Ironic
Sorry I took so long... I needed some inspiration..hopefully I found it
"So what do you want to do now?" Ruthie asked Aaron as he looked up at her and sighed "I don't know. Part of me is so upset and I just want to forget about him and the other part of me wants to get to know him and my sisters..I mean he's dying. If I do that though then I'm hurting the man that took care of me all my life"
"Your..." Ruthie replied and then hesitated before saying "Martin will understand"
"Mom, I don't want to call Simon 'Dad'. Martin is my dad, he always has been and always will be, but I still want to know the man that give me life"
"And you have every right for that, so what would you like to do?"
"I don't know Mom"
At that moment Martin walked in and asked "Everything okay?"
"Yes it's fine" Ruthie replied smiling at Martin as Aaron nodded his head in agreement and asked "Hey dad, do you think we could go to the batting cages?"
"Right now?" martin asked as Aaron looked at Ruthie before replying "Yes"
"Sure, let's go" Martin easily replied before bending down to kiss Ruthie on the lips and following Aaron out the door.
Ruthie sighed before playing a few notes and started singing
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
Hey yeah yeah,
hey yeah yeah,
and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah,
hey yeah yeah
maybe tomorrow
Hey yeah yeah,
hey yeah yeah,
and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah,
hey yeah yeah,
maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow it may change