Hey.

I made a stupid mistake.

So...yeah igot an idea.

Disclaimer: I don't own these awesome characters.

BPOV

"Bella you know you can't do this anymore." Kate sighed.

"I know" I didn't look at her. I couldn't. She thought it was easy to get out of. "Its...not going to be easy. No one just leaves. Kate I can't just stop."

"I know....Bella I think were going to have to...leave."

"We?"

"There's no way in hell I'm leaving you alone."

"Thanks Kate"

"No problem"

The next morning was torture. I was right.

After dinner Rose took Emmett aside and told him everything. He left right after.

I didn't see Rose all night. Now were driving to school and I see hurt in both Rose and Jaspers eyes. I had separated them from who they loved. Just because I had a little crush on Edward.

Jasper being the idiot he is, based everything on Edwards past. What about me! I was just as bad. Hell I still am.

Rose parked and didn't say anything. Jasper looked around and sighed. Alice and Emmett were standing around acting like nothing happened. Edward looked over at us and said something to Alice.

She looked at Jasper. He looked back. Then she walked away. I heard Jasper mumble under his breathe.

"Lets just get today over with okay?" Rose sounded sad. I couldn't blame her. When we got out of the car I deiced to say something.

"I'm sorry. I know...I'm just sorry." They both nodded but they really didn't care. When they walked away I just stood. Well if they don't want me here maybe i should just go!

"Bella!" Edward called me over. I just stood. Would they get mad? Why do I care? I shook my head and walked over.

"Edward. Emmett" Emmett nodded and looked at Rose. He sighed.

"I still love her. I hope she knows that." He mumbled and then he walked to his locker. Again this is MY FAULT.

"I can't believe I did this" Edward looked at me.

"What? How could you have caused this? If I would have listened to Jasper..."

"What?" What had Jasper told him?

"When you fell asleep...he told me not now. That...you were to broken..."

"So what! I can do as I please! He can't tell me who I can care about! Who I want-" I stopped myself. It's just a crush. A crush thats killing everyone.

"You care about me?" He asked. His eyes seemed to sparkle.

"I don't know." I mumbled. This was weird. He still didn't know. If anything were to happen he would have to know.

"Well I know I care about you." I just stared at him. Seriously?

"Um...Edward..." God I hate this feeling! Being so venerable!

"I can't deal with this." I glared at him. Then I just walked away. I wasn't in control of this. I needed some kind of control.

EPOV

Was Alice wrong? No she never was.

Bella never backed down. She didn't like to be weak.

Love to her was being weak.

Letting someone have all of you. Letting someone know everything; letting someone have a certain effect on you.

To her it was weakness.

She looked angry. I needed to find Alice.

I went into the school and looked around. I found Alice leaning against her locker. I wasn't surprised to see her staring endlessly Jasper. His locker was a few down from her. They both looked so lost.

"Alice" I stood next to her on her right. She didn't turn around. She kept looking at Jasper. I saw tears in her eyes.

"Alice. Bella ran away from me" I heard her sigh.

"Edward" She turned around "I'm sure you know why" I nodded "Edward; you and Bella caused this chaos. You blame yourself, she blames herself. Really its because of both of you. You too are what will fix this. By this I mean everything." I just looked at her.

My sister was in pain. I could see it in her eyes, but she was going to leave it alone. She wasn't going to try and get Jasper back. She was going to wait for us. For Bella and I to fix us. That to her would fix them, and Emmett and Rose.

"What if it doesn't work?" She wasn't looking at me. Her gaze was back on Jasper. "Alice"

"It will" Was here response.

"What if it doesn't? Alice you should be with Jasper. No matter what happens with Bella and I." She shook her head. I saw some tears roll down her face.

"He hasn't been happy Edward. He loves Bella and has been scared for her. I tried to reassure him it would be fine. He wouldn't listen to me. Then...I saw what was happening. She is happy with you around. She lets down her wall around you. I knew he'd be happy that she was happy. He just...doesn't think you'll make her happy."

I couldn't believe Jasper had Alice in so much pain. She thinks it will be okay. Just as long as Bella and I follow threw and end up happy together, but what if we don't?

"Alice. Shh Alice" I hugged her. She sobbed.

"This is why Bella thinks love is weak." An idea popped into my head.

"I have an idea. This will help Bella see...its strong. Not weak at all." She looked at me and understood my idea.

"Rose and Emmett" I nodded.

"They're stronger then all of us"

BPOV

"I'm so sorry Kate" I looked at her as she dropped all of her bags.

"You didn't know they'd come for you today. That's why we were going to leave. You said it would be tomorrow"

"I...had a horrible feeling."

"Hey! We see ya Bells and your friend!" We both turned and looked at him. He was walking over with everyone.

"We need to go" Kate stated. I looked at her.

"On the count of 3 we run." She nodded.

"1..." She whispered.

"2..." I could hardly breathe.

"3!" Then we ran.

Edward ditched English. It was surprising. I mean seriously Edward wouldn't ditch. He's so dead when Carlisle finds out. Oh well. Why do I care?

Math and Spanish bored me. I was good at both subjects so they didn't matter. Now lunch.

