The Sure Thing Chapter 14
EPOV
Bella and I really got into it in the diner parking lot. I left sporting wood, and for the first time ever, I was feeling the mysterious pain of blue balls. What was a guy to do in that situation? Excuse myself to go jerk off? Ask Bella to be a doll and take care of the problem for me in the parking lot?
No, neither option seemed appropriate, seeing as Bella had never even seen my dick, let alone touched it, and I wasn't fucking disgusting enough to ever consider jerking off in a public restroom.
It was definitely a new experience for me…making out, with absolutely no intention to do the deed afterward. However, the not doing the deed thing was just making me want to do the deed that much more. Buildup, with no payoff was like this new and amazing experience for me. Suddenly I knew the meaning of sexual tension…because Bella and I were experiencing some fucking epic sexual tension.
Driving down the interstate, Bella was sitting in the passenger seat all squirmy and lazy eyed and just biting at her lip and eyeing me like she wanted it. Her fuck me face, and my blue balls were just the result of too many fucking awesome kisses for one day. Something was going to have to give. But it wasn't going to be me. If Bella wanted to take things farther, that was her call. No fucking way was I even going to insinuate that the pace we were currently keeping was giving my penis a migraine.
However, there was a question in my head that I knew could easily gauge the situation, gauge what Bella was down for…
Should we stop?
See, I figured that if we stopped again, got in bed together again, alone, we would almost certainly end up going there, because our bodies were just begging us to. But if we drove all the way home without stopping again, we'd probably wait a bit longer, spend some time apart, slow things down to a normal pace…
It was already dark, and we still had at least 7 hours of driving until we reached Forks, so stopping wasn't a completely absurd idea…
I turned to Bella. "We can stop? Or, I can just keep going? We'll make it home really late, but we'll be home," I said, bracing myself for Bella's decision, because how we proceeded was completely dependent on her.
Bella lowered her eyes and bit her lip. "Well what do you want to do?" She asked coyly, wiggling nervously in her seat.
I don't know?
And I didn't know. I wanted to do what she wanted. If she wasn't ready, than neither was I. But if she was?
"I'm leaving this one up to you Bella," I said coolly, not wanting to seem committed to anything.
Bella bit down harder on her lip, and her body which was already hovering close to mine, moved even closer. "I think we should stop then," she whispered, her knee brushing my thigh, signaling to me that she was ready to stop. She was ready.
She was ready? Shit…
I gulped audibly. "Ok," I nodded, and put my blinker on to exit the interstate.
We chose a Holiday Inn Express in Spokane Washington.
Bella stood quietly behind me as I paid for the room, twisting her ankles, and her face blushing like crazy. She was gripping the Wal-Mart bags that contained the box of condoms.
When the transaction was complete, I slung my hand gently over her back as I led her to the room. We didn't talk much, we just gave each other a few knowing glances. Not smiles per se, just knowing glances. Like secretly communicating with each other that we knew what was up…and Bella was surprisingly calm. She trusted me.
"Well, I think I'll shower," she said almost as soon as we were inside, sort of avoiding eye contact with me, but not really.
Honestly, I felt a little distant from her, and I didn't like it. So before she made it to the bathroom door, I grabbed for her arm and turned her to me, stroking my hand along her cheek. "I'll see you when you get out ok?" I whispered, finding her eyes.
Bella smiled and relaxed under my touch. "Ok."
When the bathroom door closed, the wait began…I got undressed down to my boxers and t-shirt, and decided to have some water from the sink.
After the water was gone, and Bella still wasn't out, I decided to watch some TV…
But the TV wasn't occupying me, so I decided to read the Bible…
Bad idea…nixed the Bible…
So I brushed my teeth…twice.
She was taking a long time in the bathroom, and the longer she stayed in there, the more time it gave me to sit and think about what was going to happen. I braced myself for the possibility that nothing would happen…that she would just simply not be ready, and we would go to sleep as usual. But something told me that wasn't going to happen. She was taking a fucking millennium in there, and there had to be a reason for that…
Tempted to go knock and ask her what was taking so long, I turned the TV back on instead, and just tried to fucking relax. Truth is I was nervous…really nervous. The idea of being with her, like really being with her, was making me so fucking nervous. Sex wasn't something that made me nervous, but I knew that with Bella it would be different. She was different. The two of us together were different. It wasn't going to be just sex.
With other girls, I cared very little about what they were thinking, or feeling, or if they were comfortable, or nervous, or scared. I saw them for what they could give me…an orgasm, and beyond that, I could see very little else. But with Bella I just wanted to be with her. I wanted to make her feel good and I expected very little in return. As long as she was happy, then so was I.
