Hey guys! Remember me?! I know I have just completely abused this story but lets be honest here, i honestly didn't think anyone like it that much. A few weeks go by and I start getting emails that you you guys began adding this story to their story alerts, favorites, and even commenting! I was like, oh gosh, the pressure is on to write another chapter! However, over the last few weeks I COULD NOT THINK OF ONE THING TO WRITE ABOUT. But here, sitting in Language Arts class, it hit me! I could write a letter from Esme to Carlisle the eve of the big battle in Breaking Dawn. So instead of writing an extremely boring essay, I wrote this one shot. So without further ado, he is a letter from Esme to Carlisle on the eve of the battle. Thank you and I PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE to get one shots up every week on Friday or Saturday! Enjoy! :)

Dear Carlisle,

By this time tomorrow, we would have found out whether our encounter with the Volturi was a deadly mistake, or a blissful accomplishment. Though I haven't said this to anyone yet, I honestly don't know if we can win, Carlisle. What is about to happen to us might end the Cullen clan... Family, for the rest of eternity. I guess if the situation does go a turn for the worst, you'll never see this letter, so I guess it is for my own mental satisfaction that I do this.

I love this family so much, Edward, Bella, Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper... Renesmee and even Jacob. All of the pack honestly. However, out of all of them, you must know that I love you the most. You are my world, my everything Carlisle. Though tomorrow we are all fighting for Renesmee, mentally, I will be thinking of your face when I am defending us. I can't live without you and I have come to that conclusion way back to when I was a human and would fantasize about you, the mysteriously handsome doctor named Carlisle Cullen. Words can't describe enough for how I feel about you and I have to admit, if you die tomorrow I will have to go with you. I will not let you escape from my grasp, the thought of that eats at my inner core everyday. Losing Alice and Jasper had already destroyed me and put me into such a depression that I can't even describe it. However, I am able to bear with their leavings, knowing they are safe somewhere else, but watching you get killed by those... Monsters, I just can not bring myself to do it.

So I guess this kind of like a good-bye, but I assure you it will not be forever. Either we both leave, or we both die, going up to a better place.

No matter what we'll be together
Forever,

Esme