Chapter 14

End Of Everything

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Author's Note-This is the last chapter for this story. I had a blast with this story no matter how hard it was to write at times. Thanks for all the support. Please don't forget to review with what you think/thought.

~Femalefighter~

The sun's rays broke through the cracks in the shades. Their light hitting the eyes of the blonde who was securely locked in the arms of his lover. He rolled over to watch his dark haired prince sleep. The events of the previous night seeped into his active mind. Tamaki watched Kyoya's body relax, he was a little scared. He didn't want to disappoint Kyoya, when their end came he wanted to make sure it ended on a good note. Slowly he relaxed, letting instincts take over. Embracing every curve, he wanted to enjoy and remember this, the greatest appreciation of love. He was told that the first time and every time should be with the person you love the most. Even with an uncertain future he wanted to show his true feelings for the person that had his whole heart, now and forever. There was no doubt in his uncertain mind that this was what he wanted.

~ Together let's create our tomorrow~

Tamaki smiled as he snuggled closer, falling back asleep to the sweet scent that was Kyoya.

When Kyoya woke up, the smell of Tamaki's spray engulfed his senses. Aromadisiac if he recalled, no wonder it was Tamaki's favorite. Even the remnants had an effect on him. He looked to see Tamaki snuggled up to his chest, sleeping peacefully, his arms close to his heart as if to make sure he could get as close as possible. Slowly he moved his hands away and sat up, trying to remember where he put his glasses last night. He saw them still in his shirt pocket where Tamaki hung it last night on the bed post so they wouldn't get broken. Gently reaching across he pulled them out and got them on. It was late morning already, he figured he should get up before someone walked in to make sure everything was okay, if they hadn't already. Not seeing any sign of either ones clothes and not having any intention of moving off the bed in the cloth-less state he was in, he tied the shirt around his waist. It was only until he could walk into the bathroom and shower anyway.

He stood there, letting the hot water run down him. The steam and water were clearing his head, allowing for him to think about all that happened.

Once their lips touched his anger drained, the innocence in Tamaki's eyes were making his body respond differently. Only moments ago anger had taken control of his feelings but now he had to be careful of his actions. He had to make sure no harm came to him. Tamaki was glass in his eyes if he didn't treat him gently he could break.

As the events unraveled in his mind he tensed. Did he mess up? Had he just ruined the one thing he had left in this world? Had he forced Tamaki into something he didn't want? He knew his values and what he thought about sex before marriage.
"Oh God, what have I done?"

He quickly finished up so he could talk to Tamaki. He needed to apologize for what happened, but he knew what he did was unforgivable. He wrapped a towel around himself and hastily left the room.

When he walked out Tamaki was holding Kyoya's phone. Seeing Kyoya there he handed it to him. "It keeps going off, I think it's important, I was just about to tell you." Maybe he was just over reacting but it seemed like Tamaki's robe was tied extremely too tight. Tamaki handed him the phone then walked into the bathroom. Kyoya's fear worsened, it seemed like Tamaki was avoiding him. He couldn't worry for too long though as he looked at his phone to see it was his sister calling.
"Please don't carry bad news." he whispered as he picked up. "Hello Fuyumi, I'm sorry I was in the shower..."

"Kyoya I was able to convince our brother that your funds get put in my name...I'm going to create an account for you to access them okay?"

"Yes that's fine just make sure the bank isn't one father has connections with."

"I will, Kyoya please tell me you are going to care of yourself, I know father is being too harsh on you, will you be okay where ever you are now?"

"I'll be fine once everything is settled, I will call you with my new address soon, in the meantime can you watch my things?"

"Kyoya don't you have a place? Please tell me you aren't living from place to place."
"No, I'm not, I'm in the process of moving, I'll talk to you later."
"Kyoya...take care, I'm so worried for you."
"Bye Fuyumi."

He hung up his phone and walked to his travel bag that held the few things of clothes he had packed. He stopped what he was doing when he heard Tamaki behind him.
"Kyoya, were you kicked out of your home?"
He spun around to see Tamaki standing in the bathroom doorway.
"I didn't mean to overhear but I walked in to get something, I'm sorry, but why didn't you tell me?"
"Don't worry about it Tamaki, it won't change anything now, I saw it happening sooner or later anyway. So it was really just a matter of time."
"But Kyoya, it's my fault for that happening isn't it? I wanted you to stay with me all this time and I ruined your future in the process. I'm so sorry." He turned away and cried in his hand, he had screwed up everything again. But now the consequences wasn't effecting him alone for he had taken Kyoya down with him. He saw the bandages on his arm, wave after wave of desire to cut pulsed through him. A price had to be paid for all the trouble he was causing to the ones around him.
No, he couldn't, he had to forgot about that, he could never take another object to him again. No matter how badly his body ached for it.

