This Is How It's Gonna Be
Chapter 14: Over It
Sorry for not updating in so long but I'm going to try to update a lot today because tomorrow I going to the zoo, the mall, playing tennis and swimming so, no time to update. Well on with the story!
p.s. sorry for the language! bella's pissed though!
and also sorry for the errors! im trying to get these chapters up in a hurry!!
BPOV
I stared wide eyed at a very hurt looking Edward. I hope he didn't think I was wanting Drake to do this. It looked like he did. I gathered all the strength I could and push very forcefully on Drake. He fell back and fell on the couch.
"Edward you have got to believe me. That was not what I looked like. I swear. I didn't even want Drake to do that he just..." I trailed off on the verge of tears. Edward stood there his face emotionless. Drake on the other hand sat on the couch smirking.
"Edward please believe me! Say something!" I begged. He finally met my gaze and his eyes showed sadness like he was in some sort of deep depression.
"Bella I know you want to be with him please..just don't lie to me." he said with a twinge of sadness in his voice.
"What? Where did you get that from? Edward I'm not lying to you." I said frustrated.
"God dammit Bella! Don't lie! I read his mind you said you...love him. Just...goodbye Bella." he said as he stormed off. I has furious. Drake knew Edward was a mind reader and he changed his image of what happened so it looked like I said that I loved him.
I turned slowly to Drake. I started walking slowly to him so, he thought I was being seductive. I'll show him seductive.
"You fucking jerk! You ruined the only good thing I ever had!" I screamed in his face as my fist connected with mouth. He fell on the floor and he got up and slammed me against a wall.
"Don't you ever talk to me like that again you slut." he said menacingly close to my ear.
"I've been watching for some time Bella and let me tell you I am not pleased. It when you first started going out with him. I thought you were just trying to make me jealous. But now it's not cute and it's not funny. So it has to end." he growled at me.
"You were watching me?" I asked stunned.
"Yes Bella. Remember that day in the car when you saw me in the mirror and when I whispered to you? I was watching you." he said frighteningly.
"Drake why the hell were you stalking me? Were not even together." I spat.
"But we will be. So I was protecting what will be mine." he said simply.
"I will never be yours. I am Edward's. Now let me the hell go!" I shouted.
"I've tried to be nice to you Bella but, you just keep resisting so, I see I'm going have to make you behave." he said as he brought his hand back to slap me. Right before his had connected with my skin I turned my head and bit down hard on his hand. He howled in pain and loosen his grip on my arms.
I ripped my arm out of his hold and sprinted outside to find where Edward had run off to. I caught his scent instantly and ran faster than I have ever before towards it. I ended up in a beautiful meadow. Edward was in the center on it with his head in his hands and his body shaking in dry sobs. I approached him silently. When I got over to him I gently touched his shoulder. He head shot up and he looked wide eyed at me.
He quickly composed himself and asked angrily, "What are you doing here?"
"Edward please believe me I never ever said that I loved Drake or anything remotely close to that." I pleaded with him.
"Don't give me that Bella! I saw what was in his mind for god sakes!" he said throwing his hands up in the air in aggravation.
"He knew you were a mind reader Edward! He changed what really happen in his mind and that's what you saw!" I said standing up next to him.
"How do I know that you aren't lying to me Bella!" he said angrily.
"Have I ever lied to you before?" I challenged.
"No, but you so hesitant to just date me and then all the sudden you said you loved me! I just don't know!" Edward finished shaking his head.
"Do you really want to know why I was so hesitant to date you." I asked softly.
"Yes I really would." Edward said seriously.
"Fine. I'll show you." I said quietly.
I sent him the memory of my mom throwing herself off a cliff. I sent him the marriage of my father and aunt. I sent him the memory of me running off the cliff into the water below. And finally I sent him my mother's finally words. Don't fall in love. I fell to the ground with all the effort it took to send my memories to Edward. I had never done it before but, I knew it had work by the shocked look on Edward's face.
I laid on the ground with my eyes closed. After a while I felt Edward lay down beside me.
"Bella...I...I had no idea." he said softly.
"Neither did Rose and Alice when I told them. That was the day I finally let my past go and I said I love you to you." I answered.
"I'm sorry I was angry with you Bella and that I didn't believe you." Edward said as he took me into his arms.
"It's O.K. but, we have a slight problem back at the house." I said grimacing that I had both ruined the mood and remembered what was wait back at the house.
"What is it?" Edward asked concerned.
"Drake." I said simply. I felt Edward stiffen beside me and I heard him growl slightly.
"Don't worry Bella I won't let anything happen to you." he said confidently. I rolled my eyes at him.
"When is your family going to be back?" I asked. I really didn't want Edward and Drake to be alone with just me there. I was no physic but, I was certain that a fight would erupt if they were together.
"They should be home by now. We'd better go." he said as he picked himself with me up.
We walked along the path home in each other's arms. I sighed in content. Enough I had a vampire that wanted to kill my boyfriend to have me for himself I was perfectly happy. At least until I got home. And then all hell broke loose.
NOT MINE!!
