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Alena never let herself be jealous of Ava's form.
Dean always wished to have a bird daemon as a child, and Alena remembers taking to the skies with Cissera, learning battle tactics which required wings, while Dean practiced with a shotgun under John's watchful eye.
Whenever their father left though, Alena liked to have her feet on the ground. A bird couldn't protect anything more than its nest, but a dog, or wolf, or bear- they had territory. They protected their homes.
Sometimes though,she wondered if everyone would fly away one day and leave her alone.
She never told this to Dean, but he knew.
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