"I wrote a song and I just wanted you to help me finish it" I replied quietly as I wasn't sure if this was the best thing to do.
"Yeah of course I will. Do you mind telling me what it's about" He questioned.
"Shane" I replied he gave me a questioning look.
"It's about Shane. I miss him and I just want the constant fighting to end. I miss having him around, I miss my older brother, he is my hero Jason and I just miss him." By this time I was balling into Jason's chest and his shirt was drenched. We sat there for like that for what felt like hours when finally he spoke up.
"So do you want to get to work" He asked me after I had calmed down a bit. I nodded my head and made my way over to the piano.
2 Hours later and after a lot of hard work we were done.
"Thank you so much Jas. This means so much to me" I gave him a hug and we both sat down on the lounge.
"I was wondering umm do you know what's happening with Shane's birthday next week" I mumbled.
"Im not quite sure Mum and Dad have it pretty much covered why?" He looked at me confused.
"Im going to sing the song we just wrote at the party. Shane won't listen to me when it's just us two and I can't figure out what I have done so I figured if I sung it in front of everyone he would have to listen." I replied back with 100% confidence. Jason smiled at me and you could tell by the look on his face that he was proud.
The next few hours we spent mucking around on the instruments and Jason even helped me record my song. We were in the middle of playing a song when the bus came to a sudden stop and I fell over. I quickly jumped back up to be greeted by a laughing Nate and Jason. I glared at them and turned away.
"Come on Kenz we were only joking around" I heard Nate yell. I ignored him and kept walking of the bus towards the shopping center until I felt myself being lifted up and thrown over a shoulder.
"Jason Paul Grey the second you put me down right now" I yelled. He just kept walking into the building and then chucked me down on a. I turned around to look at everyone in the building and they were all starring at us half of them in shock because 'Connect 3' are inches away and others with a confused look probably wondering what jason and I were doing. I just laughed and turned back around. We walked around for a while just looking at everything. I would keep looking over at Shane and he would just ignore me.
"Hi umm we were just ah wondering if we could have your signatures" a girl said. She and all her friends were now crowded around us with magazines for the boys to sign. The boys grabbed out there sharpies, once they had signed the last one the girl who said her name was Claire handed me her magazine and asked for my signature. I grabbed the magazine and Nates pen and was about to sign it when I read the cover. SMITCHIE back together. I looked over at Shane who was looking out the window and I got up and ran onto the bus and looked myself in the backroom. I grabbed out my phone and dialed the one person I know I could count on.
"Hey you been up to" I heard the voice of my best friend Danni say.
"Terrible. It's horrible Shane is back with the devil and AHH I just want to scream" I told her. I heard her sigh into the phone; I knew this was hurting her but I really needed to talk.
"I mean we are already fighting and we haven't even talked in like 2 weeks and I don't even no why. But now he is back with her and everything is just going to get 10 times worse" I continued.
"Look just don't worry about him or her just hang around Nate and Jason. I know it's hard but you need to be strong and not let him know he is getting to you and sooner or later it will get better" Danni replied. I heard her sigh again.
"Are you okay" I asked.
"Of course I am he obviously doesn't love me and wants Nitchie and im fine with it im over him" she said wearily.
"He does love you probably more than me at the moment and you know he would do anything for you, but he just doesn't realise how good you are you are so much better than Mitchie. He is just a Jerk" I said back. I heard someone banging on the door and decided I should probably go talk to them.
"I gotta go but I will call you later" I said she said goodbye then I hung up. I was sitting there listening to them trying to coax me out for a while when I finally got up and opened the door. Jason and Nate looked at me but I just walked straight to my bunk and sat on it.
"We need to talk" Jason begun but was quickly cut off by Nate.
"Oh no, this is gonna hurt" Nate said as he braced him self for the ball of energy coming our way.
"What are you on ab-..?" I had no idea what he was talking about until the one and only Frankie Grey came running into the room, not even bothering to knock might I add, and tackled nick.
