Chapter - 14
Cause and Effect
"She's still pregnant the baby survived."
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If we were in fact in a alternate universe she would be aware of the man that stood by her side and she would not be carrying his child, but things would not carry out so smoothly because she didn't know who this man was nor did she know the threat the fetus inside her posed. After the news of the fetus survival inuyasha had taken Kagome out to the gardens while Sesshomaru sat in his study accompanied by his mother, to ponder on the universal question as to why. Why did Kagome lose memory of him and her human friends but only stayed aware of the half breed? Why, did the fetus make it through the cleansing process when it was supposed to be terminated. These where the questions the filled his mind, this is what he had a growing frustration to learn. His anger grew and every one in the castle had felt it, it pulsed heavily like some ominous attack. But it wasn't more of the question why then the lack of an explanation. It was that he did not know that
fueled his rage, how could he not know why his mate and mother of already two, no three of his children is flaunting her self around Inuyasha like some lost pup in love.
And what pushed him further is the lack of affection she had shown him in this time period she resided here. Was he the great assassin and feared ruler of the western lands not good enough for a lowly miko ningen? These where the questions that he did not in fact know, these where the questions that fueled him. So as he sat in his tall iron framed chair and contemplated in the presence of his mother as to why he did not know why. And then it hit her.
"I think the fetus rejected my blood." Yami said suddenly catching Sesshomarus attention. "Impossible you and I have the same blood yours is just more potent there is no reason as to why my fetus would reject you."
"Awe my son you think like a child, your pup maybe be more miko this one." She said her eye brow creased with a harsh frown. "It maybe that it used its power to reject my blood, thus it rejected the poison."
"So you think that a union between a demon and a miko can create different creatures some that may become more powerful than both." He said quietly cradling his head in his hands. "Yes my son that may be so and the rejection of that poison directed the destination in to the mother but since the mother is a miko her body reacted but my poison is too powerful and thus creating her loss of memory though im not entirely sure why or the exact how per say but that is my best theory."
"Yes and it may prove true."
Now that he had an idea what would he do."
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"Inuyasha stop wait for me!" Kagome whined from behind the half demon who had gotten tired of her childish ways and decided to walk further from the miko.
Finally taking enough he grabbed her shoulders and sat her down by the pond. "Kagome just sit down ok, I'm going to ask you a couple of questions like a game all right?" She then clapped her hands and squirmed in place chanting "yes yes yes!" "Ok then, how old are Kagome?"
"I am 8 years old no wait I'm 14 years old?" She said confused squinting her eyes. "Ok, what do you remember?"
"I remember My mother and my brother I remember that I'm in 2nd grade I love chocolate and i fell down the well met you and we fell in love." She said.
"Oh god Kagome you don't remember him do you." Inuyasha said with regret.
"That tall guy, no." She said standing up and walking closer to the pond. "He is handsome though somewhat familiar but no I don't know who he is."
"I don't know whats going on Kagome you act normal and then you act like your well a child."
"I don't know why."
"I am sorry to disturb but they are restless and I can not seem to locate master Sesshomaru-sama anywhere." By the Lilly's where one of the maids holding the twins in her arms.
The twins had grown at a rapid pace only 8 months yet they had grown to look a little over one years old they where smart talking in almost full sentences, both very much attached to there mother.
"Mama!" They both squealed with delight crawling over to her.
But she stood there motionless as the continued to crawl toward her, her face blank.
"My baby's?" She whispered suddenly watching Inuyasha take them away from her. "No wait my babies give me them I want to hold them my babys!" She screamed reaching for them. "Kagome do you remember?" "Of course I remember my babies what kind of mother would ever- oh my I am a mother?" She said suddenly holding them in her arms. "I don't remember yet but I remember them Yoshi and mizu."
It was then Sesshomaru made an appearance.
"I do not remember you, but I am drawn to you, your body calls to me I dont know why." She said with a blush adorning her cheeks. "Hn." Was all she got in return.
"I am tired I want to go to sleep." She said holding the children closer. "Jaken take her up to my room." Sesshomaru said before turning away dragging his shell shocked mother in tow.
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"How dare you not tell me that I had heirs to the thrown!" She said with a venom laced into her tone. "Mother I was going to tell you after-" Sesshomaru was interrupted by his mother once again.
"I am a grandmother of what i had thought to be two half demons but in fact my grandchildren are full demon!" She said her eyes angry.
"You are over reacting, and if you want to know how this could be well then you go and ask the gods cause I myself do not know the answer." Sesshomaru was at his end his cool and calm composure was slowly deteriorating, he felt that he was losing control and the fact the his steel like control was slipping for this human girl was even more so disturbing.
"This is a miracle, who is this girl?" Yami asked calming her self. "She was Inuyasha's companion I do not know much else." Sesshomaru lied but he felt that he could not fully trust his mother yet.
