Hello everyone, I am posting early today: O can you believe that? Really I shouldn't be since I am not too happy with the fact that you are slacking on the reviews, is it really that hard to give me some feedback? *puppy dog face* Just to know if I am doing Ok? It makes me feel like you guys have lost interest in my story; do you believe it is not interesting anymore? Well…there will be a few more chapters, but this is kind of like the climax so it will be over soon, after all you like I said it seems like people are losing interest. I enjoy writing this a lot, especially this chapter for some reason…maybe I am just evil…cause this chapter is kind of like heartbreaking…so prepare yourselves to cry! XD btw Rose Heaven and Tears Bad, love you! Love you! Love you! I send a hug your way thnks for being there for me :D

By the way there is a long note at the end about how I did this week and just random stuff for those who even care about my life XD

Disclaimer: I sadly don't have the right to claim the characters in this story as mine…except Keith, that annoying brat is mine Well the rest belong to Masashi Kishimoto whom I hate…

Rating: M This is yaoi and you all have noticed by now that I take it seriously, if you don't like it I kindly ask you to click the back button and if you do…I welcome you into the Yaoi world hope you enjoy it!

Chapter: 14

Was it Really Just a Game?

Naruto's P.O.V

I stood there staring at my phone, wondering what the hell I was supposed to do. Or more like convincing myself that listening to Sai was not wise at all. After all, what good would come out of listening to the man who cheated on me? I spend ten whole minutes debating this in my head, which why I can't figure out why in the world I texted him back saying that I would meet him. Sasuke stirred on the bed, I erased both Sai's message and my response as he looked up at me.

"What are you doing out of bed" he asked sleepily.

"Checking my facebook alets? They just keep flooding the goddamn phone" I complained.

"It's four in the morning, could you do that later, get back in here with me, its cold" he extended his hand and I took it, and he pulled me towards him, it was warm and cozy. His whole body went fit against mine as he hugged me towards him.

"Don't leave bed like that" he mumbled.

"I'm sorry, I was thirsty" I said, my voice still shaking a bit. It seemed like he was going to go back to sleep again, but I just couldn't keep my body from shaking. Maybe I was still mad about what Keith had said, or maybe my feelings were just becoming too overwhelming.

"What's wrong?" he asked

"Sasuke, I want you to be honest with me" I said, my voice barely a whisper, upon hearing this he straightened, and sat us both on the bed. His gaze looked concerned, and I wondered if he really was acting, if he really would forget, if I was his game.

"Honest about what?"

"What am I to you?" I asked, and he frowned.

"Naruto, you're my boyfriend, I'm dating you"

"For how long?" I asked my voice faltering

"What's brought forth all this questions, we just had a great time" I almost scoffed.

"I'm not talking about us having sex, I'm talking about you and me and why Keith thinks you're going to get bored of me and send my sorry ass out the door as soon as it happens" Sasuke's face seemed shocked for a moment.

"Keith talked to you?" he asked, his voice incredulous.

"He did, he told me a lot of things I didn't like "

"You'd rather believe Keith than me?" my breath faltered, as I tried to keep the revolting feelings inside of me at bay.

"This is not about Keith, or whom I believe! You have been hiding something from me since the beginning and its killing me. If we are really dating then why can't you be honest with me? Why can't you tell me the truth?" My mouth snapped shut; I would not cry in-front of Sasuke. His gaze looked conflicted.

"I already told you the past does not matter" he whispered.

"I want to know, I need to know" My hand grazed his check.

"I need you to believe in me" Anger, exasperation, sorrow, love, yearn, they were all mixed.

"I don't want excuses Sasuke, I beg you. We need to make this work, we need to be honest with each other, I don't want to lose you" I whispered back, as I caressed his cheek.

"And that's exactly why I won't tell you" he answered back, slapping my hand away. I stared, shocked, and lost. I stood from bed, as I walked towards the door, I grabbed the handle.

"You won't be honest with me but I will be with you, Sai contacted me, and I am meeting him, if you won't give me answers then I will look for them elsewhere"

And with that I walked away, he didn't even call me back once, didn't scream at me, out of anger, or desperation, or maybe even fear, that's how much I meant to him, that's how much he cared. I bit my lip, almost hard enough to bleed, as a lonely tear slipped through my cheek. I walked back through the hollow halls of the mansion. The library room was open; I grabbed the door softly and peeked inside. Itachi was sitting quietly over one of the comfortable looking chairs, a book rested on his lap. A creaking noise erupted from where I was standing and his head shot up.

"Who's there?" he asked his voice low and calm, I wiped the falling tear away and stepped inside, I tried to smile, I really did. For some reason though I just couldn't get it right.

"It's me" I croaked, wincing as I heard my own voice. He looked up and stared at me, I felt naked under his gaze, weak, I was about to explode, I had to get out of here. I leaned against the door.

"Well, I'm leaving right now…to my apartment that is, could you tell your brother to send my things back, thanks for letting me stay here in your house" That was a long sentence, but it came out mostly normal.

"Why don't you tell him?" he said, I winced, it seemed like he regretted asking me though.

"I will tell him, don't worry about it…are you ok?" his gaze was solely trained on me and he just looked too much like sasuke, I couldn't take it.

"I am going to be ok, thanks" I said as I turned, and left the house. I had to walk all the way to the apartments, this time it wasn't like when I broke up with Sai, I would stay calm. I would not break down, or try to victimize myself; this is not over yet, this time I won't give up so easily. Light was creeping up the sky as I entered my apartment and threw myself on the bed. I stared at the ceiling, this time I allowed a few more tears to slip by.

