Hey readers!! Sorry I haven't been able to update lately. I'm on the swim team plus a bunch
of clubs and it takes a lot of my time. But the swim season is now over. And I have a bunch of
time. This chapter has been ready for a month but I havent been able to log in. I hope that you
havent forgotten about this!
There will be a chapter update by next week. Promise.
As for you that are questioning my immortality version. There are two major types of immortals you got you classic nothing can kill me, I'll forever stay young type of immortal and then you have your other type where they can be killed but if they are not they will live forever. As long as the body can fix it they will contiune to live. As in Serenas case the system can clean out the drugs, but it can not push a bullet out of the body, and if it can not push it out the bullet will remain and the body can not function right if the bullet is in taking up the space that is needed to work. Do you get what I am saying? Serena is the lower class of immortals where she can live forever as long as nothing messes up her insides so bad that the body can no longer function. And if you are thinking that the senshi are immortals you are kinda right, they are even lower class power than Serena and it takes less to kill them.
Oh and some of you are predicting or should I say you have been lead on wrong.
WARNING WARNING there is a part that is a little hentai it is no worse than a V.C. Andrews book, and yet not as bad either... I put up a little warning where it starts and where ends in case you don't want to read it.
Now on to the show I go.....
Finding Myself Chapter 12 Finding Love Again Rated H/PG-13 By Earth Angel
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The night became colder and I slept through it all. But my nightmares haunted me. I was always running in my sleep and tonight it seemed only worse. I felt the darkness come and the day break, but I could not open my eyes, I could not move. All I could do was lay there and feel the world around me. It wasn't long into the dawn did I finally feel the warmth and comfort around me, as someone strong picked me up off the cold stone. For a moment I was fourteen again and nothing could hurt me in my safe little world of make believe. The sent of roses filled my spirit world, and I knew that I was no longer alone. A soft hand touched my own, and a feeling of warmth and fresh energy seemed to flow into me. I felt my body being lifted and into strong arms, and I knew I was safe with this person.
I remained in the darkness but I started to drift away from my earth form, my mind was on other things tonight, and slowly light started to shine forth to me, and I found myself in the hospital. I drifted from room to room, realizing I had no control on where I was to go or to do. It was as if someone wanted me to see something. And even thought I had no control over where my spirit went, I wasn't scared. I found a waiting room, she sat her there, tears gathering in her eyes. Time had taken its toll on the once beautiful doctor, or maybe it was this ordeal. A younger man in a doctors scrubs walked into the room, a tired look was in his eyes. "Dr. Mizuno, we managed to remove the bullet and sew up the damage that it caused, luckily it didn't hit any organs. But she did lose a lot of blood and will be weak for the next couple of days."
(AN: HA! A bunch of you thought I killed Ami, WRONG!! hehehe)
I saw the relife in Dr. Mizuno's face, and I drifted into Ami's room. She was fast asleep, and IV hooked up to her arm, replaced the blood that once sept out of her body. I drifted and time seemed to pass, on the streets the people moved in fast forward there bodies moving like ghost through mine. But my strenght began to regather, and I was feeling for the first time in years, refreshed and young again. Its funny, I don't remember the last time I got a good nights sleep since I came to New York, and I don't think I went on one vacation either. I always had to work, or do something. I never had time to do something that I wanted to do. I never went a day without a care or worry. Even now I had one major worry filling my mind it was my nightmare.
I don't know how much time had pasted when I found myself in the cemetary, infront of a stone, the name freshly engraved into the granite. ZOYCITE. She was my fear, she was my worry. She had died once and she had come back. What was to stop her from coming back again? "Don't worry Serenity." No voice had spoken to me so clearly until that point. I knew that voice so well, it was a voice of crystal, a voice that had always comforted me when I needed it, the voice of a person that loved me and taken care of me, read me stories late at night, it was my mother, I had not seen her since I had left for New York. I looked up at the moon to see my mother appear in the ray of light. "She wont return daughter, don't let your worries ruin your life. You can't live your life in fear anymore, you need to be happy. Do what is in your heart." She slowly disappeared and her words of love hung in the air.
