just a heads up, this is all in Christian's point of view, i think it's time to see how he feels don't you? anyway thanks for the reviews and all the support enjoy.

I need her.

"I….can't…..breathe.." she said as she went limp in my arms. My first reaction was to run her to the clinic but it was across campus. I could see the color draining from her face and that's when my decision was made. I carefully laid her back down on the floor and began to do CPR. I had to at least get her breathing again.

"What is going on?" Aunt Tasha asked worriedly.

Had she not been my Aunt I would have cussed her out and called her every name that rose would have. I was so mad at her and Guardian belikov. But instead I shot them both a warning look as I pumped rose's mouth full of air.

"Go get the dr." I yelled snapping him out of his trance. I was mad at him more than I was at her because she hadn't known and he made no effort to tell her other wise. He just left. "Tell her to bring the stretcher." I added as he was running out of the door. Breath rose please breath. I thought as I pumped more air into her lungs.

After repeating the process ten times I finally got her to breath. Although they where struggled breaths. When they had returned with the stretcher and two nurses. The doctor pulled me to the side and began to place an oxygen mask over her face. Her eyes hadn't opened yet but that faint breathing gave me hope that she would be okay….eventually.

There was a small audience gathered around us. I wanted so badly to set a ring of fire around us but I couldn't chance blowing up the compressed oxygen tank that was hooked to rose. I felt helpless standing there and watching them take her away on a stretcher but I followed any way with guardian belikov and aunt Tasha training behind me.

Once outside the crowds started to get bigger following to see what would happen, or who was on the stretcher although they had all already known. This was plucking the last sane nerve I had in my body, the last little voice of reason I had left.

"I heard that she over dosed on some anti depressants that she stole from the clinic." I heard one girl whisper.

"I heard she was drunk too" another one added.

And with that little comment that last nerve broke like a guitar string. A wall of flames went up around us. It was far enough out that it wouldn't interfere with the oxygen and it kept people away.

"Christian let me in" I heard Adrian's voice call. Part of me hadn't wanted to but he was her boyfriend after all. I let a portion of my shield down and let him, Eddie and lissa through. "This is getting worse" he said to me.

"I know" was all I could manage to say. This barricade was taking almost all of my strength.

"This has happened before?" I heard Dimitri ask and I guess it was a good thing that Adrian was here. Because I wasn't sure I would have been able to keep from saying something I would regret. But Adrian didn't care he said what ever was on his mind.

"Yes, cradle robber this happens a lot actually but it always seems to be getting worse" he said with an accusatory tone. "Would you like to know when it started?" he asked mockingly.

"I think I already know." he responded.

"Oh really then why don't you tell me, because I am starting to have a real problem with you being in my girlfriends thoughts all the time." Adrian said. No Adrian you said to much lissa didn't know that. I thought.

"You….what!" lissa said slowing her run.

"Good going, Adrian had she actually wanted them to know that. She would have told us about two months ago." I snapped. And that officially took all of the energy that I had left. My ring of fire disappeared as we entered the clinic. It was then that I knew that I needed rose in my life, whether it be as a friend or a lover I needed her and I would be damned if I let anyone or anything take her away.

hmm..i wonder where this is going. hope you enjoyed.