"You stupid ass," I muttered to myself as I went into our, I mean, my bedroom. I couldn't believe I said that out loud. Was I trying to scare her? "Stupid impulsive ass." I ran my fingers through my hair as I flopped down on the bed. I just needed some time to think. I knew it wasn't the best thing to leave her in there like that, but she had to understand. Sometimes it was hard, and right now it was one of those times.
I wasn't frustrated with her, but with myself. I knew how she'd react. That's why I didn't want to tell her in the first place. I was such an idiot. I always rushed. But, she was worth rushing in over. I had to slow down.
It was sweet of her to let me have the quiet on the ride to work. I almost expected her to go in her own truck. But, I'm glad I didn't piss her off that much. I wanted her ride with me. I always felt better when she was with me. I didn't trust her truck either.
I slipped her a drink without even having her ask. I knew what she liked. It was my little way to say everything would be back to normal soon. I think everyone needs time to brood sometimes. This was mine.
Then Jacob. Goddamn Jacob. I was glad that no one seem to notice my flash of anger when I saw him across from her. I wanted to kill him. Okay, he was normally an okay guy, when he wasn't hitting on my girlfriend. But, I wish he'd give me another reason to punch him. One that was a little more obvious. One good slug. That's all I wanted. I would make sure that it counted.
And, then she kissed me.
Damn...
She never had kissed me like that before. It took me a moment to react, moaning loudly into her warm little mouth as I grabbed on for dear life. It was sexy to see her forceful like that. Bella was normally such a shy person. I didn't know what came over her, but I love it.
Lust was more than clouding my brain. The urge to give her a 'Texas screw' right on the bar was overwhelming. She just claimed me and I wanted to do the same to her. I wanted to throw her back and have her scream my name so the whole city of Seattle knew who she belonged to.
Of course there was other people around. Not just people, but the boss. I released her as quickly as possible when I figured out who it was behind us. And the way that Bella pouted about the whole thing told me that she wasn't ready for this to be done either.
If it hadn't been so damn busy I would have thanked her, over and over again, somewhere private. But, that was simply the lust talking. I didn't want to treat Bella like that. Well, I did, but I knew she deserved better and I would give it to her. I'd give her whatever she wanted.
At the end of the night Jacob cornered me in the employee lounge. This didn't surprise me at all. I was a little surprised that he hadn't done it sooner though. I somewhat expected him to pounce on me as soon as Emmett walked off earlier in the night. Perhaps he was too in shock by what shy little Bella had done.
"Is she fucking with me?" He asked bluntly, his thick brown arms crossed over his massive chest. I could tell he was not happy at all about this by his stance. I wouldn't let him bother me though. I was still on cloud nine over that kiss.
"What do you mean?" I asked innocently, smiling inwardly at myself. .
"You know! Are you?" Jacob whined like a little girl. I fought the urge to tell him that. There was no need to start a fight with him tonight. I was ready to get home.
I rolled my eyes. "No, she just shoves her tongue down my throat to keep me on my toes." I said sarcastically.
"I'm serious!" He growled.
"Yes, we're dating. So, if I see you flirting with her again I'll rip your arm out of it's socket and beat you senseless with it. Got it?" I said, turning to look at him. I looked him dead in the eye, surprising him. I generally wasn't a violent man, but I could be if I wanted to. I would be with him if I needed to. And I'd enjoy it. A lot.
"Okay. Got it." He muttered, looking off first.
"That's is if she doesn't do it first." I smiled at him innocently. He snorted and walked out. I smiled to myself as I gathered my own things and Bella's. I hoped she was ready to go, because I knew I was. I was ready to be alone with her. I had to talk to her about some things. I had to ask her some questions. But most of all, I had to kiss her.
