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"Hey guys?" I asked softly as I opened the door to the dressing room. "Can I show you something?"

Kendall, Logan and James looked up and nodded. Kendall looked uncomfortable, he's been really nervous since I told him about Carlos almost a month ago.

Logan smiled. "Yeah what's up?"

I shut the door and turned to side so my profile was facing them. I pulled the hem of my shirt up over my stomach, revealing the small baby bump I know had. "Look I'm showing."

James had a huge smile on his face. "How far you."

I pulled my shirt back down and rubbed my stomach. "Almost three months."

"Wow, does Carlos know yet?" Kendall asked as he touched my stomach.

"No, not yet. I'm going to tell him soon though."

James rolled his eyes as he looked the bruise on my wrist. "What happened to your wrist."

I pulled my sleeve down around my wrist and shrugged. "I landed on it wrong when I tripped."

"When you tripped or when you fell?" Logan asked as he checked it for swelling. "Did he shove you?"

"Yeah but I'm fine."

James looked skeptical. "And the baby?"

I frowned, "I haven't been to the doctor since I found out but I'm gaining weight."

"Riley come on." He groaned as he ran his hand through his hair "You need to see a doctor."

"No I don't James." I grabbed his hands and place them on my stomach. "See I'm fine, I looked it up and I

seem fine."

James rolled his eyes once more before standing up and grabbing a bottle of water out of the mini fridge. "So where is your prince charming off fucking the Jennifers again?"

I cringed at his tone and then felt tears pool in my eyes. After Carlos left a few weeks ago and went to that party Guitar Dude told me he walked in on Carlos screwing with the curly haired Jennifer. Lucy then told me she saw him make out with the other two later that night. "Shut up. He's picking up his parents."

James glared at me. "Sure he is. Hey since were in Minnesota maybe he can go find Abigail and you two can have a fucking pity party."

"Why do you care what he does to me anyways? You're always so pissed about him."

James' face turned red. "You're my friend I'm tired of him hurting you all the time."

"He has a point you know he cheated on you more than once." Kendall shrugged as he ran his hand through his hair.

"And you're preg-."

I cut Logan off. "Yes I know Carlos is an awful person, I know he cheats and I know I'm having his kid but I'm in love with him. He's perfect and I'm sorry you guys don't get that but I love him."

Logan hugged me. "I get that but I also see how terrified you are of him. He walks in the room and you loose all the color in your face."

"Look we're in Minnesota, we're in your hometown can we just try to have a good show?"

They all mumbled yes and I shut the door. I took off down the hall to my small dressing room and started humming to warm up my voice. It was our second week into the tour and I was no longer nervous.

"Hey babe."

I smiled when Carlos came in and kissed me. "Hey."

"Mom, Papi this is my girlfriend Riley."

I stood up and smiled at his parents, he looked like his mom. "Hi I'm Riley nice to meet you."

Carlos' mom shook my hand. "Carlos has told us a lot about you."

I smirked slightly. "Has he?"

Carlos blushed scratched the back of his head. "Yeah."

Carlos' dad laughed as he shook my head. "I've never seen Carlitos blush so much."

I smiled and shook his hand. "Nice to meet you."

Carlos cleared his throat. "Well as fun as it to sit here play Let's See Who Can Embarrass Carlos The Most, I have to change."

I sighed. "Fine but I'm so winning that game."

He faked a laughed and kissed my cheek. "We'll see about that."

He walked out the room and Carlos' mom turned to me. "You're very petty."

"Um, thanks." I stuttered. "Carlos seems happy, he talks about you guys all the time."

Carlos' dad shrugged. "He's treating you right though?"

I faked a confused look as the panic bubbled inside of me. "Of c-course why wouldn't he?"

They looked at each before looking at me. "Just wondering, we raised Carlos to be a good guy that's all." His mother said quickly.

"If you give any trouble let us know."

I nodded and stared at his parents and subconsciously rubbed my bruised wrist. "Thanks."

"Babe you're in 20 minutes." Carlos said backing in, he was dressed in stage clothes. "Hey the other parents want to see you."

His mom grinned. "Good I miss Kendall's mom."

His parents left and Carlos shut the door. "You okay?"