Hearing the sound of the doorknob turning in the bathroom, I started sweating and gulping and trying to remember if I even knew what the fuck I was doing? It's like I forgot how to fuck or something and I was 15 again being seduced by Emmett's first girlfriend Julie.
Then, too soon or not soon enough, Bella came out in her towel. She walked a few steps toward me. "Hey," she whispered with a shy smile.
I sat up and threw the remote down and looked at her. "Hey," I whispered back.
Her long damp hair was hanging slightly over her left eye, and I could not take my eyes off of her, clasping the tiny white towel to her chest, and biting her lower lip…
She was stunning. And I knew it was on, it was going to happen. But, she looked nervous, way more nervous than me. She was looking at me like she wanted me to take the lead, just standing there waiting for me to make a move.
So I did.
Moving quickly from the bed, I went to her. My hands went to her face, and I tried not to look lower. I just wanted to check her eyes, make sure she was really ready. "Are you sure?" I gulped, my hands tangling into her damp hair and feeling her soft skin under them.
She nodded, and gulped too, but there was a quietness in her face, like she was sure. "Just go slow," she whispered, her brown eyes telling me she trusted me, that she was ready.
Sliding my hand to her neck, I pulled her face closer. "We don't have to," I reminded her as my hands just started to dig into her neck, like my whole body was just getting eager, and I was unable to control my excitement. My hands just started to move and kneed and feel the skin on her neck and her back.
Bella relaxed into my touch, and moved her face closer, almost brushing my lips. "Yeah we do," she breathed. Then with a deep stuttering breath, her little hand dropped her towel and opened to reveal a condom tucked into her palm.
I looked at the condom, but only for a moment, because Bella was completely naked and wrapped in my arms. I had to look…I couldn't not look.
Stepping back, my eyes moved to her body. She was an angel - tiny and pale and soft but toned in all the right places. Her breasts were small, but not too small, and just beautiful and round and perfect, just like Bella. Her legs and her bottom were familiar to me, but what was at the top of her legs was new. And just like everything else, it was beautiful too.
She was perfect. "You're perfect," I whispered into the air, finding Bella's bashful eyes.
Vulnerable standing there naked, Bella's arms reached out and begged me to come back to shelter her with my body. So, I went. I took the step forward, and joined her again. I could feel both of our hearts just racing.
When I got there, Bella's hands wasted no time reaching for the hem of my t-shirt. She grabbed for it, while just lazily nuzzling her face into my shoulder. I lowered my lips, and kissed the top of her head, assuring her that she could continue, she could undress me, she was safe with me.
Then Bella's shaky hands pushed my shirt over my head and I hunched forward and held my arms out, and just let her do it. I was letting her take as much or as little time as she needed. When the last of the shirt slipped off my wrists, I slowly stood back up, and Bella's head instantly went to my bare chest, and her hot breath hit my naked skin, leaving a damp kiss just below my nipple. "Beautiful," she sighed, as she kissed along my torso. "So, so, beautiful."
She was so soft and warm and smelled so good, and her breasts were pressing into my chest, and I held her to my body and let her kiss me and feel my naked skin and just let her adjust to being naked with me. Then her hands were at my boxers and I could feel her back and her hair slip from my grasp as she knelt down and pushed them to my feet. When they piled at my ankles, I stepped out of them.
Bella's hand ghosted gently over me as she rose, hitting my shins, then my thighs, then brushing a little more firmly over my rock hard dick, sending a shiver up my spine before she took it in her hand and gripped it tightly.
Fuck! Yes!
"There," she sighed with accomplishment, as her beautiful face made it back into my vision, her fucking fingers tightening around me.
My body was just fucking alive.
We stood and stared and breathed and I let her hold and touch for a while, and then I couldn't wait any longer, I had to kiss her. I dropped my lips to hers softly, and just kissed her gently.
Bella let out a moan and deepened the kiss, pressing her upper body into mine, still gripping me tightly. Our tongues started to move and roll and fight in each other's mouths, just not being able to kiss deep enough, not being able to get enough.
I had to have her, so I placed my hands firmly on her ass and lifted her off the ground.
She dropped her hand from my dick, and her hands wrapped around my neck and her legs wrapped around my waist, and I could feel her wet on my stomach, and she sort of became weak in my arms and let me carry her to the bed.
I laid her down on her back, and her hands went into my hair and she was smiling lazily at me, and I had to kiss her again. I kissed her mouth, then her neck, then the top of her left breast, then her nipple…
"Ungh," Bella moaned.
My lips were all over her body, and my hands were just sliding up and down her legs and grabbing at her ass and her thighs as I kissed.
Bella was just letting me go crazy on her, wiggling and panting and groaning underneath me as I explored her beautiful body with my mouth and hands.
