APOV

"You wanted to know if my sister and I have power, well me and Neessie have more in common with our parents than we looks." I wonder if she figure out what I was trying to tell her what I could do.

"So you're tell me that Neessie can read mind and you can shield them."

"Yes and we could do more" Now she look interest. "Look the first thing you have to understand is that me and Neessie are different from each other as day is to night. She out going, easy tempered and open minded. She want to know everything about someone and usually finds out what she want to know."

"Wait is that how she found out about my secret, she read my mind"

"Not really, Neesie power works differently than my father. My father could only hear the though that in your head at the time. That why he like you so much. But Neessie could put herself in someone mind and know everything that they know and also share her memory with other people. But she could only do it by touch."

"When did she touch me for her to know what I know. You know what it doesn't matter." She stop in mid sentence and realized what I had said earlier. "why do you mean , that why he like you so much."

"Well my dad read you though, and he told me that they are pure and original. He also told me that they are not specific, you may think one thing one second and you think something else the next. Its make you hard to read and that what he like about you, you remind him a little bit of my mom."

"Well that nice to know, what about you, how does you power work"

"Well I was born with a shield, but unlike my mother, it protect me from all other power."

"Does that mean that your family other ability doesn't work on you"

"Yes, my dad can't read my mind, Alice can't see me and Jasper can't control my emotion. I am also able to force my shield inward to increase my strength and my speed."

"Well that sounds kind of cool, doesn't it."

I though about that for a second, my gift was cool in its own way, but it came with a price. "I like my gift, but it cost me. Because of my shield, I felt very little emotion. I had a hard time feeling love, joy, happiness, even sadness and anger was a problem for me. For that reason, I had a problem excepting the rule that govern my family and our place in the world."

She look at me with those beautiful brown eyes of hers and ask me to explain "When I was born I didn't cry and didn't even make a sound. My family thought that their was something wrong with me. But there wasn't, I was just different. I took the formula they gave me and the blood that I needed, while Reenesme refused it. I walk after she walk and I talk when they beg me to talk, but for most part I kept to myself. When the Volturi came to kill me, for a misunderstanding, I added my shield to my mother to help her, but I care very little of the battle."

I took a moment to gather myself and my though so I could say this properly. "when I was six and half, I look sixteen and I went to Italy to join their army. I was train in hand to hand combat and I was train to use weapon my Demetri. He was in charge of the guard that work for Volturi and he show me how to kill other vampire. My shield help them with their battle and I became a good fighter. During that time I started a relationship with one of the guards name Renata. Like me she had a shield, but she could only protect herself and someone else at a time. That relationship was meaningless and I eventually ended it."

"Some time later, I met a another dhampir" I chuckle a little when I said the word "she and I got together thinking we cure the other loneliness. But in reality, I was using her to try to make myself feel better. It never work and eventually I got board with her and that life and I went back home. Even though I drank human blood to survive out there, I was accepted by my family with open arms."

"Some time later" I continue "I went to New York where I met a female vampire name Tanya again. The first time I met her I was a child, but now I was older and mad at my family for giving me this life. I took my anger out on her and I started having a sexual relationship with her. I felt nothing for her and she felt less for me, but it was convenience for both of us and it work. Eventually my family find out and my father move us here"

I could tell that she was sad about the fact that I have been with someone else, but I inform her that it met nothing for either of us. "Once I move here I hated it. The only thing that made it bearable was you. I don't know why, but when I saw you and I saw how determine you were to let me have it for the way I treated you the day before, I felt things I never though I would feel. You lowered my defensive and allow the part of me that human to come out. I just hope that you won't hate"

"My smell, that the reason why you wanted to kill me and you don't feel the same way right"

"Yes and no. Your sent is still strong, but I won't hurt you, I'm not strong enough live without you."

"And Tanya, how does she fit in all this"

"She and I are friends. But I won't be with her anymore. I don't love her and I don't want to hurt you"

"You won't. I don't know why, but I know you won't. And I think your pretty great. Wait you told me that your sister and you are different as day and night, was that only the power, or was there more."

"Well there's more. I have venom like a normal vampire, and she doesn't. I am a little stronger and my skin seem to be harder than hers. I also could eat normal human food, while she can't even stomach it. We don't know why, but it ended up working that way."

"And what the different between a vampire and a dhampir?"

"Well vampire doesn't sleep, look pale and white and doesn't have a heart beat. A dhampir, have a heartbeat, blood flow through us and we sleep. But we could survive days without sleep. Is there anymore question."

"Yes, but I would like our date to actually start, so we will continue on this topic for another time. Now let get back to town and see a movie. I'm paying"