the next month will be, whether or not we want to go on a trip, move or anything else.

I also need to sort out my family because if they are making assumptions without talking to me I am going to take no prisoners. They have no right, this is my life and my family. They should look in the mirror and wonder what has them so worked up and that bit they hate about Ana is the part they hate about themselves. It has to be, that or they are inconsiderate children. My kids are behoving better in the given situation then my mother, which says a lot.

My father introduced an incredible opportunity in Seattle for us, the Russians are wanting to build themselves up again since their main leaders are released from prison, and I want to be able to ship products in and out of the city without hassle. I would also love to invest in setting up a GEH sector in Seattle but it is across the country and we have not been there before, not in the long term tense. I could send someone over but it would have to be someone I trust and am close to: Elliot and Kate, or Luke and Mia. They wouldn't want to leave and could hate me in the long term if I make them.

"What are you thinking about?" Ana asks me.

I look up, Mouse and Bug have cleared the table and Gail is supervising clean up which is what Ana has gotten them into with breakfasts and dinners. Ana is looking at me, a little smile is playing at her lips due to my lack of focus.

"Everything, what do you think about Seattle?" I ask her.

"As a city, it's nice… clean. Rains most of the year but it holds a certain beauty. We went for my seventeenth birthday, remember? I wanted to see the Space Needle and you surprised me, so I love it but why?"

"Moving, have you already forgotten?" I smirk.

"You'd move away from your family?"

"Yes."

"Away from everything you know?"

"Yes."

"Can I be honest with you?"

"I always want you to be honest with me."

God, we run into this issue every time I try to have a serious conversation with her. I always want her honest opinion and sometimes she gives it really easy but others she hesitates and asks. No matter how long of a conversation we get into, no matter what the topic is it is always changing.

"Mom and Dad live in Portland which is only a couple hours away from Seattle. I can't… Christian… no, sir," She starts to make no sense, her eyes glazing over. "I don't want bubbles… no, no quiet time… I don't want it… Please no, no I don't want to call you that… no daddy no."

"Daddy? What's wrong with Mommy?" Maia whimpers.

Noah picks Maia up and carries her out of the room, knowing that whatever is happening is not something for little eyes and little ears. Maia makes a stand on wanting to stay with Ana and me but I think that he locked her in a bathroom.

I pull Ana onto my lap and stroke her hair while she still babbles on about things that I really do not understand. She is talking nonsense and I can't do anything about that. I have talked with both her psychiatrists about her little disassociation episodes and they tell me to just calm her down and bring her to the present. I have researched service dogs for people with mental health issues and have one bought and is currently being trained for Anastasia right now. It's for her safety because I am not always here and I've had Gail call me freaking out because of Ana's episodes.

"Kitten, you're here with me. This is just you and me, and you're safe here. Wherever you've gone, wherever you are right now it is not real and it is not happening. Kitten, everything is okay now," I coo, it's as if I am calming my children after nightmares.

It takes twenty minutes to calm her down, by this time we are running late and Noah wants to meet his friends. We drop Maia off with Elliot on our way to the hospital, Noah is meeting his friends in the East Village and I have Ana and the limes with me.

Emily is waiting with Erica when we arrive on the Maternity Floor, following both to the exam room where Ana pulls off her t-shirt and lays down on the bed just wearing her jeans and bra. I sit back in an extra chair, Emily sits next to me while Erica starts to work on the exam. My guess is that Noah, Gail, Taylor or maybe even Maia called Emily due to her episode today.

"They're really healthy but I want Ana to put on some more weight, this is not one baby but three so you need to realize that and not compare this to Maia and Noah. This may be an issue mentally but this is something nature controls," Erica explains to me more then Ana.

"When can we find out genders?" Ana asks.

"You two want to this time?"

"Maia wants sisters, no brothers so we want to give her a heads up plus it would be nice to plan the nursery's."

I look over at Emily who is watching Ana as if she were a wild animal about to either run or pounce, not able to predict which. I follow Emily out of the room, she stopped and asked Erica to stick by Ana and not leave her alone. We go up to the psych floor and into her office, settling down before either of us decide to strike up a conversation.

"I can see in her eyes that she is slipping, and I know you never considered any type of hospital observation but I don't want anyone to lose her. We all want Maia, Noah and the triplets to have a mother but she needs to be healthy," Emily starts.

"You want me to commit her?" I gape.

"I think a week or two here or in another treatment facility I have access to would be a good idea. How is the service dog coming along?"

"Chocolate Labrador Retriever, final week of training. I am taking Ana to meet him today, they will work together this week before he becomes a permanent companion for her. He is trained for people with mental illness and depression. Everything you told me to, I just don't get why the children and I can't be enough."

"It's not that you are not enough, any of you but Ana can't help it. She is sick Christian and not one of us could have stopped this."

I hate this, not being in control. We are doing everything we can but if this doesn't work I guess that I have to put her into a hospital for a short stay. Erica brings Anastasia up for a quick session with Emily while I step outside to wait.