James and Kendall were leaving in two days. While Kendall was fast asleep, James couldn't even close his eyes. Was this the best thing? Was it really a good idea to break the band up? Would he be happy with Kendall? These thoughts wouldn't stop. It was really unfortunate that James wasn't the smart one, or else he might be able to figure out the answers to all of his questions.

Carlos and Logan were staying. They hadn't decided if they would keep singing for Gustavo, but they couldn't think of any reason not to. While Carlos was fast asleep, Logan couldn't even close his eyes. Was this the best thing? Was it really a good idea to break the band up? What would life be like without Kendall and James? They had never been far apart. Well, at least he had Carlos.

Logan looked over at his boyfriend and smiled. Yeah, he thought. At least I have him. He ran his hand across the Latino's face. He was out cold, dreaming of something beautiful, for sure. Logan sighed to himself and sat up in bed. He slid out from under the covers and silently stepped out into the hallway. He came into the living room and looked out the window. LA at night. He definitely preferred this over Minnesota, and he knew for sure that staying behind was the best thing for him.

He heard footsteps come up behind him. "Can't sleep?" he called out. He knew who it was.

"Nope," James answered. He put his hands on Logan's shoulders. "I don't know if this is such a good idea."

"Did you tell Kendall this?"

"No. It won't matter. He calls the shots, you know."

"Yeah," Logan said with a giggle. "I know."

"You and Carlos have such a great relationship," James said sadly. "You're like a married couple. But me and Kendall are always on the rocks."

"Just work at it," Logan advised. "If you really love each other, you'll work things out. What do you think is bad about the plans?"

"It's just a big deal," James said. "We've always been together. And BTR has been our entire life for the last couple years. It seems strange to suddenly cut it off like that."

"True," Logan said. He turned around and faced James. They stared at each other through the light of midnight. "Do you think there's any way to make it better?"

James sighed and shrugged his shoulders. "I dunno," he admitted. "Feels like maybe I'm gonna leave a great life behind."

"The sacrifice of love," Logan said. "You need to weigh what's worth more."

"Yeah I don't know what that means," James quipped. "Just maybe I'm missing out on things."

"Like what?"

"I dunno."

Logan stepped closer to James and stared at him. He turned his head sideways. "I think I know," he said.
"What?" James asked.

Suddenly Logan kissed James. He pulled him down to his level and really sucked on his face. James didn't protest. He kissed back. Oh, man did he kiss back. He pulled Logan's cute little lower lip into his mouth and licked it all over. James put his giant arms around Logan and brought him close. Logan reached up to his ear and whispered, "I know what will help."

"Yeah? What?" James whispered back seductively.

"Just fuck me, James. No regrets."

Logan quickly flipped around and pressed his back to James's chest. He gyrated his ass against his hips. James shook nervously, hoping nobody would hear them or even come into the living room. He put his hands on Logan's waist and pulled him close.

"No regrets," Logan whispered again.

Wow.

Logan was …

Pretty naughty.

James pulled down Logan's boxers very slowly and carefully. His firm, pale butt shone in the moonlight. James ran his hands all over it. Smooth. Felt good. Felt good to be in the driver's seat. He spread Logan's butt cheeks and pressed his finger to his asshole. Logan arched his back and turned his head to look at James.

"Just fuck me," he whispered.

"You want that?"

"Don't worry about me. Do what you want."

It could very likely have been the last chance James ever had to be on top. His dick was rock hard and couldn't stand to be in his pajama pants any longer. He whipped it out of the little fly in the front and jerked it off briefly. Logan looked back quickly and gasped at the size. Nothing that big had ever gone inside him. It was definitely going to hurt. He braced himself.

James spit on his own hand several times and got his penis nice and slick. Logan propped one leg up against the back of the sofa and spread his cheeks for James. It was a little difficult to see, but James poked the head of his cock around a little against Logan 'til he found the hole. Logan tried to relax. James slowly inched it inside.

"You're…big…" Logan moaned painfully.

"You bet," James said. He went in deeper. Logan arched his back once more and tried very hard to stay quiet. James spat down onto his cock and pushed inside Logan's ass a little further. He claimed a decent length, and began to fuck him. It was so thrilling. He started out fairly slow, but it felt soooooo good, he really picked up the pace fast. Logan's eyes rolled back in his head. That ass was made for that dick. Damn. He clawed into the sofa and bit his lower lip hard. James humped Logan's butt intensely.

Right before Logan almost screamed, James pulled out and shot his load onto the floor. He tried to regulate his breathing so it didn't get too loud. Shaking, Logan reached down and pulled his boxers back up. He looked at James stroking his own dick. Hot.

"Is that better?" Logan whispered.

"Y…y…yeah…" James answered. He exhaled slowly and tucked his cock back into his pants. "Awesome," he whispered to Logan, who then went to the kitchen and grabbed a handful of paper towels. He wiped up the cum from the floor and tossed it in the trash.

"Can you go back to Minnesota with Kendall now?" Logan asked. He kissed James briefly.

"I think so."

"He's all yours. Love him. Be with him." Logan poked James on the nose and went back to his room. James stood in the living room a little longer. He looked out the window. Maybe fucking Logan was all he needed? LA looked really boring all of the sudden. Maybe Logan and Carlos loved it, but James had a change of heart. Hollywood fever was gone. He wanted to be with Kendall.

And it was only fair that he got to be with Logan one more time. After all, Kendall had been doing who knows what with Jo! They had dated, even! James and Logan were just having fun. Young men have fun. It wasn't a big deal. Being dominant was something James really wanted to try out, and now that he had, he felt much better.

He went back to bed. The door closed soundlessly, and James returned to the sheets that beckoned him. Kendall hadn't even moved since he left the bed earlier. James put his head on his chest. He closed his eyes and moved up and down with Kendall's breathing. Yeah, he thought. I can have a great relationship, just like Carlos and Logan. Me and Kendall can be together forever, too. I'll show them. I'll show them…sleep caught up to him.