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I feel worn out and I overheard Len McCoy bragging to some other slytherin's.
"I managed to get a House Elf to add some essence of insanity onto Regulus Black's food, but had to lied to the damn worthless creature." Len McCoy boasted and I felt very annoyed such for one I was drugged plus that damn cocky jerk degrading a House Elf that had helped him although said House Elf didn't know what it was doing. I know what the Essence Of Insanity causes a person's emotions to be highly unstable at times and I remember Sirius commenting when he was about nine about how our cousin Bella must have had a high dose of it, but then again Sirius has always hated Bella.
Of course something had to be off since normally I do not yell or scream threats and promises of those sorts in front of other witnesses. That damn idiot has no idea as what he has done and I'm highly annoyed. Those dratted McCoy brothers shall bloody pay for their offences to me and I slipped away unseen by their eyes.
I'm in my third year of Hogwarts, but I'm a Black. I know a spell that would be cruel and not to mention unusual. It would be killing two birds with one stone as some would call it. I smirked to myself in a way very similar to my cousin Bella. To be honest drugging a member of the Black family whether male or female is very insane since after all most of us are already mad. The spell shall be simple and last only a mere twenty four hour period, but the results will be dire ad I do not give a damn. My blood is singing for revenge against those McCoy brothers and a lesson that they shall not soon forget Never Mess With Regulus Black.
I was alone since I let Arty sleep in and knowing Severus he is with Lily Evans. I know for a fact that damn Essence of Insanity is still affecting me for I can feel it in my blood and in my veins tainting them. I was walking towards the great hall and I held back hysterical laughter by biting my lip, but then Potter and Lupin appeared before me.
"Darlings, Don't keep me from my food. My meal was spiked yesterday with Essence of Insanity by a lousy no good son of a bitch that happens to be Len McCoy." I said while giggling and my eyes were wide. I could not fully control my words or body.
"What the bloody hell?" Potter asked in confusion and I giggled in a giddy way.
"Emotions unstable, prone to insane actions, thoughts, and deranged laughter. At times giggling or hysterical laughter." I managed to reply smoothly after a moment. "No cure, only choice is to wait it out, and stay away from me. I don't want Sirius hating me."
Inside the Great Hall I ate a little food and I heard Len McCoy giggling. I forgot that moron had my food spiked yesterday and I'm such an idiot. I managed to make it outside by the lake and laughed in a sadist manner. I smirked as I watched Potter following Lily Evans.
"Potter, Potter following a pretty flower. A Pot wanting a little bity Lily." I singed while giggling and twirling in a circle. Potter stormed over fuming and his face red with his fists tightly clenched. I giggled and fell down onto the flower patch that was near the lake.
"No one cares about the little snakes in the garden and the snakes care not for each other. What a sad and tragic life? Should it end. Maybe or maybe not? Blood is life energy and red. Scarlet is such a pretty color." I said to Potter happily while smiling. "Want to see, Potter? I can slit my wrist open and see the lovely scarlet blood rush out like a pretty waterfall."
Potter didn't look angry for being made fun, but had a look of horror on his face. I couldn't stop myself from pointing my wand onto my own wrist. I'm afraid and my heart is pounding in terror along with silent tears running down my cheeks. No one would care if a Slytherin commited suicide not even a Slytherin. Then a hand smacked my wand out of my hand and grabbed said wand swiftly. I was dragged to an area that was unseen to others and my heart had stopped pounding.
"You are Sirius's younger brother regardless of all other things. I won't let you kill yourself." Potter said to me firmly and I blinked in confusion. "I'm casting an Anti-Suicide spell onto you."
Potter was serious and it was no trick.
"Len McCoy spiked my food again with Essence of Insanity." I said calmly to Potter.
"Essence Of Insanity." Potter repeated back to me and I nodded.
"Correct. It is not illegal, but can be quite dangerous for the one that drinks it along with others around said person." I told Potter calmly and his grip on my wrist was not tight or harsh. "I must speak with the House Elves since it is very dangerous to listen to a student's request of adding something."
Potter's grip tightened a little and I sighed lightly.
"It is dangerous no matter how simple. One must think of a possible negative reaction with a person's body and it can bloody kill someone. Anyone and everyone who has ever requested a little something to be added has been lucky that no one is dead yet. My suggestion is for everyone to get creative and quit tainting the good food that those House Elves worked so hard to make for everyone including ungrateful students." I said coldly while looking at Potter who looked a bit pale. "House against House or Houses perfectly wonderful food made by hard working House Elves should not be tainted. Also the trust that the House Elves have for everyone in this school should not be abused for any reason. Potions are dangerous and not meant to be abused. They are meant to help people not cause pain, humiliation, or anything negative."
Potter looked thoughtful and then nodded.
"You are not like what Sirius has said about you." Potter said to me in a stunned voice.
"I'm my own person." I replied smoothly. "I'm just me not anyone else. I'm not like my Brother, but I'm not like Mother or Father. I have my own views and beliefs, but no one has bothered to ask me. Always negative since after all I'm a Black and a Slytherin. "
Potter looked surprised and I sighed heavily to myself.
"I won't ever really like you because you and the other students at Hogwarts took Sirius away from me. To be honest Sirius will not believe you since he is blinded by pride and sheer stubbornness. He'll only be angry with you if you so much as say my name." I stated flatly and I smiled bitterly. "I have no idea as to why he bloody hates me so damn much. My only option was Slytherin since Mother and Father would be furious. Sirius was the one that they cared for the most since he is their first born while I'm only the back up if he screws up royally."
"You are different from what Sirius has said about you." Potter said to me calmly and I smiled in a bitter manner.