Then I was next. She sat up and pressed on my shoulders, forcing me to lay back. She started at my ear, and licked teasingly over my lobe. It felt like electricity, while she moved from my ears to my collarbone, just teasing me with her tongue, teasing me with her eyes, showing me the little sex goddess that I always knew was inside of her.
As she moved over me, her belly and breasts were brushing over my dick and just driving me crazy, I wasn't sure how long I would last if we didn't get going, I had never been so turned on in my life.
"Bella it has to be now," I hissed, as her mouth was latched on my nipple.
Pulling away, Bella looked at me. "Ok, just lay back," she said as she reached for the nightstand and grabbed the condom.
I laid back just aching and burning and so fucking hard I was going to rip open…then I heard the packaging tear, and before long Bella's fingers were on my tip rolling the condom down.
Fuck!
Then she was right there, naked, hovering over me, ready for me to be inside of her. I wanted to be inside of her. I could tell she wanted me inside of her, really wanted me…
So, I grabbed her forcefully and flipped her onto her back, both of us breathless and panting. I hovered there a moment, and left a few soft kisses on her lips, her eyes were fiery and fierce. Then, not being able to wait any longer, I entered her slowly…Bella's hand guided me in.
She gasped as I pushed my way down bit by bit, filling her. "Are you ok?" I hissed as I entered, my body electric and tingling and just feeling fucking awesome.
"Uh huh," she moaned, as she sort of took me in, pushing her pelvis instinctively to meet me.
And as she started to push, so did I. I started to move inside her. Slowly at first, but as the sensation started to build and dizzy my head, my pace quickened.
She was tight, and she was wet, and she was moving perfectly with me. Then I just lost it, and Bella sort of did too. She started just whimpering and squirming and arching and grabbing at the sheets, and at my hair, and clawing her nails into my shoulders. And I was quickening my pace, just feeling her wet and tight and warm and perfect wrapped around me as I went in and out. And this wasn't just regular fucking sex. This was amazing fucking sex.
And as our pace quickened and we fell into a rhythm, both of us just sort of checked out, and we just began to really move, really feel it…The burn in my stomach was growing, and the pressure in my dick was getting intense, and I couldn't remember ever feeling quite so fucking good.
And when I grabbed her ass and started grinding in circles as I went in and out, Bella started to just go nuts. "Oh my God," she sort of moaned as her head started rolling around on the pillow, jerking from side to side, her hands gripping into the sheets.
She was getting close, and so was I, and I was just waiting for her…or at least trying to.
It wasn't going to last long, but already it was the best sex I had ever had.
"Come on Bella, let go," I grunted into her ear as I grabbed at her ass and just slid my pelvis into her and around her, trying to hit every part of her that needed to be hit.
Then it happened. Her body shook, and the wet warm walls that were closed around me started squeezing and throbbing and I could feel that she was coming…
"Ahhhh!" Bella squealed and writhed and moaned, and her noises, her sounds just set me off.
So, I just let go, and all the pressure and the electricity and the heat just sort of exploded, and I found Bella's eyes and she was just fucking euphoric and squirming and moaning and just incoherently blathering below me.
When it was over, I couldn't move, I was spent. I just dropped my head beside Bella on her pillow, the full weight of my body still on top of her, still in her, just breathing, and sweating, and tingling from head to foot. Bella's hands just stroked up and down my back, and I could feel a soft chuckle coming from her.
"Fuck that was awesome." Were the first words I could function enough to say.
Bella just laughed, so I lifted my head a little to look at her, and her face was priceless. She looked like the fucking cat that got the canary.
"What?" I asked with a smile, wanting to know what she was thinking.
Her eyes got wide and her little hand went to my jaw, always my jaw. "I had no idea it could be so…so…" She started.
"Fucking awesome?" I asked, because fuck it was so awesome.
Bella laughed and her head rolled to the side and kissed my forearm lazily, silently agreeing with me.
And I knew what made it so awesome, and I think Bella did too. We connected on that bed. We were there together, giving it our all, loving on each other, showing each other with our bodies what we couldn't express with our words. I made love to Bella, and in doing so, I realized that I indeed loved Bella. Yeah, it was soon, and we still had a lot to learn about each other. But sometimes I think you just know. Sometimes two people just find each other, and it doesn't matter…they just love.
And later that night, holding Bella in my arms as she nodded off to sleep, I told her. "I love you Bella," I whispered into the moonlit room, as her tiny rhythmic snores filled my ears. "I love you so much."
AN- Wow, these two are moving fast! I know some of you expressed interest in them waiting, but that's not really the story I'm writing. Just heads up, this is not going to be one of those stories with a lemon every single chapter either, it's just not. They will be used as necessary.
Have a great day, and I hope you enjoyed!