Esme P.O.V
The rest of my shift went really slowly , and I have to say that it's was weird working without Carlisle. I'm still in training but I can do some shifts on my own.
I miss him.
After my conversation with Sarah, I couldn't stop thinking about Carlisle.
is it true? Could he possibly like me back?
I feel really excited and happy at the thought of Carlisle and I together. I smiled at myself before taking my coat and heading out.
- Goodnight Sarah. I said smiling at her.
- Goodnight Esme. Don't forget what I said . She reply with a wink.
I rolled my eyes and exited the hospital.
It's now 7:10 . I'm exhausted and it's getting really dark outside so I better hurry. It's about 1 hour drive to get to my son's grave. I bought him flowers also.
I got in my car and started driving, turning on the radio, Let her go by Passenger was playing, humming the song I started thinking about my son, about life and Carlisle. Pretty much what I did the whole ride.
I finally reach the cemetery , I got out of the car and opened the back door to take the flowers . I closed the door and locked the car and walked toward my son's grave. I knew the way by heart. I could feel some tears but I tried my best not to cry. I arrived at my son's grave and place the flower on it.
Andrew Pierce Platt
- Hey baby. Mommy's here. Don't worry I didn't forget you. I think about you all the time. I love you very very much.
I brought my fingers to my lips and put it back on the grave, tracing his name with my fingers.
It hurts so much
- I met this wonderful man name Carlisle. I would have made an amazing father to you.. My voice cracking at the end. I coudn't fight the tears anymore.
I stayed there for about 10 minutes , just sobbing and talking to him.
- Alright baby, mommy have to go home now, but remember she loves you. I'll see you soon I promise and some day we'll be together again.
I got up and slowly started walking back to my car with one more glance at his grave.
I got in the car and looking at the sky from the window. I whisper I love you with a small smile and started the car again.
1 hour to go.
I turned on the radio and Goodbye my lover by James Blunt was playing.
Just what I need
I thought , but kept listenig to it. Sometimes, that's what help you get better. Plus, It was exaclty what I felt right now. Toward my son, and maybe a bit Carlisle...
I shook my head, trying to think about something else. I was so tired , I can't wait to be home. Not so many people was on the road, and it's now really dark outside. I closed my eyes for a small second, trying to bring myself together, but then I heard a uge honk .
I open my eyes but it was too late. I guessed I closed my eyes more than a second because all I remember was seeing the big truck coming my way . I heard the windows crash and hit my head on the wheel. My car turned around and then finally stopped. The last thing I heard before everything went black...
Goodbye My lover...
Short I know! I'm sorry! It's almost done , thank you for sticking around! (:
Till next time xo
Clo