Welcome back my lovelies! Okay so i know i've been super delayed! but...im trying...that is all i can say!
PREVIOUSLY ON A LIGHT IN THE SHADOWS:
"I had no choice!" I yelled back in defiance, we were both standing up on opposite sides of the table. "Sam deserves all he's getting, whether you think so or not. I don't want to do this, but In order for him to be the alpha he's supposed to be, he needs to learn What he thinks and says isnt how it goes, and his way of thinking isnt always correct! He killed me, and Trapped everyone in a frozen state for 7 years while the loves of their lives grew on them! you should be punished too for keeping this secret but ur not. You are a victim just like the rest of us. Stop protecting him. Even the people I love so dearly have to be punished sometimes." I sat down and finished eating after my last words. Nobody disturbed me, and nobody talked. The connections between the fork and plate were the only noises heard.
"Do i really have to?" "I'm sorry, but yes. you Must." "But...Why me?" "You are the only one who can do it." "I thought-" "It's different. She can separate them. YOU can calm the wolf before he goes insane." "Then we should'nt do this." "Em. With or without you, it is happening. I just thought you like too cause your wolf less greif."
I sat behind the door of the yard, listening to billy try to convince emily to be there when IT happens. In two hours, i would separate a wolf spirit from its human spirit, basically ripping the soul in half. i sighed looking out further into the yard, where sam was kneeling, surrounded by his pack brothers. They were in wolf form while sam was human, and looking oh-so broken. The cullens, My vampire half of the family, was sitting on the wooden logs, watching them curiously, yet cautiously. Edward had explained to them that the wolves were very hesitant on what was happening. they didnt know what would happen to their pack brother, whether they thought they wanted him dead or not.
"I can't billy. He's my fiance!" "Fine. Then stay in here." "Billy, please! dont do this to him. to me!" i closed my eyes at emily's pleading. it was futile. It would happen. It HAD to. "I'm sorry emily." was billy's reply before the door opened. I looked up at him just as he glanced at me, and he nodded. "It's time."
(A/N: okay sooo, this is totally off the top of my head. i DON'T know anything about ANYTHING so if it sounds lame, Just skip it, and go STRAIGHT to the next chapter. im not here to make you happy. im here to release whats been in my head for years! so blah! heres the separation. BTW its in third person.)
"Sam Uley, you have dishonored your tribe. You were sworn to protect innocent, sworn to protect your tribe, and your pack mates. Instead you chose ignorance, and led to continuously leaving a break between our allied species. Not only this, but Killing a member of our tribe, AND your pack. Punishment for such horrendous acts shall be separation from your wolf. Any words before we begin?" Billy called out with a strong voice. At least he had that. Inside him though, he was forlorn. He knew sam had only become like this because of his early transformation. Being the first wolf phased, it took alot out of someone. Especially with the extra things it packs with it. He didn't want to do this to him. He was a good kid. But he was breaking the tribes connections with the cullens, his second family no matter how uncomfortable. His sons imprint was born a cullen, making them family. He accepted it, though he tried not to.
Looking around he noticed a forlorn look on everyones faces but the cullens. They sought revenge for what His tribes wolf had done. So did seth apparently. looking back at sam, he now realized sam was looking at him, eyes completely blank. "I...I do not regret my opinion. I just regret never being able to protect eveyone i love correctly from monsters." Hisses and Growls surrounded the group that sat outside in the cold. Icy droplets of water began to fall lightly from the sky. Billy closed his eyes and pushed down his hesitance before opening his eyes again. He had to do this.
Looking to linda, He beckoned her forth to the circle of wolves. They made room for her to stand inside, where to her surprise and utter randomness, was very warm compared to the cold bite outside of the circle.
"Linda." her eyes snapped to billys, who stood out of the circle. "Drink from the bowl." he ordered. She nodded searching for a bowl which was sitting by pauls wolf form. she took a deep breath, walked over and picked it up, then looked at Quil senior who nodded in approval, and billy who did the same. Going back to her spot she drunk a sip of the liquid, which if she had WANTED to pay attention, wasn't so much a liquid. She ignored the taste the best she could with a grimace though, because it was just a FOUL tasting paste.
Everyone waited in anticipation for something to happen, but nothing did. Even sam, who was the one being punished, was curious. The silence went on, and on, and on, until emmett coughed awkwardly. "Uhmm...not to be rude...but...nothing happening." He stated, much to the annoyance of his family. They didnt want to disturb anyone, even if it was going no where. "Linda, do you feel anything?" Billy asked curiously. usually they were supposed to immediately pass out after drinking the paste, not stand there for 10 minutes. she blushed and nodded. "I feel perfectly fi-"
Every jumped in shock as she fell to the floor awkwardly. "Holy CRAP! SHE DIED! what IS that stuff?! i want some!" "shut up you idoit! shes just unconcious!" Jasper yelled at a wide eyed emmett. He glared at him in annoyance and wondered if he was the only retarded vampire alive. "Well what happens next?" Carlisle asked sending his two teenage vampires a stern look before looking torward billy. Billy sighed and slumped his shoulders. "We wait till sam begins screaming." They all stared at him in shock, but remembered lindas words the night before. They shuddered as the wolves whined. "She never explained why sam had to be awake..." Esme trailed off. Billy cleared his throat and stared at her.