"Y-Yeah, your parents are nice. They asked me if you treated me right it was weird." I was hoping he would come clean about Abigail. "I was like why wouldn't he?"

"Just some old bullshit." He spat with rage, he watched me reapply the cover up to my wrist and then under my eye. "I'm sorry."

I nodded obediently. "I know."

He leaned over me and brushed his finger down my bruise face. "It's never going to happen again."

"I believe you." I lied easily and slipped my jeans on and inhaled to fit them over my stomach. "See you out there."

Carlos kissed me and smirked. "Love you."

"You too."

He shut the door and finally could exhale, I pulled on my top and rubbed my belly, he was going to notice soon. I heard a knock and sighed. "Come in!"

"Hey."

I turned around and his hazel eyes met mine. "James, what's up."

James shut the door and walked across the room, he placed his hands on my shoulders. "I'm sorry I've been a dick to you."

"It's fine, I uh have you go I'm on in a few minutes."

He bit his lip. "Good luck."

"Thanks." I brushed past him and opened the door. "Carlos?"

He turned around and I pressed my mouth against his, trying to forget James. "I love you."

Carlos looked confused. "You too."

I did my set of songs and enjoyed myself. I liked opening up, you got to pump up the crowd and they now knew my songs well enough to sing along, it's was strange to hear thousands of people sing Love The Way You Lie with me. I thanked them and walked off, I jumped into Carlos' waiting arms and he kissed me.

"You get better every time." He whispered, his hands trailing down my backside. "You're amazing."

I smiled at him and kissed him. "Have a good show."

I watched from the side of the stage as they guys sang and danced, I blushed every time Carlos would wink at me. They knew how it freaked me out when they flipped on the trampoline so Carlos would do it every song. They now sat in different parts of the stage and Kendall took the lead vocals on "No Idea."

It came to the chorus and the crossed over the stage and were now dancing. James was looked miserable, his face was twisted into a frown.

"You have no idea, no idea that I'm even here." He sang, his voice was shaky. "You have no idea, no idea I'm standing here."

My mouth dropped opened as I watched him wipe his eyes with his sleeve. Logan glanced over at him worriedly. I tried to ignore his face when Carlos started singing.

"Let me take that heart of yours, and I'll be whatever you need me to be." He winked at me. "The good guy, bad guy just tell me baby."

He was oblivious to James who was lagging behind his dance moves. Logan sang the next verse and smiled at the crowds. Kendall sang his lines and it came back to James whose eyes were full of tears. He froze and his eyes locked onto mine.

"You have no idea, no idea that I'm even here." He changed the she to a you and he let out a shaky breath. "You have no idea, no idea I'm standing here."

I stood there with my mouth opened in shock, I watched James walked to the side of the stage and run his fingers through his hair and stare at the ceiling. Kendall took over his vocals and James took a deep breath before jogging back up front to take over the end vocals with Logan like normal.

They guys finished there dance moves and James looked back over at me, tears now freely flowing down his face.

"She has no i-idea no idea that I'm even here. She has no idea, no idea that I'm even here." He choked out the last few words. "No idea, no idea I'm standing here."

The stage blacked out and the audience cheered somewhat blind to James' meltdown. James stormed off stage and the guys followed him.

"Dude are you okay?" Kendall asked as he sat James down. "Do you need water?"

James swatted the bottle away. "I don't need water."

Logan handed a tissue and he wiped his sticky face. "Are you okay."

James stared at Logan and Kendall and then me. "N-no I'm okay."

Carlos was smiling trying to cheer him up. "Yeah James what's wrong?"

James rolled his eyes. "Like you don't know."

My heart rate picked up. "Guys I'll sit with James for a while why don't you go back out there?"

Kendall nodded. "Good idea come on guys."

They back on stage and I sat next to him. "What's wrong?"

James shook his head, wiped the last of his tears and faked a smile. "Nothing, it doesn't even matter."

AN: So I've had the chapter planned out on my mind for months it was one of the first two chapter I thought about. As soon as I heard no idea I knew I had to do this. Anyways James cried onstage like a pansy. I wonder why ;) Spoiler Alert: You like the next chapter.