"He just doesn't understand and to be honest he is quite sheltered. I'm protecting him from Mother and Father. They wanted to take him out of Hogwarts, but I convinced them otherwise." I replied smoothly and kept on smiling bitterly. "I do not want him to be disowned. I still care and love my brother despite his obvious hate of me."
"Do not mention this to my brother since he will be quite upset and won't believe you. More than likely yell and he can be very stubborn." I added lightly as I walked away after Potter gave me back my wand, but then I heard Potter ask a question.
"Do you hate Muggle-Borns?" Potter asked me and I sighed.
"No." I replied simply and lost track of time as I walked back to Hogwarts. I walked to the Kitchens and went inside. I hate the fact that some people are willing to exploit House Elves and they are innocent not to mention very loyal to those that treat them with respect. I managed to convince the House Elves to say no to any requests regarding adding items into the food. I plan on informing the Head Master about it tomorrow and I walked out then I saw Sen McCoy. I smirked as I hid from his sight and I silently casted a spell onto him. The spell will make it so that when he saw his brother that he will think it is me and I walked to the Slytherin common room. Arty grabbed me and pulled me into the third year bedroom.
"Reggy, I know that bastard Len McCoy drugged with the Essence Of Insanity." Arty said to me and I just nodded.
"I heard yesterday that Sen McCoy kissed yo—" Arty started to say, but I glared at him harshly.
"Shut up, I hated it. That did not count." I snapped viciously and Arty mutely nodded in agreement.
"How you would like to be kissed in such a manner, Darling Little Arty?" I asked happily while giggling in a hysterical manner and Arty slowly backed away onto my bed. My actions and words that I couldn't control damn that Essence of Insanity. I kissed Arty on the lips and my tongue went inside, but Arty didn't bite it. His arms were around me in a hug and his legs were between my legs. I was snogging him and his knee went up towards my private area not in a manner of violence. I moaned and now I'm back in control. I pulled away in horror and my hands felt my tear stained face.
"I'm so sorry, Arty. I couldn't fight that Essence Of Insanity." I said while my body shook and tears kept on flowing down my cheeks. Arty pulled me into his lap and held me while resting his chin onto the top of my head.
"Come on, Reggy. I don't hate you." Arty said to me firmly as he held me tightly in his arms and I felt relieved. "Never you, Reg. I would not ever hate you."
"Arty, You and Severus have to stay away from me." I said softly and tried to get out of his arm, but Arty held me firmly and I felt incredibly weak not to mention drained.
"Hell no, I'm not leaving me." Arty said to me firmly and I sighed heavily. "Let's go to the Head Master that goody good Dumbledore. I don't like him, but he might be able to help you."
I nodded mutely and Arty let go of me. We walked out of the Slytherin Third Year Bedroom and went on our way to the Head Master's Office.
"I could go in with you." Arty said to me quietly and I shook my head.
"No, Arty. It is quite alright, I will be alright, and be calm." I replied to Arty smoothly and then said the password. I walked inside and saw the Head Master Professor Dumbledore. For a brief moment I saw that he looked a bit surprised, but I suppose it is because most Slytherin do not willing go to his office. I can't fault him for looking surprised and I took a small breath then released it.
"Hello, Mr. Black. What brings you here to my office?" Dumbledore asked me calmly and I know that the Slytherin is not his favorite, but then again almost everyone in the three other Houses hate Slytherin .
"Hello, Professor Dumbledore." I replied calmly and felt a bit awkward.
"Please, Do take a seat." He said to me and I sat down onto the chair. I felt a bit more relax, but still had a slight sense of nervousness. I bit my lip and had no idea as to how I should tell Professor Dumbledore.
"Would you like a lemon drop?" Professor Dumbledore asked me and I looked him in the eyes.
"Yes, Please. Thank You." I said to Professor Dumbledore as I took the lemon drop and plopped into my mouth. I trust that the Head Master would not poison or cause damage to any of the Hogwarts Students regardless of their House.
"Sorry for wasting your time so far, but I have to inform you of something." I said calmly to him as I looked him directly in the eyes. I have to inform him about Len McCoy spiking my food from yesterday and today with Essence Of Insanity. I can't go on like this with unstable emotions and the close calls. The fear and horror of really being dead and the fact of the matter it was almost done by my own wand. The possibility of hurting my friends or my brother is even more horrific and terrible then the thought of almost killing myself with my own wand. I cleared my throat and forced myself to speak more.
"Professor Dumbledore, Len McCoy spiked my food yesterday and today with Essence of Insanity. My proof are the House Elves that described what it looked like and so on, but not knowing about what it can do or even the name of it. I do not blame the House Elves for they too were victims and cruelly exploited by an ungrateful student. I overheard Len McCoy bragging about it." I said to Professor Dumbledore calmly as I held my hands together to keep myself occupied.
"Please do go on, ." Professor Dumbledore said to me kindly and I bit my lip. Should I tell him about Sen McCoy? About what he did and last year. I furiously wiped my eyes to keep my tears from making their way down to my cheeks and I tried to speak, but it was too painful to tell. I was so weak, caught off guard, and ill-prepared not to mention last year Potter saved me from Sen McCoy.
"Professor Dumbledore, It is too painful to say out loud. If it is not too much trouble please do ask Sen McCoy what he did to me yesterday and what he tried last year." I said to him quietly and I kept eye contact with Professor Dumbledore. I remember the pure terror I had felt when Sen McCoy forced onto me a French Kiss and what he tried to do last year.
"It is not too much trouble. I will ask Sen McCoy." Professor Dumbledore replied calmly, but I can tell by his eyes that he was not happy and more than likely my fault. "It will be alright, Regulus Black."
"Thank You, Professor Dumbledore." I said to him calmly and it felt like a weight was lifted. In the end Sen and Len McCoy were both expelled from Hogwarts. I was in the Hospital Wing for two weeks without my wand for my own safety along with others safety.
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