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So, when we ended up like we did, I was not surprised. In my truck, idling in our apartment's parking lot, making out like a couple of teenagers. Bella straddled my lap, her skirt riding up her bare thighs. My hands went to her backside, my fingers automatically playing with her panties. We hadn't had sex in almost two weeks and I was ready to pop. It was hard to sleep so close to her every night and not make love to her. And usually, that's what I wanted to do, make love to her. Now was different though. That little stunt at the bar was beyond hot and got me hard just thinking about it.
I began to kiss her neck, squeezing her ass as I did. She moaned, her back arching. With one hand I began to unbutton her shirt. Just the top couple so I could slide my hand into her shirt. I began to kneed her bra covered breast. I'm not sure if her nipples were hard because of the cold or because of me. I hoped it was because of me.
"Yes," she groaned as her head leaned back, giving me my answer. Her hand went to my jeans, unbuttoning them with a flick of her wrist. I had never seen her so graceful in her actions before. Usually clothing seem to fight with her, but it seem to know that tonight was not the right time to do that.
"Darlin, you keep doing that and we won't make it inside." I mumbled, my eyes moving over her sexy body.
"Mm, really?" She asked with a sly little smile. Suddenly her hand was in my pants. I growled loudly, surprised at her boldness. It was beyond hot. I leaned my head back against the rest for a moment, just enjoying the sensation of her warm hand around me.
"I'm about to fuck you senseless in public. Is that what you want?" I growled out, panting slightly. It was suppose to be a warning of sorts.
"God, yes." She answered, smashing her lips against mine again.
I was so into it that when the knock on my window came I jumped. "What the hell?" I groaned. I looked out and realized that we had fogged up the windows. I swiped my hand against the glass, trying to wipe away some of the moisture.
"And, what do you think you're doing?" Seth asked, a big smile on his face. I could tell he had a few drinks in him. But it was nothing to compared to Alice, who was hanging on his arm. She was blitzed. I had seen that face before and I knew what was going to happen to him tonight.
"Just a tad busy. What about you?" Bella answered sarcastically. She was leaning against me, hiding her chest from view.
"More like getting busy." Alice said sarcastically. Yes, completely smashed. "Come on, Seth. Lets the love birds be." She said, tugging him along.
"I'd go in the building before you get arrested!" Seth called as he was being dragged by a giggling and stumbling Alice.
"Oh, my god." Bella laughed, burying her face in my neck. "That's not embarrassing at all."
"Alice will never remember it." I chuckled.
"What about Seth?" She asked, pulling back to look at me, raising an eyebrow.
"Oh, Seth won't say anything..." I said, trailing off only to finish the sentence in my mind. 'Or I'll tell everyone about that third nipple I warned him about.'
"I guess it doesn't even matter anyway." She smiled at me.
I grinned at her and like she had done to me earlier, I grabbed her collar. I pulled her to me, kissing her wildly. "Come on, darlin. Seth's right. We need to get inside."
I admit it, I messed with her the entire elevator ride. My hand slipped under her skirt and traced my fingers just under the hem of her cute little cotton panties. I couldn't wait to take them off of her. Her back was pressed against my chest as I kissed her neck, my other hand massaging her breast through the shirt. She was leaning against me for support by the time we made it to the apartment.
"Jasper, what are you trying do to me?" She said breathlessly, stumbling to the apartment. I swiftly pulled out my keys and let us in. I closed the door behind us before I said anything.
"Just this..." I said before grabbing her up in my arms, her legs automatically going around my waist. She was a little above me, her breasts practically in my face. I buried my face in them, kissing them lightly as my hands groped her ass after tugging off her jacket.
"Oh god..." She moaned, throwing her head back as I gently bit the side of her breast. "B-b-be-bed." Bella stuttered, trying to calm herself.
"Do you want me to take you to bed?" I asked, biting one of her perky nipples through her bra.
"Fuck, yes." She writhed against me.
"Such language." I teased walking us towards my room. I practically kicked the door down to get us in. "Naughty thing."
"Maybe you should punish me." She said slyly, her blush going from her forehead to her sloping breasts. I loved how she went from extremely bold to extremely shy.