Kyoya walked over and lifted his chin.
"Tamaki you have done nothing wrong, never blame yourself for this." He hushed him before he could say anything back. "If either of us is sorry it is me, for I took my feelings out on you. I'm sorry about last night, it should have never happened. I hope I didn't damage our relationship too much."

Confusion twisted Tamaki's face. "You're sorry about it? I...I'm not."

Kyoya took a half step back, "You're not mad at me, I completely disregarded your values, and went against what you were raised on."
"I was raised on sex being with the one you love, the first time and every time, my heart." he shook his head to redo the thought. "My whole being loves you so what we did last night was full of love, or am I wrong in thinking that for both of us?"
Kyoya's whole body relaxed, "No, you're not wrong in the slightest bit."
Tamaki's face brightened.

Shima knocked on the door to Tamaki's room, it was lunchtime and he hadn't been downstairs yet. She figured he was okay with Kyoya watching him but she wouldn't be doing her job if she didn't check. Kyoya opened the door, "Is Master Tamaki alright, it is unlike him to skip breakfast and stay upstairs all morning?"
"Sorry Shima, Tamaki was studying late with me last night trying to catch up on the work. He will be down in a few minutes he is just getting dressed." He no sooner finished speaking when Tamaki came out of the bathroom fully dressed just trying to get his hand to button his sleeve cuff.
"Something wrong Shima? I hope lunch is ready I'm starving." He followed her down the stairs to the kitchen, Kyoya followed behind him.

After lunch Kyoya walked outside on the phone. Tamaki could only guess that it was his sister again. With all that had happened in the last few hours there was still no doubt in his mind that what he planned to do was the right thing. Tamaki's thoughts were broken by his mother's laughter. She walked into the living room with his father next to her. Tamaki couldn't help but smile at the scene of them together, for that short moment it seemed like they had always been a normal family.
"Father what brings you here?"
"I came to see how you were doing, I'm going away on business soon so I thought I would spend the time here, with you."
"I'm doing okay, I think, I want to talk to you about business. When are you leaving?"
" I leave tomorrow for America, it seems a business partner has connections in New York and would like me to go there, to set up relations as well. So what do you want to discuss?"
Annie-Sophie had walked out, Tamaki's eyes had asked her to leave out of respect to her. She knew she didn't have to ask why he would want her too, he would tell her why later.

Kyoya walked back in the house, Annie-Sophie was fixing up a floral arrangement in the doorway.
"Renè is talking with Yuzuru in the other room if your looking for him."
"Thank you, could you tell him I had to step out but I'll be back later."
"Of course Kyoya."
He grabbed his coat and walked back outside. With the money clearing he could now look for a place of his own. Even though Tamaki had told him to go home before he knew he didn't have one he still felt the need of getting a place of his own.

"Are you sure about this Tamaki?"
"Yes, I am, I know this is the right thing to do. I have ruined someones future and I have to try and make it right."
"Well then I'll support your decision and will help you."
"Thank you father."
With that taken care of there was only one thing left to do but he would worry about that later. Now he wanted to enjoy having his parents under one roof again.

Annie-Sophie walked back in and joined the others. "Kyoya had to go out but he said he would be back later."
"Oh, okay thank you."
Tamaki wanted Kyoya here he wanted to tell him about his plan. Even though Kyoya said that his getting kicked out wasn't his fault, Tamaki couldn't help but feel guilty. Maybe if he had been stronger or wasn't gay or even if he was but hadn't involved Kyoya then none of this would have happened. This was why he didn't want anyone involved. This was why he had kept his problems locked away. He didn't want anyone to worry or have anyone get in trouble but it ended up happening anyway. He had done exactly what his father did all those years ago. His father sought out love, found it but had it snatched away at a high cost. Now Tamaki did it, he wanted love, found it but had to do what was right and forget about it. Maybe his father was right, whims didn't come cheaply for his family. Maybe he was better off never looking for it.

No that's not true, he had been his happiest when he found what he waited since childhood for.

By the time Kyoya came back, Tamaki had let his troubles slip his mind. All that he had worried about was washed away by the laughter he shared with his parents.
"Ah Kyoya come join us, we are sharing funny stories at Tamaki's expense."
"Father! Stories like this aren't ones to be told with friends present. Kyoya doesn't want to hear them!"
"Actually Tamaki I would be honored to hear them." He sat down on the same couch as him but a seat apart and allowed Yuzuru to continue. Tamaki tried to cover his blushing face. Yuzuru continued with his tirade of stories from his visits to Tamaki before he moved to Japan. His mother would throw a couple in every now and then but she let Yuzuru do most of the talking.

