Best Firends Sister
Ally Dawson has been completely and irrevocably in love with Austin Moon for four years. Two problems. 1) He's her brothers best friend. 2) Austin has, and always will, consider her a little sister... Possibly! Auslly-ness galore! I promise, cross my heart hope to die! Strong T!
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing and do not profit from anyone/anything you may recognise in this fic! This is simply to satisfy our Auslly obsessed minds!
Chapter 14
Austin's POV
"I love you... So. Much, Ally." I breathed out, panting from our heated kiss and the arousal that bubbled in my veins, also breathless due the fear and anticipation of my beautiful brunettes reaction to my admission.
Her sinful body remained pressed intimately into mine and the intimacy elicited my heated blood to surge south.
She was still tense, so unbelievably tense. Her body as stiff as a board. Suddenly she placed her hands on my chest and gently pushed me away slightly. I obliged to her silent request, stepping backwards a few inches with a rapidly sinking heart.
Ally turned and began to walk away and the fear that prickled my flesh sunk deep into my skin as panic bubbled in the pit of my stomach. My heart twisted painfully behind the confines of my chest and I opened my mouth to call out for her, to plead, beg, implore... Anything to have her back in my arms.
However, before a single word could stumble from my lips my Ally stopped, only two steps away with her back towards me, her sopping brunette tresses hung like a curtain down her back.
"You can't say that Austin." Ally whisper yelled in a voice that contained both pain and anger.
I was instantly bewildered by her reaction. It was neither the reaction I longed to hear, nor was it the one I feared. Either way, it wasn't looking very positive.
Silence encompassed us as the thrumming of the rain decreased and weakened, now left with the slight pitter patter of a dull drizzle. Fog drifted into the alleyway, seeming to flood the vicinity by leaking in through the cracks in the brick wall. It floated around us like a ghost and I shivered as the haunting atmosphere seeped into my skin and encompassed my body.
"Why not Ally?" I asked in an abnormally small voice. Ally's negative response to my confession rendering me tentative.
"Because!" Ally whirled around, her long, luscious waves flying around her before tumbling down her back and draping over her right shoulder. Her beautiful face contorted into anger but the pain was distinguishable in the abyss of her captivating cappuccino orbs. "I have spent the past 4 years of my life wishing for you to love me, wishing for you to be mine and just when I realise the prospect of these two things ever happening were close to nil I deemed it prudent that I move on... that I get over you." The rage radiating from her prickled my skin, but the heartache in her eyes pierced my heart. With every word she uttered my hypnotic hazel irises grew wider and my breathing somehow grew steadily more ragged.
She loved me. She LOVED me. Elation flooded my heart, until I registered the rest of her spiel.
Moved on.
Had she already, had she moved on from me? If so, with who?
Suddenly, my brain tossed the previous images of my imagination involving my beautiful brunette and a certain asshole at me. The creature that lurked in the depths of my stomach roared wildly back to life, inducing a jealous rage to intertwine with my boiling blood.
I shook my head in self ridicule. My inane jealousy was not of the utter most importance right now.
"Y-You love me." I stuttered, this revelation rendering me stupid.
"I think we'd reached that conclusion Austin." Ally spoke, her voice dry, dripping with sarcasm.
"You really loved me. Wow." I whispered in awe to myself. "Ha-Had you successfully moved on from me, then?" I asked, swallowing the infuriating images of my beautiful brunette with that asshole. My voice was weak and stumbled with vulnerability.
"No! Of course not." Ally snorted and my heart was freed of the chains that kept it tied to my stomach. Her voice was sarcastic, but the frustration was obvious in her tone. She paused briefly, her captivating cappuccino orbs meandered around my facial features, deep in her thoughts before her beautiful brown eyes, cloaked with sincerity, adhered to my hypnotising hazel irises. "You're mere presence was enough to keep me in love with you." Ally finished, her voice a mere whisper, as quite as a wind whistling in the trees.
At her admission we allowed our lips to curve into a shy smile, before the reality of the situation consumed us like the thick, impenetrable fog that encompassed our bodies.
I stepped forward, my body drawn to hers like a magnet. I caressed her cheek with the palm of my hand, my thumb stroking her cheek bone, creating intricate little patterns of comfort.
"Then why can't we be together Ally? If you love me and I love you..." I trailed off, searching her beautiful brown orbs for answers. Her lower lip peeled from her top lip, in a agonisingly slow movement as she attempted to reply to me. However, she hesitated and smoothly slid her mouth shut. "Why, Ally?" I finished, my voice vulnerable as I begged for an answer with my eyes.