Ah lunch. Were everyone would see the separation of couples.

Rose and Emmett- separated

Alice and Jasper- Really separated

Edward and I- separated

Wait did I just refer to Edward and I as a couple? Hell.

I walked into lunch and saw Alice. She was standing with a water bottle in her hand. Her eyes were puffy and she looked nervous. I walked over to her. She was still talking to me right?

"Alice? Are you alright?" She looked at me and plastered a fake smile.

"Peachy" I looked over and saw Edward and Emmett. They were sitting alone at a table. So was Rose and Jasper. I looked at Alice again and I noticed her whispering.

"This can't stay this way" I then realized the whole cafeteria was whispering about us. Trying to find out what happened. I kept hearing about Alice. I decided to do something. Alot of people were staring at Alice.

"Take at damn picture! It'll last longer!" Everyone turned back and stopped staring. Alice turned to me.

"Thanks" I nodded.

"Its the least I can do. This is all my fault anyway" I wasn't going to lie to her. She knew my feeling for her brother. Even though I was trying to get rid of them.

"Its not-nevermind. My head hurts from telling Edward this already." I shook my head.

"Where was he 2nd period?"

"With me. We both...needed time." I nodded.

"Lets...sit together? I mean..away from...everyone." I didn't want to be near Edward. She didn't want to be near Jasper. So...we sat next to Angela and her boyfriend. Angela was the girl that sat next to me in history.

We sat down silently. I wasn't hungry and Alice said she felt sick. So we just listened to other people conversations. Clearing our heads I guess. Then I saw Emmett get up. Alice looked at him too. A small smile on her lips.

"Edward can fix anything." I didn't get what she meant by that. So I just watched.

EPOV

"So Bella doesnt want to talk to you either?" I nodded at Emmett. He grunted. "Alice still upset?" I nodded. Then looked at him.

"Rose misses you" I stated. He gave me a look.

"How do you know?" I sighed at his stupidity.

"Look at her dammit. She has Alices look. Except she's locking her tears in. Em you left last night because of what she told you. She told you what Jasper said. If your going to be mad be mad at him! She loves you so much she told you everything. The complete truth."

He just stared at me.

"Why are you pushing this so hard?" He whispered.

"Because I know you both. It took you forever to ask Rose out. It took so many things to get you both to how you are now. Which is happy. You too love each other so much. This...this thing between everyone...is because of Bella and I. Jasper is staying in his mood and isn't backing down. Rose is sitting there because they're blood, but I knwo she wants to be here. With you." He looked at me again. Then at Rose. Then at Alice and Bella.

"This is for her isn't it?" I gave him a confused look. "I'm smarted then you think Edward. Whats going on?" I sighed.

"Bella thinks...love is weak. I want her to know it's not. But she doesn't have a good view on relationships." He then got it.

"Why not pick Alice and Jasper to fix her view?"

"Because...Jasper...sadly...doesn't want anything to do with us right now. By us I mean the Cullen family. He doesn't want to be near Alice." He looked down.

"I love Rose. She didn't do anything...and I can't believe I'm still sitting here." I didn't understand until he stood up. "Thanks" He mumbled and then he walked over to Rose.

I noticed Bella watching with a look of shock. Alice had a smile. The whole cafeteria watched Emmett and was quiet.

"Rose" Emmett stood next to her. She looked up. Jasper was sitting across from her and he was silent.

"Yeah?" She sounded horrible. She sounded sad. He knelt down so his face was right in front of hers.

"I'm sorry. Rose..I don't know why I left like I did. I was angry...it's not your fault. I don't know why I blamed you." She looked down.

"I do think Edward is good enough for Bella. Emmett...I just think...they need to slow it down." He grinned alittle.

"Well Jasper will be glad to know Bellas not speaking to him." Rose gave a weirdly annoyed look. She wants her to talk to me?

"Why?"

"She scared" She had no comment. Then she got it.

"Of love"

"And everything that comes with it. She doesn't believe in it." Rose stood up and Emmett did too.

"I love you Emmett Cullen" She said it loud. Everyone heard. "I'm sorry" She whispered that part.

"I love you too Rosalie Hale" Then he grabbed her and kissed her. I looked at Bella. She ahd a look of shock on her face.

What is she thinking?

BPOV

"Alice you too planned this." I accused. She looked at me.

"What?" Trying to play dumb wont work.

"You fixed them just to get me to...think its okay."

"Its okay to be happy Bella!"

"I can't be happy."

"Why?"

"Because of everything I've done!"

"Bella it doesn't matter what you did! Drugs..alcohol! You can get past that!" everyone in the cafeteria was now staring at us instead of Rose and Emmett.

"That's not all I did! Things I did involved so much more!" I was so mad. With that I ran out of the cafeteria.

I ran until I was so far in the forest no one could find me. (The forest as you should know is behind the school)

I then did what I always did. I wanted freedom. I wanted control of something. So I took out my favorite razor blade.

What else could I do?

This chapter was really about love and etc.

As you could see...im putting bits of what happened to bella in italics.

you can put it together yourselves. :p

So...yeah this chapter sucked.

More confessions of Bella swans story will come into play in the next chapter :)