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Nick had spent the entire weekend with Jeff. It sucked that he had to sleep in the guest room but it was worth it if he could see Jeff when he woke up and tip-toed into his bedroom. Jeff would smile up at Nick when he finally woke up and greet him with a soft kiss. Jeff had persuaded him to stay at his house on Sunday night so that they could go to school together the next morning. Nick could never say no to Jeff. To say that Nick was terrified to go to school on Monday would be an understatement. Now that he let out his secret, he was scared that somehow everyone would know and he would be found. He shared his fears with Jeff who just cuddled him and whispered reassurances in his ear.

Pulling up to the school was daunting, he just had an overall sense of dread in his stomach. Jeff swiftly climbed off the bike and placed his helmet on the seat before turning to Nick. Nick's face was pale and he had bags under his eyes as if he hadn't slept the night before. Jeff stepped in front of him and grabbed both of Nick's hands in his own.

"Everything's going to fine Nicky. Nobody but my parents and I know, and you know that I would never tell a soul." Jeff said as he reached up and brushed his hair across his forehead then leaned down and kissed him. Nick smiled softly at Jeff and some color came back to his face.

"Yeah, everything will be fine. I just have to be an asshole all day and sound like a fuck you daily when in reality it's the opposite but no, everything will be fine." Nick mumbled out grumpily. Jeff frowned and grabbed Nick's face, making him look up at him.

"Stop it, sure you have to act like that but it's not who you are. You are acting this way because you have to, not because you want to. I know you don't think things like that about me and I know you're not a total asshole. You just have to get through the day alright Nicky? It's going to be fine." Jeff let go of his tight grip on Nick's chin and cupped his cheek gently, smiling softly at him.

"You're right Jeff, you're right." Nick smiled at Jeff before he stood up and reached his hand up to Jeff's neck, pulling him into a deep kiss. Nick's tongue flicked out at Jeff's lower lip making him moan softly and allow Nick's tongue entrance. They stood tangled together, furiously kissing in the staff parking lot.

"Eh, Duval! Go fuck your boy toy behind the dumpsters where we don't have to see it!" Nick pulled away from the kiss and glared at the stupid football player standing in the student parking lot.

"How about you quit staring at us make out, you bi-curious prick!" The jock stuttered stupidly before quickly walking towards the entrance of the school.

"See you're so good at that." Jeff said. Nick smiled at him and reached up to fix Jeff's messy fringe.

"There, now it only looks like I was kissing you nicely instead of tongue fucking your mouth." Nick smiled at Jeff's blush. "C'mon now sexy, we don't want to be late now do we?" Jeff just shook his head and let Nick lead him into the school by his hand.

Nick pulled Jeff to his locker and let go of his hand reluctantly to allow Jeff to deposit his bag and collect his books needed for his first class. Santana and Brittany walked up to the pair, one smirking mischievously and the other smiling widely.

"Hi Jeffy!" Brittany greeted Jeff before she joined him at his locker quietly chatting about their respective weekends. Santana sauntered up to Nick and leaned against the lockers beside him.

"So Duval, how was your weekend?" She asked with a knowing smirk. Nick just smirked in response.

"It was…a handful." He turned and gave her a dirty grin which she answered in a dirty grin of her own.

"Thought it might have been more a mouthful, or a pain in the ass." Nick just smiled.

"Was a bit of a mouthful…for Sterling anyway."

"Way to go Duval." She playfully slapped Nick's arm. Nick's smile slowly slid off his face, he really did not like talking about Jeff like that. Jeff meant more than just sounding like Nick used him to get off. Jeff was perfect and deserved to be treated as such. "You alright Nick?" Nick looked up at Santana and she had a concerned look on her face. Not good. Concern meant questions, questions demanded answers, answers meant he would be found out.

"Peachy, hurry up Sterling." Nick stood and turned to Jeff. Jeff looked at Nick with confusion before seeing his face and understanding that he needed to get out of there.

"Right, see you in glee Britt. Bye Santana." Jeff rushed out before quickly shutting his locker door and letting Nick grab his hand and hastily make their way down the hall. Nick pulled Jeff along and not stopping until they came to an abandoned classroom. Nick opened the door and quickly shuffled Jeff inside, locking the door behind them. He just leaned on the door and then just slid to the floor, hanging his head in his hands. Jeff walked over and sat beside him, resting his head on Nick's shoulder.

"What's wrong Nicky?" Jeff mumbled into Nick's shoulder. He reached over and pried one of his hands away and held it in his own. Nick sighed.

"I don't think I can do it Jeff, I can't objectify you. I can't even allude to objectifying you. You mean too much to me Jeff and I can't do that. No matter if you say it's fine, that I don't mean it, it still makes me feel like shit. It makes me feel like I don't deserve you. Hell I don't deserve you, you are just so perfect and beautiful and amazing. I'm just, I'm not." Nick's voice broke on the last sentence and his eyes shined with unshed tears. Jeff pulled up Nick by his chin and made him look in his eyes.

"Stop it Nick, don't say things like that. You are perfect for me and I care about you. The fact that you feel so bad about having to act like you only care about sex just goes to show how much you care about me and that makes you more deserving than anyone. I know it's hard and I know you don't like it but you have to do it. You said so yourself." Jeff gently caressed Nick's cheek, hoping to convey how much he cared about him with his soft touch.

"I know Jeff but it's so hard. I can't do it, somebody's going to notice anyway and then I'm going to be found out regardless."

"What will happen if people do find out? Will it be really that bad?"

"I will have to leave again. I know it sounds dramatic but if anybody knows then I'm too exposed, too easily found. I can't leave you Jeff, I can't." Jeff dropped his books off to the side and crawled into Nick's lap, framing his face with both of his hands.

"I don't want to leave either, but I just don't know what we can do. You say you can't keep up the act but if you don't that you have to leave and you can't, I don't want you to." Nick reached up and rested his hands on Jeff's hips and his forehead on Jeff's.

"I can just pretend but cut out the stuff about you. I won't say anything about you anymore. It might be a little suspicious but people might just assume that I'm doing it to get in your pants or something." Jeff giggled.

"You already have." Jeff said. Nick smiled.

"Cheeky little thing you are." Nick reached up and pulled Jeff's lips down to his own. Jeff wound his arms around Nick's neck, keeping Nick's mouth firmly attached to his. Nick's tongue probed at the seam of Jeff's lips, asking for access which Jeff readily granted. Jeff's tongue twined with Nick's and licked at the back of his teeth. Nick moaned lowly, reaching his hands down to Jeff's bum and squeezing the flesh. Jeff groaned into Nick's mouth dragged his hips against Nick's. Nick threw his head back, hitting it against the door. Jeff quickly attached his mouth to Nick's neck and laved at the tan skin with his tongue. Nick thrusted his hips upward, grinding against Jeff roughly. Jeff could feel the hard line of Nick's cock against his ass, as Nick could feel Jeff against his thigh.

"Jeff, uh god…Jeff we should-fuck that's good-we should c-cool down babe." Jeff whined but stilled his rocking hips. The only sound in the empty room was Nick and Jeff's heavy panting. "You're gonna kill me babe." Nick laughed.

"I could do no such thing." Jeff said before placing a chaste kiss on Nick's lips. "Will you come over after school Nicky? My parents won't be home until late." Jeff whispered lowly in Nick's ear, grazing his earlobe with his lips.

"As if I could ever say no to you."

I'm so sorry for my absence. I don't even know what to say, but I do hope everyone enjoys this chapter. I'm having a rough time with the story because I don't know where to take it anymore. If anyone would offer some suggestions I would appreciate it :)