"Do you really love me, Austin?" Ally asked, in a voice that suggested she was genuinely curious. She placed her own hand over mine and pulled it gently from her cheek.
"Of co-" I began, but was interrupted.
"You see Austin, are you sure?" At my bewilderment veiling my husky hazel irises Ally swiftly continued. "Because after all the events of this past week or so, I don't know if I'm convinced." She was gazing up at me through her long, luscious lashes. Her captivating cappuccino orbs brimming with innocence.
"Ally, honestly, I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. Admittedly I only realised this about a week ago, however, I suspect I have been harbouring feelings for you since we first met. I really do love you Ally, and I can't think of a word strong enough to describe it." I spoke, sincerity dripping from me like blood weeping from a fresh cut. Tears were lining the seem of Ally's beautiful brown eyes, her eyes glistening as the moisture captured the light from the street lamp.
Ally placed both her hands on my face, cupping my jaw with a small smile curling her lips. The action appeared to remind me of where we were. In the heart of a dark, dingy alleyway and soaked to the bone. Yet, none of it mattered, nothing except the gorgeous goddess standing before me.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted and wished and dreamed for you to say those words to me." She beamed up at me, her smile more dazzling than any star that decorated the night sky. And yet, her captivating cappuccino irises still embraced a sadness, a heartache I had never known.
Her hands slowly skipped from my face and to my chest. Her gaze dropped to her hands that were fisting the fabric of my t-shirt, as though desperate to cling to me and this moment, this little void we had created.
"But..." Ally continued, her beautiful brown orbs fluttering back up to gaze intently into my hypnotising hazel irises. "I don't think I can believe you." She finished timidly, but her voice was consumed with sadness and heartache and every emotion I never, ever wanted my Ally to feel, ever.
I imitated her previous action and cupped her cheeks, however, I was more forceful, propelled by a desperate urge to convey my love.
"Then tell me Ally. Tell me what I need to do to make you believe." I begged, my eyes frantically searching hers. Tears now glided down her cheeks and onto my hands, and I wished I could capture every tear that fell from her eyes and I vowed to never make her cry again. Guilt wrenched at my stomach, ripping up my insides like a tornado had entered my veins, creating havoc and mayhem.
Her gaze slipped from mine, as she focused intently on her petit hands. She began to shake her head - no. And I crumpled, tears blurred my vision, Ally's beautiful face became obscured as a sob escaped the trap of my throat and tumbled from my lips.
"I'm sorry, Austin. I'm so sorry!" Ally stuttered out between sobs that wracked her petit, little body. "It's just, I-I can't." She peered up at me, tears sliding down both our cheeks and I watched sombrely as a salty droplet slithered down her neck and disappeared underneath her t-shirt.
"Wh-What do you mean, Ally?"
Ally's eyes slid shut as if composing herself, however, the tears still glided down her face, squeezing between her closed eyelids and sobs were occasionally freed from the prison of her mouth. Her eyelids fluttered open, revealing beautiful brown orbs as they fused with my husky hazel eyes.
"It's just that... when we almost kissed and I couldn't help but get all excited, and truly believe what my heart was telling me. That you at least liked me, that the feelings I feel for you were mutual. But then..." Ally squeezed her eyes shut, as though attempting to dissolve a sorrowful memory that had made permanent residence in her brain. I took a small step closer to her and my thumb created circle, designed to sooth and comfort her.
God, I just want to take her pain away. For her, for my Ally, I'd live my life barring her pain, just so she would never feel it encompass her.
"Oh God, then I saw you kissing Kira, passionately, against my locker." Her eyes opened at this point to reveal the beautiful brown orbs I would recognise anywhere, but they were broken, a crack running down the middle, like a heart, broken in two.
I felt a pain, above any I've ever felt in my chest. Like someone had taken a knife and struck it straight to my heart, but continuing to twist and turn the blade, butchering my intimate muscle. Guilt swarmed and settled in my stomach and I wanted to throw up.
I had never, in my whole life, felt so ashamed, guilty and disappointed in myself as I did in that moment. How could I elicit such pain on something so pure and beautiful?