After dinner Tamaki was able to get the red off his face as his parents stepped out back to talk. The backyard was perfect for just that with the gazebo in the middle of the large garden. With them outside Tamaki walked to his room, he needed to take care of a few things while he had the chance. Kyoya was working on the homework that he needed for tomorrow, leaving Tamaki to do what he needed to do uninterrupted. When he was done he folded it and stuck it one of his school books. When he left his room Yuzuru was getting ready to leave for the night.
"I hope your trip goes well, do you know how long you'll be gone?"
" A few weeks probably, take care Annie-Sophie, we'll be in touch." She nodded and kissed him lightly on the cheek.
"Good-night father, hope your trip is safe and productive as well." Yuzuru taking a second to fully get what Tamaki said departed to his waiting car to go back to the main estate. Annie-Sophie headed to her room for the night after saying good-night to Tamaki.

He laid in bed, not really trying to sleep just trying to relax. Antoinette was next to him laying her head in his chest, wanting to be petted.
"Well Antoinette, this is it. No turning back after tonight. Think I'm ready for it?"
She nuzzled her nose into him as if to give her answer. Kyoya walked into the room for bed, making Antoinette get up and jump down.
"Did you get a lot of homework done?" Tamaki asked as he changed clothes for bed. Kyoya started changing as well. The one thing that changed from the other night both felt comfortable changing in front of each other.

When they went under the covers, Tamaki fought the urge to get too close. He didn't want to invade Kyoya's personal space. Slowly he reached for his hand under the covers. When he grabbed it he watched for a reaction, not getting one he moved closer but still giving him space.
"Oh just come here already." Taking the hand that Tamaki held and slid him closer. Now snuggled close Tamaki shut his eyes, "Goodnight Kyoya, mon ami."
"Good night Tamaki, Je t'aime." With that both smiled though only one was seen, and both soon feel into a peaceful slumber.

Both woke up to Antoinette walking on them.
"Tamaki get your damn dog off me!" Tamaki sat up and pulled her on his lap to whisper in her ear. "Kyoya isn't a morning person girl, you need to be careful...his glare could kill you." She covered her face with her paw as if she was scared.
"Oh shut up! I'm going to get ready for school, okay?" Tamaki laughed at his reaction, "Yeah go ahead you have to be somewhere, I don't."

Kyoya got up and walked into the bathroom, Tamaki played with Antoinette before getting up. So much had happened recently and he knew this was only the beginning. The test started today, this was the point of no return.

Before Kyoya walked out of the front doors Tamaki stopped him. "Kyoya can you tell the others that I said hi and I hope they don't scare off all our customers without their king there."

"Sure Tamaki I'll tell them, you should call later so you can talk to everyone yourself though, they would all like that."
"Okay, if I get the chance I will." He smiled and waved as Kyoya walked out the door. Once the car was safely out of sight he sought out Shima. Finding her in the back of the house where the maids and herself would go when they had a few minutes to themselves.
"Master Tamaki, can I help you with something?"
"Yes you can Shima. My mother isn't with you now is she?"
"No sir, she is outside with the Gardner, helping him trim the roses."
"Good, then please make sure Kyoya read this " He pulled out a folded piece of paper and handed it to her.
"Master Tamaki, may I ask what you are planning?"
"I'm going with my father who will be arriving shortly. Please make sure he sees that and say nothing about this until after he has." He hugged her then ran off towards the front of the house to wait for Yuzuru.

As soon as he got into the limo Yuzuru asked again, " Are you absolutely sure about this?"

"Yes Father, there is not a single doubt in my mind that this is what has to be done to set things straight."
"Very well then." With that he told the driver to go.

Dear Kyoya,

If you haven't already guessed I've left for America with my father. Don't bother looking for me for even I don't know where I'm going exactly. In order to set things right again I have to do this. But you see this time is different, for I'm not doing this for my grandmother I'm doing this for you. I want you to go get your future, the one you have dreamt of for years. I'm okay now, I found what I was looking for all this time and that was you. Your the person I was searching for and I can be happy for the rest of my days knowing I got to experience it. My house is now yours so you don't have to look for one anymore and the staff is there for you as well. Antoinette likes you so please be kind to her. Kyoya I want to thank you for everything you have done for me. I hope you live your life exactly as you dreamed. You have brought me back my smile and so now I can move to America with that and our memories, making the most of my time there. I hope you can too. May you marry someone who captures your heart and helps you reach for your dreams. Best Wishes.

I love you Forever and Always.

Tamaki Suoh

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Well there you have it the end of Seeing Me Smile. I hope you enjoyed, there is most likely a sequel coming. But here is a fun fact, hand written this story is 130 pages...my hand is going to fall off but it is worth it. Please leave your thoughts on this story. I do really want to know what everyone that read this thought. Thanks again for reading.

~Femalefighter~