"That sounds like an idea." I said, putting her down to her feet.
I painfully slowly began to undo her shirt, being overly gentle and slow with her. I knew it was torture. I tossed it to the floor, letting my hands caressing her shoulders gently. I went down on one knee and took off her shoes and socks for her. The entire time she watched me with wide eyes and panting breaths. As I stood back up I dragged my fingers up her calves to her knees. Next to go was her skirt, unzipping and letting it pool to the floor.
I smiled innocently at her, touching my fingertips over the straps of her bra. "Turn around for me."
"Jasper, what are you doing?" She said as she did as I asked.
With one hand I undid her bra. I pushed it off of her shoulders, tossing it to the floor. I leaned in as I hooked my thumbs into her innocent white panties. I whispered into her ear as I pushed them down. "Punishing you. Get on your hands and knees." I said in the softest voice I could manage. I knew she wasn't expecting this.
She shuddered, a chill running over her body as she did what I told her to. I smiled at what I saw. Perfection. I ran my hand over bottom before giving her a playful smack. She squealed and giggled. "Jasper..." She said, drawing out my name.
"Yes, darlin?" I asked, kneading the flesh gently.
"If you punish like this I'm going to be bad all the time." She laughed, turning back to look at me.
"Hm, maybe I'm not doing it right then." I said as I ran my hand over her spine. Before she could comment I gave her another little pop, a little harder this time. To my surprised she moaned loudly. Though I was turned on before, I was completely hard now. I loved that sound. "Is that better?"
"Yes..." She said, nodding her head, not even looking at me.
I repeated the action on the other cheek, earning another sultry moan. I leaned down and lightly kissed the red spot, feeling the hot flesh under my lips. I could smell her sweet arousal and I had to taste it. Without any preamble I licked her already dripping folds. I did it over and over again, bringing the liquid into mouth. "You taste so good." I moaned against her.
"Jasper. Please, I need you inside of me." She panted.
That was the first time that I realized that I was wearing clothes. Everything. Even my jacket. I have never stripped so fast in my life before. I'm surprised that I didn't trip over myself trying to get my stuff off. I needed her as much as she needed me, maybe more so. Probably more so.
She surprised me when I reached for my dresser, about to pull out a condom. We had talked about this before and I wasn't going to go back on that. "No. I want to feel all of you. Please?"
"Are you sure?" I asked, gently stroking her outer thigh with my finger tips. I remembered how amazing she felt last time and I twitched at the thought of being like that again.
"God, yes! Please!" She begged, looking over her shoulder at me, still on her hands and knees. I didn't need anything else. I grabbed her hips and forced myself fully into her with one sharp movement.
The shriek that came from her surprised me. I instantly stopped, still in her completely. "Bella, a-are you okay?"
"Mm, yes. Harder."
I knew she could feel me twitch inside of her. I'm sure my eyes glazed over at her words. My grip tighten as I began to move, forcing myself into her completely before pulling almost completely out then slamming back in. She bucked back against me, adding to the sensation. The slapping of flesh against flesh, mixed with our moans, was extremely erotic. I was going to explode soon if I didn't do something. Something to distract myself.
"Touch yourself." I commanded, still moving in her.
"What?" She asked, shocked at my request. I wasn't sure if she understood it.
"Rub your clit for me, Bella." I growled.
She sunk down onto one of her elbows, her other hand going between her legs. I was hitting a whole new angle. She was as slick as could be, making it effortless. The moment her fingers touched herself she moaned loudly, shoving her face in the blanket to muffle the noise.
"That's it, darlin. Come for me." I pleaded, feeling like I would die soon if I didn't feel her.
Only a second later I felt her body throb, trying to milk me dry. I groaned, gritting my teeth as I kept myself from following her. I couldn't yet. I didn't want this night to be over yet. I leaned over, resting my face against her back as I tried to steady myself. I held her hips to me, not even moving an inch. If I did it would be all over in an instant.
