TATE:

My twitch stopped... My eyes became as clear as they were just two hours ago.. If time even existed in this place anymore.

I looked down.. Violet was still crying in her fetal position.

Wait.. what? was that just a vision? did I even speak to Jeremy?..Kill Jeremy?

I shook my head, trying to rid of the confusion.

Was I just angry? Did I imagine the whole fucking thing? No.. Violet is upset.. Jeremy did throw her out.. that part was true.. But I didn't actually hurt Jeremy? If I didn't speak to him he doesn't know we live here.. Violet still has a chance.

'No!' I shouted, making myself visible by accident.

'T..Tate?' Violet sobbed, looking up to see me stood over her.

'Violet.. Im here.' I whispered. 'Come on.. we have to get out of the way.. come to the attic, Dallas and Fiona are in the garden smoking pot, we can play with Beau, that always cheers you up' I whispered, promising her she'd be happy again.

'I dont.. I dont think..' She whimpered

'Come on Vi, Jeremy can't see us' I advised, taking her hand to pull her up. She made a little groan as she took my hand to stand up.

We made ourselves invisible just in time, Jeremy opened the door.

Violet continued sobbing into my arm as he was looking around. What a fucking dick.

'Violet.. what are we gonna do?' I whispered, keeping my eyes on Jeremy.. He looked like a fucking mess.

'Tate.. Give me a second I want to see what hes like' She whispered, more confidently.

I growled. 'Fine. Whatever. You dont see it do you? I'm right here Violet! Me! Not him! I was here to pick you up when you were down! not him!' I snapped

She pulled away from my arm and refused to reply. Fine. I'm not being fucked around by her anymore.. although she's worth it. She's so fucking worth it. the pain.. the everything.

VIOLET:

I had to get to the bottom of this.. did Jeremy not want me anymore? I dont know what was wrong with me. I used to think I was this girl who gave no fucking shits about boys or school.. But now? Now I'm determined to get Jeremy back. Was I only attracted to those who don't want me anymore?

'Ha' I scoffed in reply to my own thoughts. I know.. I want the things I can't have.

I will have him back.. I will.

I ran down to the stairs to the front door and transmuted outside. I took a big sigh and rang the doorbell.

I appreciate Tate looking out for me, but I can't be with him.. I want to be. NO! I can't be, not after everything he did.. Jeremy? Jeremy hasn't done that to me.. He wouldn't rape my mother. Obviously. I dont know where Tate is.. He isn't around me, I would feel him. He was probably in the attic playing with Beau. I missed Beau, I really need to visit him more often.

The door swung open, Jeremy.

'Violet I thought I told you to fuck off' He whispered, a growl escaped his throat.

'I dont give a shit what you told me to do Jeremy. I need to talk to you!' I exclaimed, not letting my emotions get the best of me this time.

He glared at me for a few minutes before coming to his decision.

'Fine. Come on, upstairs.' He replied bitterly, opening the door, gesturing towards the stairs.

Once we were both in his room, I started automatically.

'Jeremy listen to me. I know what you saw.. that.. That couldn't have been nice, but I promise you, that was a mistake! I never meant to hurt you I... I really like you' I exclaimed

'No. You're right. It wasn't nice. I mean, its me who should be apologising, I'm such a fucking idiot! I knew you were too good to be true. I mean a hot girl finally comes around as soon as I move into this hellhole and she's decent for once, y'know? She likes the same music, she has the same bitchy fucking attitude.. I let my walls down for you Violet, and you go and cheat on me? Its like a fucking kick to the heart. Well now? Now I now better.' He yelled.

I winced at his final words.. Now I know better. Little does he know, Thats how I felt about Tate. I let my walls down for him, and shit happens. shit ALWAYS happens.

I walked over to him and hugged him. I didn't know what else to do.

'Jeremy I am so sorry... I know you wouldn't find it easy to forgive me, but maybe you can give me another chance? Please?' I murmured into his warm, boney flesh. I dont know why he hadn't put a shirt back on, its fucking freezing.

He didn't budge for around 2 minutes.. What was he thinking? I was about to give up, but then it happened.

He moved to my lips and planted a big, forceful kiss. His tongue battled for an entrance so I allowed him. His tongue tasted sweet and sour.. had he been drinking? I quickly turned my head to see a bottle of Jack Daniels on his bedside table. How cliche.

Things got heated, he started grabbing for my shirt and he pulled it over my head but I pulled away before he got to my shorts. 'Jer.. Does this mean we're okay?' I panted, down below was tingling. I wanted him. I wanted him now.

'Vi.. shush' He breathed out pushing me onto his bed.

'No but does it..' I couldn't speak properly because he was attacking me with kisses all down my neck... mm.. I needed to know.

'Jer!' I yelped, wanting an answer.

'Yes Violet..Yes! I forgive you!' He panted, pulling my shorts down.

I was nervous to see what he thought of me naked.

'Vi... you're fucking gorgeous' He grinned, kissing me on my stomach.. mmm.. No messing around I was already wet. I needed him.

'Jeremy.. no teasing please!' I whimpered, pulling him so he was over my body. I felt his bulge rub against my raw bundle of nerves.. I cant take it anymore.

I pulled down his boxers.. and I was pleasantly surprised. 'Well.. I'm not complaining' I whispered, winking at Jeremy. That set him off.

He pulled my legs up around his waist and leant in for another kiss.

'Are you sure Violet? I dont want to hurt you' He asked.

'Cute that you care Jeremy but dont keep me waiting!' I yelped, smiling. My breathing was picking up, I was excited.

'Shit! I don't have any condoms' He sulked. 'Dont worry.. I'm on birth control' I lied. 'Just come on, stop teasing me!'

Jeremy chuckled at my urgency but was in no state to stop now. He pushed himself in, causing me to breathe harshly, fuck he was big.

'Is this your first time Jeremy?' I questioned, due to him being hesitant to start thrusting.

He nodded his head slowly. 'You?' He asked.

I wasn't going to lie to him, I wanted to be truthful. 'No' I whispered 'But I assure you, you're not letting me down' I panted

He smiled as if I had relaxed him a little more, making him more confident.

He started off slow, doing his best not to hurt me, but as soon as his breathing picked up he started a fast paced rhythm, causing me to moan. We were both trying to keep ourselves quiet but that soon became impossible as his thrusts became more erratic the more I moaned his name. At one point, I bit my lip so hard that it bled, to stop myself from calling out Tate.

'Dont stop' I moaned as his thrusts became slower and slower, he obliged.

We kissed over and over again, each one more desperate than the last, we were both so close to our climax.

'Fuck.. Violet' Jeremy moaned, his voice was shaky, he knew he was about to climax. His thrusts picked up, trying to get us both to the same point.. It was working.

I felt a load of pressure explode and the moan that escaped my lips was drawn out. Fuck.. That was amazing. Jeremy climaxed right after me, a string of 'fuck' and 'shit' spilled out of his mouth as he muffled them into my neck.

I giggled and jumped off the bed after kissing him.

'Where do you think you're going?' He whispered, still trying to catch his breath.

'To the bathroom' I smiled, pulling up my shorts.

'Come back soon Violet..' He winked, sitting upright.

'Dont you worry.. I definitely will' I laughed, giving him a quick kiss before I walked towards the door.

As I got to the door, I heard him whisper. 'I think I love you Violet'

My heart and smile dropped. I don't love Jeremy.. not yet.. I still love Tate. I couldn't say it back.. that would be cruel.

I pretended I didn't hear what he said and I closed the door.