My eyes fluttered open to see a very white ceiling. I knew that ceiling, sure it was white and it had no texture, but I knew that ceiling. Hey you just know okay. As I pulled the blankets off around me I arosed the sent of roses, and as I sat up a man walked into the room. We took one look into each others eyes, and I knew that there was no way to deny who I was. He knew the color of my eyes better than he knew the color of a rose or the sea. The tray that he was carrying fell to the floor as we studied each other, he had aged little in the last few years, hints of wrikles sat upon his face, and tiredness rest in his weary eyes. Out came a harsh whisper from his soft lips, "Its you isn't it?" I knew I couldn't hide it and I wasn't sure if I wanted to. My shields around me were in tatters and he could easily search through my head and get his answers, so I didn't try to hide it. I ripped down my walls and showed all to him and shook my head in an answer yes. "Mamo-chan" I whispered with longing. I looked at him afraid of his reaction, a fear that I had come to know like you would a friend. He forgot the tray and came closer his lips came upon mine, hard and yet gentle. Like he was trying to make sure I was there but at the same time be tender.
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His tounge parted our lips as both of our tounges danced together. He pushed me down onto the bed, and we started stripping off each others clothing. I knew that we were going to far, and yet I couldn't stop him, and I couldn't stop myself. We were to lovers that had been kept apart when we shouldn't have. We needed to feel each other and be togther heart and soul. Our passion was a flame, as he sucked me, he hardness pushed into me. We made love like there was no tomorrow. Like all we had was now. We exploded and soared. Together in a rhymic beat. We were made to fit together like this for all eternity. We made love with passion and tenderness. I showed all to him. We were together heart and soul, forever bounded by our love for one another. He loved me for who I was, kissing away all my tears.
::Ends::
We made love into the early morning light and then again til mid afternoon. We didn't here the knocking at the door. When I awoke in Mamoru arms the sheets hidding our nakedness, I didn't expect to see another person come bursting through that bedroom door. "Just what the fuck do you think you are doing Mamoru!" Rei yelled when she saw the scene in the bedroom, to lovers caught red handed. But the surprise was on me the most, I didn't expect Rei's stomach to be swollen, large and round, showing off her pregancy.
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There will be a chapter update by next week. Promise.
As for you that are questioning my immortality version. There are two major types of immortals you got you classic nothing can kill me, I'll forever stay young type of immortal and then you have your other type where they can be killed but if they are not they will live forever. As long as the body can fix it they will contiune to live. As in Serenas case the system can clean out the drugs, but it can not push a bullet out of the body, and if it can not push it out the bullet will remain and the body can not function right if the bullet is in taking up the space that is needed to work. Do you get what I am saying? Serena is the lower class of immortals where she can live forever as long as nothing messes up her insides so bad that the body can no longer function. And if you are thinking that the senshi are immortals you are kinda right, they are even lower class power than Serena and it takes less to kill them.
Oh and some of you are predicting or should I say you have been lead on wrong.
WARNING WARNING there is a part that is a little hentai it is no worse than a V.C. Andrews book, and yet not as bad either... I put up a little warning where it starts and where ends in case you don't want to read it.
Now on to the show I go.....
Finding Myself Chapter 12 Finding Love Again Rated H/PG-13 By Earth Angel
@----------------------
The night became colder and I slept through it all. But my nightmares haunted me. I was always running in my sleep and tonight it seemed only worse. I felt the darkness come and the day break, but I could not open my eyes, I could not move. All I could do was lay there and feel the world around me. It wasn't long into the dawn did I finally feel the warmth and comfort around me, as someone strong picked me up off the cold stone. For a moment I was fourteen again and nothing could hurt me in my safe little world of make believe. The sent of roses filled my spirit world, and I knew that I was no longer alone. A soft hand touched my own, and a feeling of warmth and fresh energy seemed to flow into me. I felt my body being lifted and into strong arms, and I knew I was safe with this person.