"I Beat Shane! I beat Shane! You owe me!!!!!" Frankie started screaming.
"NO he didn't he cheated, he put my guitar on left hand while I was getting water." Shane said storming into the bunk room.
"What's going on?" I asked dumbly.
"Well I told Frankie that id give him $40 if he could beat Shane at guitar hero, and it looks like I just lost that $40" Nate explain while throwing Frankie onto a heap of pillows that had been thrown into a pile on the floor.
While all the commotion was going on, no one realized mum walk into the room. "Nate leave Frankie alone, Dinner will be ready in five so don't forget to wash your hands and your phone is vibrating Shane" Mum said in one sentence before tossing Shane the phone and walking out of my room.
"Aw somebody loves me" Shane said as he looked at his phone and read incoming call….
"Let me answer it!" Frankie said while jumping out of Nates grasp and onto Shane's waist.
"Next time buddy" Shane stated as he walked out of my door quickly followed by an eager Frankie.
I could barely hear Shane's replies to the mystery person on the other side of the line. "Hey stranger, how the photo shoot go…. Really that's great…. Nah nothing much……"
"I'm guessing that's Mitchie" I said to break the silence that had fallen over us.
"And that brings us back to why were here" Nate stated.
"Lets not even begin; mums already warned us that dinner will be ready soon." I said trying to avoid the topic.
"Ok but you do know well have to talk about it later don't you?" Jason said as he eyed me.
"Ok whatever, just not now." I said. I really didn't want to talk about it.
"Ok see you at the table" Nate said and before I could say 'see you' he was out my door, more than likely after the youngest one of us grey's. I was sitting there when it all of a sudden it hit me Mum and Dad had arrived. I got up and went into the kitchen area ignoring the stares I was getting from everyone.
"Mum when did you guys get here?" I asked suspiciously.
"When you were back there locked in the bathroom" she replied back. I quickly shut my mouth as I knew she would want to talk about it.
"What is going on with you and Shane, sweetie?" she asked me.
"Not much he is …." I was interrupted by someone hugging me from behind. I turned around to see.
"Daddy I missed you" I said he gave me a kiss on the cheek then let go of me and went to help mum with tea.
"Continue what you were saying sweetie" he said. I huffed but sat down and continued anyway. I told them everything from the start to now and the Mitchiw problem and dad told me he would talk to him.
"Dinners ready kids" dad said. We all sat down, Dad said grace and then we ate. While we ate we talked about the boy's tour and what was coming up.
"So boys tomorrow you have a big day first you have a photo shoot for rolling stones, then an interview followed by lunch, then you have sound check and then the concert" dad told them.
"Does that mean I get to spend the day with frank the tank" I asked hopefully. I loved spending time with Frankie we got on so well.
"Yes dear that means you can spend the day with Frankie" mum replied.
"Hey Tank, Hey Tank we get to spend the day together tomorrow" I yelled picking him up and chucking him on the lounge.
"Settle down you pair, its time for bed Frankie." Mum said instructing Frankie to get off the bus and onto theirs. She also said good night to us and along with Dad headed off to bed. Shane got up and headed off to the backroom probably to ring Mitchie. This left Nate, Jas and I.
"So are we going to talk about it now?" Jason asked me.
"What's there to talk about" I asked them both.
"Don't be like that. We just want to know if your okay" said Nate
"Well you know what im fine if Shane wants to go stuff up his life with that bitch, he can be my guest" I said/yelled angrily.
"Watch you language" Jas said sternly. He continued "Just try and be nice to them okay?"
"Whatever" I said back not really caring what they said. I turned away from his glare and watched the TV. Nate was flicking around when he came across Camp Rock he left it on and we all settled down I had my head on Jas' lap and my legs on Nate's and I soon fell asleep.
I am so so so so sorry I haven't posted in a while. I had been really sick and ive got soo much school work at the moment but I will try so hard to update more regularly now.