"That hurt, Austin. It hurt so much. More than anything has ever hurt before in my life, and then you started ignoring and avoiding me, adding salt to the wound. Everything just hurt so much, Austin" her voice reflected the pain she was feeling, and I could hardly stand it. with every word that tumbled from her luscious lips, I died a little more. I wanted her to stop, to spare me the pain of hearing her divulge this to me, yet I knew I deserved this, in fact, it was the least I deserved.
Tears were still streaming like rivers down her beautiful face that was contorted into pain and heartache. Her breasts expanded with every heavy inhale as her breathing was rough and ragged, reflecting my own. Sobs still wracking us almost incapable of speech.
"I-I'm so sorry Ally. Please believe me when I say that I had no idea it was you're locker. I had spent the entire night tossing and turning, unable to get you out of my head. That night, more so than any. And I couldn't help but think it was wrong. I was dating Kira and you're Aiden sister, my best friends sister, I always thought I could never begin to imagine pursuing my feelings for you, so I was forced to abandon them." I halted in my speech, taking a deep inhale, my lungs absorbing the oxygen my body craved. "After being so close to kissing you, feeling you're lips against mine..." As I said this my thumb traced her lower lip and I enjoyed the feeling of her petit, little body vibrating against mine.
"It was like the flood gates had opened, and every emotion I had stored into a cardboard box and swept into the far corners of my brain overflowed and they just consumed me. I have lusted and desired after you, admittedly, for a number of months now, but that night. God, that night, I thought of you, me, us. Taking you on dates and feeding you the food off my fork and sharing deserts. I imagined us walking along the promenade, holding hands, cuddling and whispering sweet nothing's into each others ear. I longed to make you flustered so that beautiful pink blush would crawl up your neck and adorn you're cheeks. I wished to be able to talk all night on the phone, our voices nothing but whispers in order to avoid waking up our parents." Again, I breathed in. "So the next day, I knew I had to get you out of my mind to avoid waltzing right up to you and kissing you senseless. So, I came to a solution, the only thing my dumb brain could think up; spend time with Kira. So I did. But, it wasn't working, because even though I was kissing my girlfriend, you were all I could think about. It was you're hands I imagined caressing my body, you're lips moving against mine, you're sexy, little body pressed so intimately into me. But then, she suggested we go somewhere more private which just happened to be the corridor you're locker was located. Honestly Alls, I never would intentionally do something to hurt you. I was so convinced that you would never share the same feelings for me as I did for you and I was just so messed up and confused that I thought up another ingenious plan which was to avoid you and... I'm just so sorry Ally. I... I can't begin to explain how sorry I am." I finished, my head bowed in shame and tears still leaking from my eyes.
"Austin?" Ally whispered, her voice husky due to the extensive amount of crying she had done. She tipped my head back by caressing my jaw with her right hand, ensuring my hypnotising hazel orbs were fussed with her captivating cappuccino irises. "I want to believe you, and a large portion of me does, but right now, I can't. Especially as you only began to take an interest in me when I was acting like a... tease." Ally replied, her voice was a timid whisper by the end of her spiel. She bowed her head, her silken tresses, currently sopping wet, swung back and forth heavily as a blush crawled up her neck and lounged on her cheeks.
I shook my head vehemently, denying her statement, and not only for one reason.
My finger curled under her chin and I tilted her head backwards so she could see, clearly, the honesty in my husky hazel irises.
"You're not a tease Ally. You were just being seductive and there is nothing wrong with that, you're within your every right to flaunt your femininity Ally, especially in the privacy of your own home. You weren't acting like a slut, Ally, never think that way about yourself. Also, admittedly, I liked it. I liked it a lot." I paused briefly, gazing down at her, longing to drown in the depths of her chocolate pools. "I won't lie and say I've never lusted or desired after you, because I have, desperately." I hesitated for a mere moment before pivoting forward. "I've had so many dreams about you Ally, dreams filled with so much pleasure. The things I do to you and you're sexy, little body Ally... are unimaginable." I whispered huskily into her ear, my rough and ragged breathing climbed across her succulent skin. I felt the shiver that cantered down the rope of her back and observed the pink hue that adorned her cheeks.
"I now know, for certain, that those dreams was the way in which my brain was attempting to portray to me my true feelings for you... My love for you, Ally." I halted briefly, as though gathering my bearings. "I am truly, so sorry for all the pain I've caused you Ally. A part of me doesn't function correctly being conscious of that." I finished, gazing desperately at her.
Again, she caressed my cheek, and the skin of my cheek absorbed the heat from her hand. My silken skin prickling and my heart fluttered.
Damn, I'm turning into a girl.