"I have paper work to attend to you are welcome to any room of your choice but the garden is off limits." And with those last words he left.
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"I don't know what had happened Inuyasha don't you still love me?" Kagome had waken from her sleep only to be caught by Inuyasha wondering the castle.
"You know that I do Kagome but you are-" Inuyasha groaned. They had been at it for and hour she wanted his love but he knew no matter how much he would have love to show her he couldn't.
"Fine, Ill go!" Kagome then proceeded to march off into the forest only to be stopped by Inuyasha yet again. "Let me go you ass!" Inuyasha wanted the old Kagome back, this one was needy and hovering.
The day went on and Kagome calmed down tending to the children and hanging close to inuyasha. She sighed in perfectly content not aware of the oncoming heat that was about to pursue her.
Sesshomaru stood by the balcony looking at his mate children and brother. He was angry and horrified, Kagome remembered the half demon and not her own mate he felt insulted and betrayed but some how he understood that it was out of his hands when her memory came back then he could have her again. It sickened him of how much of an addiction she was to him, it was almost as if he couldn't breathe with out her. He wanted her sent to be covered in his once again, not his little brothers.
His beast was in rage, he wanted his mate and he wanted her now but sesshomaru knew not to alarm the poor girl.
But still he couldn't help but glare at his brother for being able to have her love and affection something he never knew he wanted up until this moment.
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She laid in her bed content she had just put the children to sleep and was laying down for some rest of her own but it seemed that tonight she would not be able to get much. Her mid was racing blank and empty thoughts flickers of memory's that where foreign to her, some sweet and serene and some that where a little to hot and heavy with the man she had met earlier yesterday.
She patted her stomach watching the little feet nudge at her skin. She was surprised that it was already active though she didn't show any sign of pregnancy. Inuyasha's child was very special indeed. Though some how that statement felt wrong but she brushed off before she had the chance to really think about it.
She breathed in deeply feeling all the blood in her body flow heavily. Who was this the Adonis that haunted her memories?
The more she thought about him the more she felt a small fire build at the base of her stomach. It ached and she felt the need for relif though she wasnt sure about what kind.
She quickly changed her train of thought in fear that the fire might burn her if she did not distract her self soon.
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The next morning she woke up to the feeling of her stomach moving a strange limb was rubbing onto the side of her stomach. It felt familiar like she had experienced this once before. "Hi baby my names Kagome and im-" As she said the sentence it all felt too familiar images of her stomach big and swollen flashed through her head as she heard the words she was just about to say, and there again was the handsome demon watching as she talked to her stomach. Her head hurt so she decided to get some air.
Walking out to the gardens helped clear her head made her feel at peace. She got lost in the flowers completely at ease, It was there she dreamed of the world she once knew.
She heard the familiar crunching of the crisp grass it was a clear indication that someone was on their way. She spent a moment taking her robe and covering her exposed body, in this time bathing suits were not exactly appropriate in this era. She kept my eyes closed as she lay on the ground the moisture from the grass had seeped into her robe, making her skin wet and cool. The sun was bright in the sky which made it painful to look up at her afternoon intruder.
"Miko" It only took one word to make her eyes snap open, one word to make her heart race to an unreasonably fast pace, she could feel her blood rush to her cheeks, her pulse thumped loudly against her skin. Her eyes where suddenly heavy, his presence made her weak 'since when did I allow him to have this kind of effect on me?'' She thought to herself she was almost disgusted by her lustful reaction.
She didn't understand why he haunted her thoughts who was he to her? He couldn't be her mate because she would never do that to Inuyasha.
His breath was heavy and eyes clouded with red the mark on his neck was glowing. "Wench I thought I told you never to touch another man!" His voice was loud and rough nothing like his
usual cold demeanor. She felt his fangs bite into her neck and all the resistance faded, and in its place was a fire that burned. His hold on her neck was tight and painful. She knew she needed
to do something fast or he'd snap her neck off. "Please I went crazy!" She said in a desperate plea. He sat in silence awaiting her explanation. "OK listens, these couples of weeks have been
lonely and unsatisfying I haven't had a man's touch and you didn't bother to take charge so I decided I would get it from someone else." She heard him growl at the comment. "Oh please, I
need to feel wanted I can't do this anymore Sesshomaru! I want to have freedom I have needs, needs you can't give me."
His fangs retracted and she found herself in front of an angry dog demon. "You want to feel needed?" She nodded her head shyly.
"I need you Kagome," He said before kissing her lightly.
"I need your mind." He said while kissing her head.
"I need your heart." He said while kissing her left breast.
"I need your body." He said while tracing kisses up and down her person.
