The next moment I feel her soft lips on mine.
I don't move.
I think she's trying to create this romantic, dramatic scene like at the end of a movie, but this is real life.
It's not just a scene, and my life isn't a movie.
If we wouldn't have had that last conversation earlier, I would be so happy right now.
She's coming back for me, I would've thought.
She finally realised she loves me...
But I know that's not the case right now.
She's playing with me.
Again.
When she breaks the kiss, she's going to smirk at me and say ''I'll see you tomorrow, Britt-Britt..'' and then turn around and get in her car and drive away.
At least, if I stop standing here like a statue.
Which I don't.
It takes me a moment to realise she's looking at me.
She frowns, opens her mouth, and closes it again.
I can still cause her to be speechless. Mostly in a different way, but still.
I bite my lip, thinking of what to say.
I don't want to be rude, but I don't feel like being nice either.
The look on her face is priceless. desperate. non-understanding.
Ha. Her plan failed.
Don't be rude, Brittany, I think to myself. Just play along.
She's still staring at me.
I think she's disappointed or something.
You can play a game with me, but you can't prevent me from changing the rules .. I think and smile at myself, thinking my quote is brilliant.
But when she gives me a weird look, and wants to say something, I just smirk.
''I'll see you tomorrow, Santana.''
I close the door and as I lean against it, I know she's still there.
Ha.
The next morning I'm standing at her door.
I'm not nervous.
I'm not excited.
I'm not angry.
I don't know what I am.
I'm Brittany.
I press the doorbell and a couple of seconds later, the door swings open.
She smiles brightly. I hint a smile back and nod my head in the direction of the street.
She grabs her bag, shouts a bye at her mom and closes the door behind her.
''How are you?'' She asks me.
''I'm fine, you?''
''Okay .. How's your head?''
I wanted to ask her what was wrong with my head, but then I realised what was actually the very beginning of our day-at-home yesterday.
''It's okay. I really shouldn't have stayed home though.''
''Well, maybe that football was a sign.''
I frown.
A sign?
Seriously?
Okay, not that I hadn't thought about it that way, but seriously?
We walk further in silence, our hands occasionally touch.
She looks up.
I don't.
Thoughts?