I remained in the darkness but I started to drift away from my earth form, my mind was on other things tonight, and slowly light started to shine forth to me, and I found myself in the hospital. I drifted from room to room, realizing I had no control on where I was to go or to do. It was as if someone wanted me to see something. And even thought I had no control over where my spirit went, I wasn't scared. I found a waiting room, she sat her there, tears gathering in her eyes. Time had taken its toll on the once beautiful doctor, or maybe it was this ordeal. A younger man in a doctors scrubs walked into the room, a tired look was in his eyes. "Dr. Mizuno, we managed to remove the bullet and sew up the damage that it caused, luckily it didn't hit any organs. But she did lose a lot of blood and will be weak for the next couple of days."
(AN: HA! A bunch of you thought I killed Ami, WRONG!! hehehe)
I saw the relife in Dr. Mizuno's face, and I drifted into Ami's room. She was fast asleep, and IV hooked up to her arm, replaced the blood that once sept out of her body. I drifted and time seemed to pass, on the streets the people moved in fast forward there bodies moving like ghost through mine. But my strenght began to regather, and I was feeling for the first time in years, refreshed and young again. Its funny, I don't remember the last time I got a good nights sleep since I came to New York, and I don't think I went on one vacation either. I always had to work, or do something. I never had time to do something that I wanted to do. I never went a day without a care or worry. Even now I had one major worry filling my mind it was my nightmare.
I don't know how much time had pasted when I found myself in the cemetary, infront of a stone, the name freshly engraved into the granite. ZOYCITE. She was my fear, she was my worry. She had died once and she had come back. What was to stop her from coming back again? "Don't worry Serenity." No voice had spoken to me so clearly until that point. I knew that voice so well, it was a voice of crystal, a voice that had always comforted me when I needed it, the voice of a person that loved me and taken care of me, read me stories late at night, it was my mother, I had not seen her since I had left for New York. I looked up at the moon to see my mother appear in the ray of light. "She wont return daughter, don't let your worries ruin your life. You can't live your life in fear anymore, you need to be happy. Do what is in your heart." She slowly disappeared and her words of love hung in the air.
My eyes fluttered open to see a very white ceiling. I knew that ceiling, sure it was white and it had no texture, but I knew that ceiling. Hey you just know okay. As I pulled the blankets off around me I arosed the sent of roses, and as I sat up a man walked into the room. We took one look into each others eyes, and I knew that there was no way to deny who I was. He knew the color of my eyes better than he knew the color of a rose or the sea. The tray that he was carrying fell to the floor as we studied each other, he had aged little in the last few years, hints of wrikles sat upon his face, and tiredness rest in his weary eyes. Out came a harsh whisper from his soft lips, "Its you isn't it?" I knew I couldn't hide it and I wasn't sure if I wanted to. My shields around me were in tatters and he could easily search through my head and get his answers, so I didn't try to hide it. I ripped down my walls and showed all to him and shook my head in an answer yes. "Mamo-chan" I whispered with longing. I looked at him afraid of his reaction, a fear that I had come to know like you would a friend. He forgot the tray and came closer his lips came upon mine, hard and yet gentle. Like he was trying to make sure I was there but at the same time be tender.
:::Almost hentai part starts here::::
His tounge parted our lips as both of our tounges danced together. He pushed me down onto the bed, and we started stripping off each others clothing. I knew that we were going to far, and yet I couldn't stop him, and I couldn't stop myself. We were to lovers that had been kept apart when we shouldn't have. We needed to feel each other and be togther heart and soul. Our passion was a flame, as he sucked me, he hardness pushed into me. We made love like there was no tomorrow. Like all we had was now. We exploded and soared. Together in a rhymic beat. We were made to fit together like this for all eternity. We made love with passion and tenderness. I showed all to him. We were together heart and soul, forever bounded by our love for one another. He loved me for who I was, kissing away all my tears.
::Ends::
We made love into the early morning light and then again til mid afternoon. We didn't here the knocking at the door. When I awoke in Mamoru arms the sheets hidding our nakedness, I didn't expect to see another person come bursting through that bedroom door. "Just what the fuck do you think you are doing Mamoru!" Rei yelled when she saw the scene in the bedroom, to lovers caught red handed. But the surprise was on me the most, I didn't expect Rei's stomach to be swollen, large and round, showing off her pregancy.
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