This chapter was inspired by Taylor Swifts song Innocent.

Chapter 14 – You're Still Innocent

Paul stopped...His teeth were mere inches from Kiley's neck, his hot breath caked the right side of her neck. Paul looked over and noticed her eyes were closed tight. Her whole body was shaking with fear of what his next move would be. Except now he didn't know what to do. Paul couldn't bite her. If he bit her the venom would kill the baby and he'd be responsible for not only for taking her life but a fetus as well.

He hissed out as he put his fist through the wall and heard Kiley yelp out in surprise. She suddenly squatted down into a ball on the floor and covered her head still trembling. Paul systematically destroyed the entire room. Turning over the bed, ripping it to shreds practically, shoving over the dresser, book shelves, punching his fists through mirrors, windows, throwing the lamps so hard when they busted against the walls they left deep indents in the wall. He's dismantled the bed frame, a chair ripped books in half and threw them as pages flew all over the place. He was having a temper tantrum and he had to get his anger out before he put his hands on Kiley again or her really was liable to kill her.

Paul fell to his knees as he watched Kiley cower in the corner of the room trying to avoid his raging temper. His body heaved as he crawled on his hands and knees to her, "Tell me what to do Kiley...Please...Tell me. Please tell me you're not just telling me you're pregnant to get me to leave you alone."

Kiley looked up her eyes were over flowing with panic and fear as her lips trembled, she shook her head, "I haven't even told Seth yet. You can ask Carlisle. He figured it out when he examined me with Edward. I didn't want to have to tell you. I know whatever you've gone through hasn't been easy for you at all. But I went through just as much as you did emotional, physically and mentally. I never thought in a million years I would fall in love with Seth and never even imagined he'd imprint on me. I thought for sure he'd meet his imprint and forget all about me. But he didn't. And I thought for sure I'd never be able to love anyone but you...But I was wrong."

Kiley continued to sob as she touched the side of Paul's face as he stared into her sorrowful eyes, "I have so many wonderful, happy memories from the moment you imprinted on me at ten until the day you left me at eighteen and I don't need the pictures to remember them. Just because Seth imprinted on me doesn't mean I let any of those memories get deleted, I just made room in my mind for new ones to have with Seth. I wish I could change everything and there is a part of me that wishes this baby was yours. But vampires can't have babies and if you bit me I'd lose my baby and not ever be able to have any. Do you really want to put me in a position where I'd hate you forever?"

Paul frowned as Kiley shook her head, "Things would be completely different had you came to me all those years ago, after you was changed and before Seth had imprinted on me. I would've gladly given up my life as a human being to be a vampire with you forever...For eternity. But I was given a second chance at life and love. I was given something I was sure I'd never have without you in my life. I've missed you so much. You'll never know how much. Paul you'll always be my first love...And I will always love you. As much as I hate saying this, I don't love you the way I used to. I don't love you the way you still love me."

Paul slammed his fist into the floor as he heard the barking and growling outside his house. He stood and grabbed Kiley and pulled her up to her feet as he gently drug her outside and saw his ex-pack brothers standing in a half circle surrounding the porch of his home. He walked down the steps dragging Kiley with him. He suddenly jerked her in front of him with her back against his chest, he had his hand around her throat holding her still with another arms around her waist the palm of his hand flat against her stomach.

That's when he felt it. The babies heartbeat.

Paul's voice hitched in his throat as he whispered so low even the wolves couldn't hear him, his mouth was right by her ear, "It's really true isn't it? You weren't lying to me." Kiley just shook her head negatively in response. Paul frowned, "I'm tired of being a monster Ki." Kiley covered Paul's hand that was on her stomach, "Whatever your thinking of doing Paul...Don't please." Paul scoffed, "I'm a 32 year old vampire Ki. I'm supposed to be a 32 year old wolf with a beautiful wife and several babies. I have no reason to be alive anymore." Kiley was suddenly aware of Paul's cryptic speech. He was going to make the pack kill him. He knew all he had to do was hurt Kiley and they'd finish him off.

Paul locked eyes with all his ex-pack brothers and before Kiley knew what was happened, Paul dug his nails into the side of her neck making her squeal out the thick red liquid slid down her neck and the scent filled the air. They watched as Paul licked his fingers and shoved Kiley away. She stumbled to a sitting position on the ground as she grabbed the side of her neck and screamed, "NO DON'T!" But it was too late the whole pack had pounced on Paul and ripped him to pieces. He didn't even fight them. He went quietly. He allowed them to do their job, because he knew had the roles been reversed he would've had to do the same thing.