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Edward grew colder towards me everyday but I didn't really care, I wouldn't allow him to break me. The only one concern I have right now is if I'm pregnant or not, could vampires even get humans pregnant? Edward doesn't seem to care if I am or not, he doesn't even look at me...not that I mind though. I would rather kill myself taking my unborn child with me than to have him/her endure this pain with me. Would Edward even be kind to my baby IF I were pregnant? God I hope I'm not pregnant, guess I'll just have to wait and see in a week or less.
Day 1
Edward came into the room which was rare but he only got something and left, he didn't look at me as usual. The chef usually brought my food up and I'd spend my time reading, there were alot of books in the room.
Day 2
I woke up, took a bath, brushed my teeth and waited for the chef to bring in my breakfast. I was kinda liking being alone with no Edward, if he think he's punishing me then he thought wrong. After eating I took my pills and did a crossword puzzle, read a book with atleast a thousand pages then went to sleep.
Day 3
The nightmare I had was horrible, Edward's hands were around my neck and I couldn't breathe. I woke up clawing invisible hands off of my throat, I was sweating and my hair was mess. After two days of not having any bad dreams I thought I'd been free, guess I was wrong. The nightmare triggered off the images that haunted my mind a few days ago, I had finally managed to get them out of my head now they were back. Blood, there was so much blood on that sheet. I shut my eyes at the thought, hopefully I'll feel better as the day goes on...
Day 4
Woke up screaming again, I don't wanna talk about it...too gruesome. The bad news is that when Edward heard me screaming he came in to check on me...which made it worst because I thought I was still dreaming and screamed even louder when I saw him. To think about it, I don't wanna talk about anything anymore...
Day 5
I'm in a much better mood but kind the wait has me so anxious, only two more days... Atleast I didn't have a nightmare and I feel fully rested but also very hungry. The chef couldn't have came any faster, when she brought in the tray I quickly took it and placed it on me then started to eat like a pig. She looked at me strangely but I laughed then told her I was just really hungry, she smile then left. My belly was full and I decided to lay down and watched some TV. The room has such a vintage theme and when we first came it didn't have a tv but yesterday Edward brought in a large flat screen...he said if I fall asleep watching some weird show I'd probably dream about it and it'd distract me from...other things. Personally, I think he just got annoyed with my screaming. My enjoyment in the 'Untold stories of the ER' was short lived when I barely made it to the bathroom and through up. I started to feel sick and decided to just go to sleep.
Day 6
I'm in a bitchy mood, I don't know why but I just am. I went from happy to sad to bitchy...niceee. The little voice inside me has been telling me to go downstairs all day but I ignored it. Edward was down there, as long as he was leaving me alone, I'd leave him alone to he wouldn't have any reason to do anything to me. After the chef had brought up my third meal I asked her for five more servings, the roast was delicious and I was soooo hungry. I stuffed my face then drifted off into a peaceful sleep feeling a tingly feeling in my stomach.
Day 7
I woke up feeling sick and slowly made my way to the bathroom with my eyes still closed. Before I got out of the bathroom I turned on the light and looked down...OH SHIT!
This is the last update til my vacation is finished and I'm sorry to leave you guys like this but the cliffy bitch in me took over lol (Who knows...I may not be able to stay away and end up updating tonight...if I get the number of reviews I'm hoping for lol ;))
Besides...'Kim' asked me to update before I left so blame her :P lol
SOOOO...CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED?