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Hi there everybody. First, I wanted to apologize for my long absence. I have been extremely busy for the past 6 months or so. I got a new job, working almost full time hours, and I have to say, I'm not used to that.

Second, I have been sick... a lot :/
In the past 4 months, I have had Strand A flu, swine flu, strep throat, and the nastiest cold that flaired up my bronchitis. If I wasn't taking medicine, I was asleep lol. I hope my bad luck with illnesses has finally come to an end.

Thirdly, I just haven't really been inspired. I'll be completely honest with you, season 5 has really sucked for me. I personally feel like this season is one of the worst ones. I won't go into the gory details really, I just feel like the writing has been very lazy. Some examples are:

I feel like the characters are acting like complete noobs. Best example of this: When Rick's little posse captures the couple of police officers from the hospital, Sasha willingly walks alone with one of them, and decides to show pity about some random walker the guy knows. She isolates herself from her group and the cop took advantage of that, knocking her out, and escaping. WHAT THE HECK? That was just... completely idiotic! I feel like in previous seasons, the group would not be so careless. This is one of the best examples, but if you are curious to know my other examples, feel free to message me about it.

Beth's death... Words cannot describe how utterly angry I am about this. It was by far the worst death, because it was done for all the wrong reasons. The writers/producers openly admitted that they killed her off to progress Daryl's story, which is completely stupid. "Oh, lets kill the little girl so a man can feel some feels!" NO NO NO NO NO NO NO. If you are going to kill off an amazing character WHO HAD AN AMAZING STORY LINE AND HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL, PLEASE DO IT WITH SOME CLASS. Don't just shoot her in the head and call it quits. In Beth's episodes, she was extremely aware of her surroundings. She took precaution, and actually thought abou ther actions. Killing her off by making her act like an emotional women who randomly stabs somebody IN THE SHOULDER is completely idiotic! UGH. I have just about had it up to here at this point.

Ever since her death, I have not watched the show really. I have seen the major points in each episode and I have already witnessed Tyreese's death, which to me, was extremely pointless as well. It feels like they are killing people off for the sake of killing them off. I understand, wanting to progress with the show, but please have some class. Kill your characters off with a sense of dignitiy and purpose, not to just do it for ratings.

I may recieve hate for this, but I feel like a better choice for killing a character off would have been somebody like Carol. She has lived her life. She went from an abused little mouse, to depressed childless mom, to outspoken not following the rules at the prison, to never seeing her, to badass who blows up Terminus, and now again accepted member of Rick's group. What else can you do with her? I feel like there could be an awesome way to kill this character off with some purpose, perhaps saving everybody's butt again? Or perhaps Glen, or Maggie? Both would be extremely sad, but maybe they died protecting the other? Now all Maggie is good for is being depressed big sis and Glen keeping a suicide watch on her.

Even though I have been feeling a little bitter, I am trying to get more excited over my favorite TV show again. I hope I do, I have tickers to Walker Stalker Con in Dallas on March 14! I'm so excited to see Emily (Beth)! If you would like, I plan on taking many pictures there and will gladly share my experience for you guys :)

I plan on uploading more chapters soon. I miss writing, it was very stress relieving, and lord knows I could use more of that haha! Bear with me, I'm am working on it! In fact, I'm hoping to have another chapter coming up within the next couple days :)

Before I end this little update, I just wanted to add this. If anybody has any thoughts they would like to share with me, wether it is about this update, current chapters, old chapters, possible new stories in the future, Walker Stalker Con, or anything at all, I am creating a new gmail for this FanFiction account. You are welcome to message me at anytime. I personallly feel like it will be easier to communicate than what is on FanFiction. Reviews are still welcomed, if you prefer it that way :) the gmail account will be deviousandifanfiction . I will attach that email at the end of every story, so you can have full access to it at anytime. I look forward to hear from you, with any thoughts!

Thanks for being so patient with me. I am honestly surprised that many of you are still hanging around with my stories. Thank you, and I will be writing soon! :D