As soon as the spasms stopped I pulled out. I knew she couldn't touch me at that second or I'd probably spurt all over her. That's not embarrassing at all. I flopped back on the bed, breathing deeply still. Bella was still on her knees beside me, panting. She looked up at me, her eyes glittering with her pleasure. I loved that look. I grabbed her face and pulled her to me, kissing her wildly. My fingers tangled into her hair, massaging the back of her neck.
"That was amazing, Jasper." She said, her face red and her lips swollen.
"I love watching you come. Bella, I want to make you come again." I announced. She smiled brightly as she began to inch her body closer to mine. I knew what she had in mind. She wanted a ride. Bella could have that in a minute. I grabbed her hips and pulled her roughly upwards. I positioned her body over my face.
"What are you doing?" She asked for the second time tonight.
I didn't answer as I dove straight into her. I ate her with abandon, massaging her firm little ass. She threw her head back in that way she does, moaning loudly. Both of her hands grabbed my headboard, holding on for dear life.
Her hips bucked as I sucked on her delicious clit, flicking my tongue against it over and over again. My hands held her in place, massaging her flesh as she pressed against my face. I could feel the liquid flow over my skin. I moaned against her, enjoying this far more than I probably should.
"Oh, god... Jasper... Jasper... sweetie, stop. Stop for a minute." She panted out.
I groaned loudly, probably pouting. "I'm not done yet." I complained.
"Good. I just wanted to shift around." She informed me as she stood.
"This is the best view... ever." I said, looking up at her body like this.
She giggled and carefully arranged herself so that she was facing the opposite direction. "Glad you like it because this is the weirdest thing I've ever done."
Bella stood there for a moment and I could almost see the cogs in her head turning. She didn't know how to rearrange herself. "Need some help there?"
"Um..." She said, looking down at me and blushing brightly. The look of bewilderment on her face as her brown hair draped around her head like a curtain. It was priceless, and very much Bella. One of the things that I loved about her.
I laughed at her expression and gently tugged at her knees, pulling her down on top of me. She giggled, looking down at me, who was now rather comfortably arranged between her legs, her knees on either side of my head. "I'll add that to list of things I've never done before and probably won't do again." She said embarrassedly.
"What? You don't like it when I do this?" I asked in a sweet voice before dragging the flat of my tongue against her clit. She bucked and moaned, all of the playfulness gone. Her hands rested on my chest, supporting herself as I assaulted her rougher than before.
"Uhhh... Jasper... yesss..." She panted her hands slipping down me.
Her next move surprised me, forcing me cry out with the pleasure of it all. She bent quickly and wrapped her lips around my length. I knew she was tasting herself on me and that made me even hotter. She held herself up with one hand while the other wrapped around me, massaging me in time with her mouth.
It didn't take us long to find a rhythm to our movements, going in time with each other. I couldn't even feel my arms anymore. I could only feel her mouth and her body against my own. We worked each other, loosing each other in it. Bella cried out against my head, panting out her pleasure as I felt her spill out over my lips. This in turn caused me to burst, falling apart at the seams. I hissed against her flesh, coming in her mouth hard.
Bella slowly moved away from me, careful not to knee me in the head. She laid her head on my chest, her fingers gripping my shoulder tightly. She slowly, sensually ran her thigh against my own, teasing me.
"Jasper..." She said, grabbing my attention. Bella lifted up on one arm, her brown orbs causing me to get lost again, but in a different way. I smiled at her, earning a smile from her. "Jasper." She cooed my name.
"Yes, my dear?" I smile, running my fingers through her thick chestnut brown hair.
"I'm not done yet." With that, she launched herself at my mouth. She grabbed either side of my face, straddling my waist at the same time. I could feel her wet flesh against my stomach. It took a moment for her words to filter through my head. Not done yet? She was going to kill me.
And, I was going to die happy.
Okay, first Jasper lemon. Did you like it?