" Even though sam shares his body with a wolf spirit. only one spirit can be awake at a time. Sure they carry the traits of the wolf in their human form, and some human qualities in their wolf form but only one should awaken at a time. EXCEPT...if they are asleep. they both become one when asleep. If sam were to be unconcious, not only would his wolf spirit fight against the separation, so would he. It would be 10 fold the pain, and may even break his soul completely. His sanity would probably collapse on itself as well. It's just better if they're awake."
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While billy explaned sams conciousness through out the ceremony, linda was in limbo, or spirit realm, listening on and breathing slowly before she began. "come on you punk." She lifted her gaze to meet sam, she could see his outer self, but she could also see his wolf. It was growling at her intrusion. "Why are you here?" it asked linda. She was shocked it was even awake, but didnt let it phase her. "Im here to separate you from your master." With a feral snarl, it walk around her sniffing her.
"You are the child I killed. I remember his hatred for you. How are you still alive?" she wondered if she should explain. "Fear not. I am only a spirit in his body. i cannot hurt you unless he wills me to." She nodded. "That's the reason i am here. His punishment is to take you away from him." She tried to reason with him. Making a low growl, the wolf stopped in front of her. "Why Does my other hate you? You are nothing but a child." linda rolled her eyes answering him. "Ask HIM that." Moving to the spot she first saw him at, he sat down. "I will go willingly, but if it becomes to much, i will kill you. I am not...fond...of pain." Linda looked at the wolf skepticly. She couldn't really tell if he was lying. "Its excruciatingly painful. like ripping a soul in half." Linda stated bluntly. The wolfs eyes narrowed. He respected her honesty, and hated her smell. She was his enemy, But not at the same time. He couldnt understand it. He knew she was from his tribe. His wolf instincts to a blood relation like hers instantly. He had been alive many times, helping his others the best he could to protect. He could understand if this one went to far. He also knew this procedure, and was NOT very fond of the idea. "Do what you must." He said lowly.
Linda nodded and walked forward.
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"Wait. So you mean, there is still a possibility of him going-" "ah...wai-aahh..." They alll turned their heads to sam who was now tense and quivering. His face scrunched in pain. "It's starting. Shes doing it." sam began coughing, Thinking he could take the object suffocating him out of his body. Pain Racked his body, more than when he first phased. He was on fire.
Linda had her had in sams physical body. The wolf had returned into the physical shape, so she could take his spirit out. Grabbing hold to the paws she felt she began pulling.
Sam Screamed out in agony. He could feel the hem of his soul stretching and stretching till it finally gave, and tore. He fell to the floor, not sure if his body could handle this. 'Goodbye.' kept being repeated in his head and more agonizing pain ripped through his.
The others stared on in horror and awe, for you could literally see the separation. Quil senior thought it was an appropriate time to bring out the small wolf they had captured.
"Child, if you dont hurry up and tug, i will kill you. If you didn't notice, im in quite alot of pain!" Linda bit her lip, tugging harder. she didnt want to pull too hard and rip sams soul more than needed. She sighed giving up and with one good pull the wolf was almost free. Almost. A roar so vicious and terrifying sent chills down linda's spiritual spine, as the wolf pushed her back and tried to reconnect with its jumped back up immediately and grabbed hold of its ears as she bit into its neck. He wouldn't sit still though, so it caused him even more pain. 'come on linda! just one more tug!' she chanted to herself. So she unlocked her jaws from its neck, and slid down the twisting animals body until she had a firm touch to the floor. Before the wolf could respond, it was completely separated from sam, laying in a heep on the floor 12 feet away.
"Linda! quickly! put the wolfs spirit in the animal! before he escapes!" Billy shouted looking around trying to see any manifestation of the girl, OR the wolf. "Whats happened? Is it bad?" He turned to see a worried esme cullen and scratched his head. He wasn't sure what to tell her. This was just as new to him and it was to them.
Linda sighed and lifted the poor wolf spirit and placed him in the sleeping animal. the body blurred and fought with the spirit for a few seconds, till it settled and wimpered. she sighed looking at a passed out sam, and a crying emily holding him. "im done." she whispered. a faint light surrounded her till she was spirit no more.
i know what you guys are thinking..."THIS IS BULL CRAP! THIS SHOULDNT TAKE SO LONG TO UPDATE!" yeah well, my computers busted, and my ipod was stolen...plus my phone has no service and the wifi sucks on it...i know i know...excuses...but its true... so be happy! and review please! tell me about the wold scene:/ lame i know, but my first time. some words of advice would be nice:) SEE YOU!3