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No Renesmee, I thought, shaking my head. What was I thinking? "I'm sorry… um.. Alec," I emphasized his name. "But I don't think this would be a good idea. But maybe some other time." I tried to sound cheery. I didn't want to hear his smooth as silk voice. I wanted to never hear him speak so he wouldn't mess up my thinking. He opened his mouth to speak but I ran towards Jake's house, fast.I ran so fast, branches were scratching my face and were creating little bleeding tears on my cheeks. I burst through his front door.
"Jake?" I called. Billy wheeled around the corner from watching his game on TV. "Everything okay?" he asked me, looking worried. "Yeah, everything's fine." I responded absentmindedly. "Is Jake home?" "Yes, he is. Jake!" Billy called. I pushed by him and ran to his room opening the door without knocking. Jake was standing there in his boxers, holding two shirts in front of him. I froze. He looked at me."Sorry." I mumbled, turning to leave. "Ness, it's fine." He replied. My face felt hot and red. I stared at the floor. "What's going on?" He asked.
"I got angry at Mom and Dad." He laughed. "Who doesn't get mad at their parents every now and then?" He put the shirts down and grabbed me in a bear hug. I tried not to cry. He was so warm. "Then on the way over here I saw some vampire." His arms loosened around me. He took a step back, looking me up and down. "What did they do?" He asked. "What did they look like? What was there name?" His questions were shooting out without giving me a chance to answer. "It doesn't matter." I said. "I'm here."
"Did the blood sucker hurt you?" "No." I said back. "Are you hungry? No. I just want it to be like when I was younger and we messed around with the car in the garage, and we sleep under the stars. Do you remember that?" I asked. "Yes." He said calmly."Is that what you want to do?" "After you put some clothes on!" I said, gently punching him in the stomach. He laughed.
"Fine." He said. I met him out in the garage. He threw me a tool bag. I caught it and placed it on the floor while I pulled my hair back. "The car doesn't really need much fixing." He said. "But if you want to mess around with it you can."I picked up the tool bag again and slid under the car. My eyes wandered looking for anything to fix.
After about two hours with the car I made pasta while I taught him how to make the sauce. He tried to cut the tomatoes and mash them and add the right amount of oil, but pretty soon it was me doing the making and him doing the watching. We atw with Billy, in front of the TV. Soon we were lying in sleeping bags looking up at the stars. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you too Nessie." Jake said, I could hear the rustle of him turning over in his sleeping bag to face me. I kept looking straight up at the stars. "How mad do you think Mom and Dad will be when I show up tomorrow?" He sighed. "Pretty mad. But I'll be right there, by your side. Good pasta by the way."
"Thanks." I said. "You made the sauce." "With your help." He said. "Why were you angry at Bella and Edward? What did they say?" Jacob asked face turned red and felt hot, yet again. "Nothing, really." I responded. "Ness, clearly it wasn't nothing." "They were angry because we kissed." I said, finally rolling over to face him. A slow smile crept onto his face.
"Did you say anything about them?" He asked as his smile spread. "I did." I said. Jacob rolled over completely with his sleeping bag until he was a few inches away from my face. He moved my hair. My heart beat fast. He fingers gently lifted my chin towards his and my lips met his. After a moment he moved away. He stood up quickly. "What is it?" I asked. He looked deep into the woods. He motioned me to be quiet and then grabbed my arm, pulling me up.I heard a crunch of leaves. Then Seth came barreling through the woods.
"Hey guys. Did I interrupt anything?" He asked. Jake was not smiling. "Yes, actually you did." "Jake, it's fine." I said, laughing and running towards Seth. He picked me up and spun me in a circle. "I haven't seen your face in forever!" He said. I heard Jake growl slowly and quietly. I laughed nervously. And walked back to Jake. "We're just friends." I said. "Calm down." Jake's shoulders relaxed. "Hi Seth." He said, walking up to him. They shook hands. "Hungry?" I asked Seth. "We made pasta and sauce." "Sure," Seth said as we all walked in the house. It was good I was enjoying today because you can't always tell what will happen tomorrow.