"Austin, it's alright. Honestly?, I've forgiven you." She began, a heart warming smile embracing her lips. "And although I love you too, I don't think we're ready to make that leap yet. I don't completely trust you, and I hope you can understand why, but I can't. Not after all the hurt and pain I felt." She paused, inhaling deeply before continuing. "I'm not saying I won't ever trust you again, it's just... it's gonna take some time and I hope you understand that." She finished, her captivating cappuccino orbs oozing innocence as she gazed up at me through her long lashes.
Our gaze was locked in a sultry stare and I hesitated before nodding my head, slowly at first before increasing slightly. I could definitely understand where she was coming from, and although I longed for, more than anything to be her boyfriend, I valued her trust in me so much more.
I cupped her face, my large hands caressing her damp cheeks.
"I understand Ally. I'd do anything for you." I spoke, my voice dripping with sincerity. Suddenly, I took a step closer to her. My succulent skin prickled as it lured the sizzling heat from her body like a magnet. "But..." I continued. "I'll stop at nothing until I prove to you my love for you and have you trust me. I'm not gonna give you up without a fight Ally."
Tears congregated on the rim of her captivating cappuccino orbs and a small smile curved the corner of her lips. Her eyes glistened with an emotion I had never seen caress them before, yet I couldn't quite name the emotion.
"Come on, let's go home." Ally replied, a certain warmth embraced her voice and that familiar lilt to it had made a reappearance.
My lips tilted upwards in a mirthful smile before nodding my head once in confirmation.
We exited the dark and dreary alleyway and began the short walk home. The fog lumbered onwards down the street and out of sight, preparing to haunt some other place with it's impenetrable force. The skies cleared and the sultry sun stabbed at the foreboding grey clouds, rays of sunlight kissing Miami in a warm embrace.
As we strolled blissfully along the pavement our hands brushed and lingered, my skin prickled with a heart lifting warmth as my heart stumbled in it's usual steady rhythm. About half way into our journey I grabbed her hand and intertwined our fingers, squeezing her hand in an offer of comfort. Her head swivelled to face me. We both smiled shyly at one another before she looked away, attempting in vain to conceal the beautiful blush that had creeped up her neck and onto her cheeks.
We spent the walk in comfortable silence, occasionally tossing timid glances at each other before smiling and turning away.
Relief flooded my system like a tidal wave as, even though the beautiful brunette to my right and I were not an item and I officially couldn't call her mine; the tension that had been weighing down on my body had lifted and fluttered away, like the recent fog.
Ally's POV
He walked me up to the front porch and we lingered under the shelter, simply gazing at one another.
There was still something that nagged in my mind, a menacing little voice prodding at my brain in a headache inducing manner. I was nervous about bringing it up, knowing it would be a sensitive topic for him. But before I could resist, words came stumbling from my mouth like vomit.
"I have to ask you something Austin?" My sudden exclamation alarmed him briefly before he nodded slightly, bemusement clouding those husky and hypnotising hazel irises that haunted my dreams and consumed my thoughts.
"Thi-This isn't some revenge thing against my brother? Is it?" I asked, my voice quite with timidness. He tilted his head to the side, portraying clearly his confusion. I couldn't help but be reminded of a puppy, an incredibly adorable one at that. I shook my head in an attempt to regain my bearings.
"What?" Austin asked in a mixture of appall and befuddlement.
I took a single step closer to him, my hungry body feeding off the heat his body emitted.
"Well, just before I raced out to search for you, Aiden told me what had happened in there. And well, I can't help but think that maybe, you know, you just said and did those things to get back at him." I finished hesitantly, fearful that he'd be mad at my suggestion. My captivating cappuccino orbs fluttered to the floor, incapable of holding his gaze and I twiddled my thumbs, a nervous habit I had conceived over recent years.
I felt his warm hand caress my cheek as he urged my head back up, his smouldering stare burning mine. He smiled softly, although it beheld a hint of sadness and I hated it being there. I despised seeing Austin sad.
"I've loved you for far too long for the actions of today to be based on revenge. In fact, I was more effected by what I saw ascending the stairs rather than what was on the couch." Austin responded, integrity dripping from every fibre of his being. His hand slithered from my cheek, only to sneak stealthily down my neck and arm to grasp my hand in his. I trembled at the feel of his hands on my body.
Oh how I loved his touch.
