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7 September, Monday, 12.20PM


Weird.

I was sitting down at my usual table with Kanda, Chomesuke said she had some admin stuff she needs to settle with her teacher. I couldn't help but notice she had a sad expression as she plastered a smile on her face. Wonder what's wrong. Anyways, I feel so drained today. Hmmm… I wonder if I can call in sick and go home for a little rest. God knows I have another job right after school. With my schedule totally rearranged, work directly after school, I'm totally exhausted beyond repair.

I seriously don't think I can keep up with writing a diary anymore. Heck I can't even remember WHY I started writing a journal. Except for ranting about Cross and his leave-all-the-debts-to-Allen-to-pay ways of life. Other than that, there isn't much things to write about huh?

Well, I can always hope for something exciting to happen in my life right?

Yeah… All I can do is hope.

Wow, how pathetic.

Then again, all my life I've been hoping for something but never getting it. This sort of reminds me of the time, when Mana just passed away and Cross took me in, for whatever reasons I still don't know till today. That was the darkest period of my life. But Cross had made it a little easier for me cause at that time I need not pay his debts and all (which goes to show that he has the money! He's just freaking dumping them on me for the fun of it!). We had a house that we lived in and one of my neighbours was this guy with cobalt eyes and hair. Sort of like Kanda. We spent time in each other's company. Since he'd usually just went to the nearby park to sit under the tree for endless hours. Either that or he would be swinging a bamboo stick around. And I would be there just to kill some time since Cross was always out. So once I went up and talked to him. He was a sort of nice guy. But he just wouldn't smile no matter what. In a way, I've taken a strange liking to him.

A year later, when I was about ten, Cross said we would be moving out. So I told the guy that. I didn't learn his name though. But he suggested we bury a time capsule under that very tree he'd always sit at. In the end we buried some items that would remind us of each other and a note on what we're experiencing now, with family and such. The capsule was buried and we had a pile of stones stacked up in a pyramid and decided that in five years time we would meet back at the same place, no matter what, and dig it out once again.

Which means… The time to meet there would be, if I'm not wrong, November the first! Hopefully I wouldn't forget it… Actually, I should hope the guy didn't forget huh. He could move away or too busy to remember for all I know!

But hey, maybe I could go there on the meeting date and if he didn't show up, I could tear away that embarrassing letter I wrote!

Whoops! Better finish up my food. I'm starved!


A/N: YELLO! I'm not dead yet (mwahahah!) exams are finally over! Rejoice~ I've just decided to change the plot line for this =.= Hopefully the next chapter would come out soon ney? Sad to say I'm actually planning the story out as I go. So yeah. -.-