Sasuke's P.O.V.

He slipped from underneath my fingers, I saw him leave as I steeled myself for the sense of loneliness that would assault me the moment he closed that door. I just couldn't tell him about how I had fooled all those boys…I just knew he would not trust me if I told him how much I had hurt everyone else that came before him. He would not look at me with that love filled gaze if he knew I was planning on doing the same thing to him. Maybe Itachi had been right all along, his words still went through my head…

One day you will regret you've hurt them all, it's going to come back and hit you hard, someone will make you crumble just like you made them fall apart.

At the time I had just scoffed, and laughed, I wouldn't get serious with no one. I didn't need someone to be attached to, or at least that's what I had believed before a blonde blue eyed angel swept me off my feet. I rubbed my face with my hands as I lay back on the bed. What was I going to do now? I just couldn't let him go could I?

Naruto's P.O.V.

By the time I opened my eyes again it was about noon, I caught the flashing light on my cell and grabbed it, hoping it would be a text from Sasuke. But it was not Sasuke, it was Sai. He wanted to meet me today at the mall at about one. So I answered back telling him I would be there, and went to take a shower. I decided I would buy something to eat at the mall, so I made my way; I got there just in time. Sai was standing in-front of some restaurant I had never gone to. I gave him a weak hi as we sat on the outside tables. The waitress took our orders and said she would be right back with our drinks, as she smiled flirtatiously from me to Sai.

"I'm glad you came" Said Sai.

"Well, I don't really know why I came" I answered back

"Probably because something bad happened with Sasuke" he said very sure of himself, which annoyed the hell out of me.

"Just tell me why you called me here Sai; there are things I need to take care of"

"Aren't you going to tell me how you've been at least, how's life going?" he asked, and I just rolled my eyes.

"Aren't you going to tell me how Sakura is doing?" I retorted, and he just looked like somebody had slapped him on the face.

"I did tell you I was not seeing her anymore"

"Such a pity, you two looked great together" I answered, and a flash of anger passed through his eyes, he grabbed my hand.

"Look I know I hurt you, I did wrong, I did not love her, and I have no excuse for what I did, but don't try to pretend that it didn't affect you because I know it did!"

"How do you even know it affected me Sai?"

"Because it affected me too, loosing you…I still can't quite assimilate it" I had to double take that as I stared at him quietly and undid his grasp on my hand carefully.

"There is no going back Sai, were over"

"So are you going to be over with the Uchiha too? After I tell you what I came to tell you here today? Would you really not give him a second chance?" His eyes were fixed on me.

"Sasuke's different" I whispered, I was infatuated with the man. In a way I had never been before…

"That is so unfair" Sai whispered, his eyes showed how much my words had hurt him.

"I like him too much"

"You didn't like me enough to want me back, that's being cruel" he said quietly.

"My conscience can't rule over my feelings I can't help it" We both stared everywhere but at each other, as we took the time to get our game back together. We hadn't talked rationally after breaking up, did not have time to apologize properly. It had hurt us both. But for me what mattered right now was Sasuke, who he really was. And to prepare my heart for what Sai would tell me.

"Even if you don't come back to me, I don't want Sasuke to have you" he said quietly.

"I will be the one to make that call Sai"

"You will only get hurt again if you go back to him"

"Just drop the bomb already, tell me, show me how much of a monster he is" I said, Sai took a minute, and placed a yellow folder on the table.

"Sasuke likes to date different kinds of boys, he usually date's them so that he can take them to bed. He's a playboy Naruto. He goes through the whole trouble of courting them, giving them gifts, sweet talking them, winning them over body and heart, but once he gets them to bed, once he gets his fill on them, he throws them away like trash, he never really had feelings towards them"

I stared at Sai, that couldn't be true... I was about to argue when he opened the folder, it was filled with pictures. All kinds of boys were in them, there were so many. And they were all beautiful, hot, enticing, the kind of boy's you would show off to your friends. My heart kept constricting picture after picture. They kept knocking the air out of me. I scattered them all over the table with trembling hands.

"I'm sorry Naruto, you were just his game all along" he whispered, as the sea of pictures grew larger, and there the last picture on the folder, I recognized that boy, his blonde hair and blue eyes. That was me. Whatever I had prepared my heart for, it didn't hold, I could feel it crumbling under me…falling to pieces, was this all really just a game?

Muahahahahahahahahahaha Don't you just love my cliffhangers: D let's see if I can get you r interest back with this! XD Please review and review! I love you all Now for my private note

Private note:

Well people I did get surgery this Sunday, and I got to see the place they cut on Monday when they changed the bandages, it was purple and yellowish and ugly and I almost feinted when I looked at the stitches….horrible….so horrible it was a traumatic experience. But not to worry I am doing fine now, its healing very well and it looks like it will leave no scar XD.

I also wanted to share with all of you that I did went to the Harry Potter premier and it was a-ma-zing! I just loved it XD for some reason it only encourages me more into writing a Drarry oneshot, I am doubting my writing abilities on it tough, oh indecision proves to be evil.

Well I have been on bed the whole week, and as soon as I could sit without complaining I started writing this which is why you are getting it early, you can imagine it is not so bad after it stops hurting and people are tending to you…it is bad when they forget they have you confined to bed and don't prepare food….i could starve…. Well if you want to hear more about my complicated life I could tell more XD but ill stop here lol I love you all and I hope you enjoyed this chapter Love

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