I know i said i wasn't going to update for a while but i just got something and had to write. This chapter is a tad longer and I hope you all like it. The next chapter may not be up for a while, maybe.
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~YUKITSUKAMOON

Song used is Truth by Seether

I OWN NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YNM is not mine


If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down


Hisoka woke up to a another dull ache in his stomach, he groaned and rolled over onto his side trying to get the ache to go away or subside.

"Try to stay still kid, your over the worse part now, physically anyway." Drake's deep baritone voice explained.

Hisoka slowly sat up and looked up at the man. His tall and muscular body no longer intimidating to him.

"What's happening to me?"

Drake's eye's widened and he looked away sadly.

"It's an experiment..."

"What kind of experiment?!?"

Drake turned away and walked to the other side of the cell. He looked back and saw the fearful and confused expression on the youth's face and flinched.

""Drake...What's wrong with me? What did he do to me?!?! Please make it stop.""

Drake's hands tightened to fists at the memory knowing it was all Muraki's doing. He took a deep breath and turned to Hisoka.

"He did the same experiment on Micah but the situation was much different than yours. He didn't care what happened to Micah just as long as he got the experiment to work. It didn't matter how much pain or how much suffering he put Micah through, just as long as the final product was his."

Hisoka's eye's widened. ""...The final product..."

"What happened to Micah?"

Drake turned to him with tears in his eye's and began Micah's and his own painful story.

""Happy Anniversary Drake!!!", Micah cried as the tall dark haired man walked into their tiny one bedroom apartment.

Drake looked at the smaller man lovingly and walked over and hugged him tight.

"Thank you Micah, Happy Anniversary next year will be even better I know it."

The silver eyed boy blushed and buried his face in the man's chest.

"I love you" the boy whispered.

Drake smiled running his hands through the long hair that cascaded down the youth's narrow back. He loved the teen so much and never wanted to lose him. They had went through hell and Drake was never going to let that happen to the boy again. He gently took the boys face in his hand and leaned down to kiss the boy's soft plush lips. Micah's eye's slowly closed and he wrapped his arms around Drake's neck while deepening the kiss. Drake pulled the youth closer and gently ran a hand down his back. Micah moaned at the sensation and his blush darkened to a deep red as their tongues meshed together. He had done this so many times and ten times worse with Mr. Anderson but Drake was so much different. This man didn't force him into anything, he didn't beat him or humiliate him. He just loved him and didn't ask for anything in return. Micah's eye's opened and he stared up at the peaceful face that was Drake.

Then a faint smell came to Micah's senses and his eye's widened. He quickly pulled away and made a frantic run for the kitchen.

"Oh no supper!"

Drake laughed lightly and set his things down on the sofa. He worked fifty hours a week to support them but he didn't mind as long as he had Micah to come home to, he would be the happiest man in the world.""

"We were so in love. Nothing else mattered as long as we had each other, we were happy..." Drake trailed off sitting down on the bed and putting his forearms on his thighs.

Hisoka looked down and felt the intense sadness and despair from Drake's emotions. He tensed and put a hand up to his head trying to put up his barriers to hear Drake's story. He knew the story was going to be painful for Drake to tell but he wanted to hear and by the feel of it Drake wanted to tell.

"It had been about a year and a half of us living together and Micah's eighteenth birthday was coming up the next week...

"" Snow fell down heavily from the sky and covered the icy roads. Cars slowed and swerved to avoid crashing and skidding off the road. The snow hadn't let up for hours and it didn't look like it was going to stop any time soon.

Drake drove carefully around a sharp turn and felt the back of his car drift and he did his best to straighten the car. Micah sat in the passengers seat hanging onto the door for dear life.

"We should stop this is to dangerous."

"Micah I would but were in the middle of no where and if we leave the car running all night It'll run out of gas and we'll freeze. Sorry baby but we gotta keep going."

Micah nodded and tried to not look scared as more cars came down the road. They drove cautiously for almost an hour and the storm just kept getting worse. Drake was starting to get frustrated with the situation and wished they could just pull over. Micah had fallen asleep in his seat and was curled up by the window.

Drake sighed and shook his head trying to focus on the snow covered road. They were nearing a turn and Drake slowed making sure to be careful. Unfortunately the driver on the other side of the road wasn't and hit them full force on the nose of his car.

"SHIT!" Drake screamed as the force hit him and sent his car spinning. Glass and metal flew everywhere and the tires skidded and screeched on the ice. Drake panicked because all he could see was white so he hit the brakes as hard as he could. He felt the car jerk and go into the ditch and roll onto it's roof. Cold air came in through the shattered windows and then only did Drake feel the glass and metal that was in his skin.

"Micah!" He cried unbuckling his seat belt and crawling over the the unconscious youth. "Shit, Micah?!?!"

He untangled the youth and tried to see desperately in the dark.

"MICAH!, Still no response from the boy and Drake felt helpless,"Come on say something,"

Somehow Drake managed to get both of them out of the mangled car and onto the side of the road. He saw no sign of the other car and cursed the driver to hell. Thankfully he was alright except for a couple scraps and cuts but Micah wasn't moving. His head had a deep gash in the side from hitting it on the broken windshield and his body was cold. Drake quickly removed his jacket and wrapped the pink haired man in it.

"Come on Micah...open your eye's." he pleaded and gently shook the youth."Please wake up..."

Then car lights came upon them and Drake looked up to see a car pulling over by them. It was to dark to make it out but it was long and had blue headlights. He heard the door open and then a deep voice.

"Hello I'm Kazutaka Muraki, I'm a doctor are you okay?", The doctor was tall and wore a white suit. He had a piecing silver eye and another that was hidden by white and silver hair.

Drake's eye's lit up and he stood on shaky legs,

"Y,yes p,please M,Micah has a head injury" he stammered out.

"Is his neck broken?" Drake's face paled at the thought. He had moved him so much and if his neck was broken he probably made it worse.

"Move him to my car it's warmer their." the doctor ordered and Drake obeyed gently laying him down in the passenger's seat that was reclined all the way back.

Drake stepped back and let the man look at Micah. He preyed nothing was seriously wrong and wished they would have just pulled over like Micah wanted too. He watched the man look Micah over touching his neck carefully and gently poking at his stomach and chest. Drake waited patiently for what seemed like hours to him but according to the clock in the car it had only been ten minutes. Muraki carefully put stitches in Micah's head wound and then gently wrapped the wound. Finally after twenty minutes the doctor stood and turned to Drake.

"He's alright other than a couple of scraps and bruises and his head injury isn't that serious. He needs to rest for a while and regain his strength."

Drake let out the breath that he had been holding

"Thank you so much ,Doctor."

The man smiled and nodded his appreciation.

"Now what about you?"

"Oh don't worry about me I'm fine, I just wanted to make sure Micah was alright he means a lot to me."

Muraki nodded and looked up at the sky, the snow hadn't let up and it was getting heavier.

"This storm is going to get worse before it gets any better, so why don't you two come and rest at my house, it's just down the road and you can call who ever you need in the morning."

Drake nodded thankful for the man's kindness.

"Thank you that would be perfect, Doctor."

Muraki smiled, "Yes, it would be wouldn't it?"

"Little did I know agreeing to his kindness would make me lose everything. My decision made me lose Micah..."

All Hisoka could do was listen as Drake told him everything and soon he would know what Muraki was going to do with him.


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