"Austin, you know that nothing happened between myself and Daniel." I notice his body tense drastically as I Daniel's name tumbled from my lips. I moved closer to him, hoping to comfort him. "He spilled water all down his front, so he took his shirt off to let it dry on the radiator." Austin's muscles relaxed, the cords of what felt like metal in his arms contracted. He bowed his head, his cheeks transforming into a china pink.
"Oh, I'm sorry, Ally. I shouldn't have assumed." He whispered, his shame and guilt palpable in the air between us.
I curled my fingers underneath his chin and tilted his head back, ensuring he could observe the honesty in my orbs.
"It's okay Austin. I don't blame you, I can kinda see where you're coming from and why you may have jumped to that conclusion. Besides, I think we've had enough apologies for one day." Austin smiled shyly at that, his delicious lips curling at the corners.
"I love you Ally." He whispered, but it didn't defer away from the sincerity that chimed louder than the tinkling of golden bells. He offered no other explanation but I knew, by the earnest shimmering in his rapturing russet orbs brighter than any star that dusted the black sky, that he was being truthful.
And it was that that had me replying as I did.
"I love you too, Austin." My voice parallel to his, the sincerity in mine, equal with his.
We stood, for how long, I didn't know, nor did I care. We were adhered to this moment, we allowed it to ensnare us. His hypnotising hazel eyes burned into mine before flickering to my lips. My irises swiftly imitated his, gazing almost longing at his delicious lips.
I remember the feel of them as they moved against mine, in perfect synchronisation. I remember them brushing as light as a feather against the succulent skin of my neck. I needed them on me again, I needed his lips all over my body. A fire ignited deep within me, fuelling my desire. His smouldering stare eliciting prickles of heat to encase my succulent skin. Causing my blood to boil as it pumped thickly in my veins.
I pivoted forward, my hands sliding up his torso to lounge on his pecs as I raised up onto my tip-toes. His hands stumbled as they moved to my waist, as if he were hesitating. His gaze never removed from mine.
Suddenly, just before my lips touched his, Austin turned his head and my lips pressed lightly onto the sultry skin of his cheek. I pulled back and I could see, clearly, in the reflection of his hypnotising hazel irises, my features marred with bewilderment, puzzled by his action of halting our kiss.
"I'll see you at school tomorrow, beautiful." Austin spoke cheekily, a sinful smile curving his lips and his hypnotising hazel eyes twinkled with mischief, before winking at me.
My heart fluttered furiously behind the confines of my chest and the butterflies floated frantically in the pit of my stomach. But a small pang of hurt prodded my heart.
He pivoted forward, his mouth parallel with my ear as his lips grazed the sensitive skin there.
"I'm not giving up, Ally. I'll prove my love for you, and I'll make certain that you can trust me, forever." He whispered, his breath eliciting shivers of delight to canter across my silken skin.
With one final, longing look, he turned to stroll down the path that lead to his car. Upon reaching it he turned back, tossing me his familiar sinful smirk before climbing into his vehicle of metal and engine.
I watched longingly as he pulled out and drove off, until his car was out of sight.
I stood on the porch, long after Austin's departure, a warm smile embedded on my face and a my heart skipping frantically behind my breasts. The sultry suns rays cascaded down on me, wrapping me in it's loving embrace as I reminisced on the events of the previous week.
I'm feeling so many different emotions right now that I'm not going to even attempt to explain them all. But yes, this chapter took my like three months, ridiculous, right? Seriously though, I owe you all a huge apology. My summer was busier than expected and I wanted to try and get some one-shots/two-shots/three-shots out. :P
If you have the time and you like my work then check out some of those aforementioned one-shots/two-shots/three-shots out. ONLY, if you like M-Rated ones though. There are two that are T-Rated so by all means, help yourself. (That didn't really work, but I can't be bothered to delete it)!
Also, don't worry too much about the whole possibility of a sex scene for this story. I think it may have been lost in translation what I plan to do cause some people didn't seem to understand, just don't worry about it now.
I also want to apologies for how bad that chapter was. Please don't hate me, for a) not having them get together, and b) for my shitty writing and all around shittiness of this chapter. Honestly though, I have had the story plot planned for a while, and I knew I wouldn't be having them get together at this point. It just doesn't feel right. On the bright side though, we're gonna get a really sweet Austin after this, proving his love for Ally! Awww! Squeals and shortly dies. :P
Anyway, can I just say, that you guys are crazy... crazy fucking awesome! I got so many reviews after the last chapter, it's kind of insane. Seriously, I can't thank you enough.
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