"I need you, I don't want to but I do, I refuse to let you leave me you have no choice." He said as he nuzzled her neck. Kagome was lost for words she never expected that from him of all
people to be saying these things to her. "No Sesshomaru you don't know what you're saying, you don't want me, just let me go with my kids and you'll never have to hear from us again it will be as if I never existed and you'll never find me, all the burden will be gone and you won't have to worry about hiding me or the kids, please let me go!" Kagome pleaded. she knew that this
would never work out and the only reason he was saying this was because he drank too much, she couldn't base her life on what he wanted or needed she wanted to be what he wanted, what he yearned for and she is coming to realize that it's something that will never happen.
Now she was sure that she was going crazy, these couldn't be memory's they just could not! She mated Inuyasha and had his children not his brothers she never had sex with him nor would she ever mate a person that could never truly want her.
Her world was crashing down on her as she tried to block the on coming memory's.
"You will do as I say miko." He said coldly.
"Hell no how many times do I have to tell you I don't belong to you!"
I said pulling way.
I felt his hand grab my elbows as I was swung back in to his arms.
I felt him all of him pressed up against my back as he lowered his head to bite my neck.
"Miko you will do well to remember you are my possession in every sense of the word meaning inside and out." With that he pushed further into my back.
"I hate you." I whispered slowly.
"Stand in line." He said as he pushed me against a rock. "Go away." I said as I felt his feelings of lust course through my body.
"I will take what is mine."
"And unfortunately for you I am not a thing to be possessed." I said annoyed at his arrogance.
"That's what you think." He said before attacking my breasts, I stood stiff trying not to moan at his actions but I could feel the molten lava make its way to my stomach. I was aching for him.
Her world was falling and it was taking her into a whole new reality one where she and Inuyasha never mated and pupped, but her and Inuyasha's brother. Her heart was pounding in fear she had never been so afraid in her life so she stood from her place in the garden and ran out from the safety of the castle she ran from the confusion and hurt, she ran from reality deep into the darkness of the forest where her destination was unknown.
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By evening no one had noticed Kagome's disappearance that was until one of her children spoke up.
"Mama?" It was at the dinner table and Sango, Miroku, Inuyasha, Yoshie, Mizuki, Shippo, Rin, Yami and Sesshomaru where sitting at the dinner table only to realize that Kagome's chair was indeed empty.
"Where is she I have not seen her all day." Inuyasha said with a hint of worry taking a bite out of his bread. "I don't know last time I saw her she was in the gardens but I didn't speak to her much she look to peaceful." Sango said grasping Mirokus hand from under the table. "I haven't seen her since yesterday me and rin where outside all day." Shippo said watching as Rin bobbed her head in agreement.
With that Sesshomaru stood and took a deep breathe searching for his lost mate. "I do not sense or sent her anywhere." He said running off into the gardens, Inuyasha and the rest following. They both stopped to realize her sent was almost faded this told them she had left the grounds long ago, they walked to the edge of the forest knowing she had run from the palace.
"Sango, Miroku take the cat demon and search the south of the forest." He barked out watching as they nodded obediently. "Inuyasha take the east Mother take the south and I will take the west." And with that he left in a flash of white.
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She had been wandering for hours her cloths where now soaking wet and heavy!
Five minutes prior.
She never stopped running from the castle and that was hours ago. Her legs where scratched and raw from the ofeending branches in the forest and her new silk kimono was torn and dirty but none of that mattered because the freedome of running away is what kept her going, so much in fact she closed her eyes clearly not a smart thing to do in a unknown forest and ran right into a small river getting soaked head to toe.
Present
Now she had been trudging along trapping dirt and muck where ever she went her body tireing from the extra weight.
She sat on the cool forest ground breathing in and out carfully taking off the outer layers of the kimono. Cutting the bottom peicess of the thin under layer of the kimono she started to wonder about the child inside her and how stupid she was to run away with out food or water and wasn't there something somewhere that said you can over work your self wwhen you are with child. Damn! She was the worse mom is the world.
She looked up at the black starless sky noticing the black mass of cloudes that where covering the moon. It would be a hard rain and she needed to find shelter fast.
she quickly wiped some of the blood of her legs with peices of her outer kimono and took off to find somewhere safe to rest.
She found a mass of rocks 100 yards away, where there was rocks there where caves.
So she found one a tiny small dry cave she settled in and rested her head on top of her tired hands closing her eyes listening to the sound of light rain.
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He had found her sent and followed it right into a small river.
The water washed away her sent and tha made sesshomaru angry.
He paced back and forth his mind on the edge thinking of where she could have gone. What was more was the on coming storm that would wipe her out if he didnt get to her now.
So he walked across the river and straight ahead.
He was sesshomaru the great there wasnt the slightest amount of water that could keep him from getting what he wanted.
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- KOOKY 27
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