The feelings of being left alone.

Chapter 14

~*~Bumblebee's Last POV~*~

I was running through the base, I had to find OP! Tristan was leaving, maybe forever! I couldn't stand the thought! I had to be with her, wither it was life or death!

I screeched to a halt, Senital was on the floor with a dent on the side of his forehead. "Senital? Are you alright?" I HAD to help him up, if I didn't I'd have to hear it from him for the next hour or so…

I help him to his feet, and he swats me away, "Where is this 'Wolf leader'? I have to take her and that bot Wasp in to the stockades!"

I froze, "What happened?" I asked.

"That bot, and that mutt attacked me and she ran off with him… Slag, when I get my hands on those two!" He wandered to Ratchet's office for something to help his helm.

I didn't move from my spot, they're… already gone?

I ran outside quickly, I looked around and shouted for them. "TRISTAN! WASP! GUYS! WHERE ARE YOU? PLEASE ANSWER ME!" I couldn't hear any thing, not even a whisper… They really where gone…

I felt something in my tanks churn… Anger…

This was all Senital's fault! Slag that Fragger! If I ever see him around the Pack again…

"Bumblebee!" I heard, it was Sari. She was crying and she was panicking. "They're gone! Bumblebee, they're gone!" I grabbed her in my arms, trying to keep her from crying out to the world. She cried strangely hard, I was confused.

"Sari, it'll be okay, I promise." I hated lying to her, because I didn't even know if they were coming back.

I looked around and ran inside, if any Decepticon heard all the commotion, we would be in deep slag. I had to forget Senital, and worry about Sari is my best friend in the whole world like the Pack, in fact they are my ONLY human friends on this world…

Well... Other than Sari and my team of course!

Sari held up something small in her hands, quickly I grabbed it from her and looked it over. It was a note… From the Pack…

The others needed to hear this… Bad…

~*~Inside the Base 3 hours after disappearance of the Pack~*~

I was with the others waiting for Sari to read the small note that was left behind, I didn't want to hear the note from the Pack, I wanted to BE with the Pack.

"You all ready for this?" Sari asked.

We all looked at one another. Prowl was stiff after hearing everyone vanished, Bulkhead looked like he was going to cry, Ratchet is now and forever a grouch, and Prime showed no emotion.

Me? I was angry, sad, and confused with all that was going on.

I was mostly angry because Senital, Jazz and the Jet Twins had to listen in on what the note said hoping for clues to find them.

'They can fall in to Pit for all I care…' I thought coldly.

"Here we go," Sari toke a deep breath and started reading the note.

'To whoever finds this,

We know it's too soon, we know you are our friends, and we also know we love you all like family, even though we are not the same…

We find this difficult to say, but this is where we say Good-bye, but Tristan tells us, that maybe our paths will cross again! Please don't be sad, we know it hurts now, but when you think about it, it's won't be so bad right? Like we said, this won't be good-bye forever… Just until we can get Wasp somewhere Senital and the others won't find him, or just until we can keep Senital away. We don't think we are strong enough… But we know that if we practice and train with one another maybe… Maybe we can protect him better this way… Sari, watch over everyone in our place and keep them in line while we're gone…'

We laughed weakly at that part, and then we were silent.

'Prowl, Ratchet, Bee, Bulkhead, Optumis, and anyone else who has read this… This is our farewell… and we love you all… With all our spirit… Hearts… and souls…

Signed,

Tristan, Jazmin, Jerrica, Amber, Jacob, Bethany, Bhumi, and Wasp.

P.S. Senital, if you dare threaten my friends again, you will be dismantled into nothing but a pile of SLAG! So help you and your team, I will hunt you down if I find ANY of the Auto bots on earth missing or gone whenever we get back… By the way, Jazz, thank you for saving our leader's life, she holds nothing over your helm.

Signed Bhumi'

Sari held the paper tightly as she looked up to us. I wanted to laugh at the threat Bhumi left Senital, but my tank was turning, as I thought about them returning. If what Bhumi said was true… They would return… Right?

"That foolish femme…" Senital said with a growl.

I almost wanted to jump him, and tear his vocalizer out. But Optumis started to say something. "If they really want to go home that is their choice, we can't not force a human of their free will. Tristan is making a choice for her team now, she must now fight with her friends and without being a superior with her now. Besides… She can handle herself now, it's time we started to treat her like a grown up now. Just let her grow on her own with her team." He didn't seem bothered at all about her leaving.

"But-But Prime! She's just a child!" Ratchet said.

"Not any more. She's almost grown up, and don't you think she is ready for whatever is coming for her?" Prime asked the old Bot.

Senital quickly started to walk out of the room with an angered look. Jazz and the Jet Twins stayed in place, they were some what frozen in place.

"I don't know if she's ready…" Ratchet murmured leaving the room.

Prime shoke his helm, he started to go after him, but the old Bot slammed the Med Bay door close. I shivered to the sudden silence in the air. Prime didn't know what more to do, Ratchet was pissed, Senital was pissed, and it seemed the whole world just fell apart with in one whole day…

Primus, help us all…

~*~Hours Laters night~*~

I laid on my benth for an hour or so…

Nothing, I couldn't recharge at all. So much was going through my helm… Tristan leaving… The whole Pack leaving… Wasp WITH them…

I wanted to be WITH them… Anger raged in my spark, what the Pit was I suppose to do with my friends running off and never returning! GAA! I can't stand it!

I growled and turned on my stomach, this was causing more pain in my spark, and my abdomen. Stop thinking about it Bumblebee! Stop it, stop it, stop it! I slammed my pillow over my helm trying to block out the sounds around me, Ratchet couldn't recharge after Tristan leaving with out a good bye. Bulkhead was sad, he and Jerrica were getting along better than ever. Prowl never liked training alone, even though he would NEVER say it, he liked having small students to teach. OP was enjoying Jacob and Bethany's company when he was off on patrol and keeping watch over the town. Ratchet and I… We loved Tristan's company when we were patrolling, or just hanging around the base. Jazmin, Bhumi and Amber were always around helping out however they could. Nobody felt like they were… complete…

"I hate this!" I slammed my pillow into the far side of my room. It hit the wall with a soft thud.

I tried to relax, and calm my spark, but nothing seemed to help my anxiety. Sari was in her room with the note, she must have read it over 200 times by now.

Primus, what is going on!

Twisting and turning I forced my mind from all that happened today, but even when I finally got to recharge, I saw the Decepticon again! But this time at his side was a femme she was a bright red, with a light blue faceplate. She had bright light blue eyes, and on her chest was an Autobot symbol!

"WH-who are you?" I asked her. She only smiled and in her arms was a small bundle. It was wiggling suddenly, I finally saw a tiny hand pop out of the small bundle, and it was a Sparkling!

"This is my daughter… Please you have to protect her!" She begged.

"Please, who are you all? Why am I having to protect someone I don't know!" I was terrified.

"You're wrong Bumblebee… You know her… You just don't see the real her…" The Decepticon said holding a sword.

I wanted to run away, but my feet were planted on the ground, I couldn't move at all. I offlined my optics, waiting for the pain to take me. Nothing…

"Bumblebee… I grant you a blessing to watch over her in our place… Don't let me down Autobot… I plan for her to live on earth, and I plan for her to be happy when she returns…" He tossed the sword to me, and I grabbed it without a second thought. The femme smiled warmly at the sparkling… Her optics glowing with love, and tenderness.

"Bumblebee… Don't be frightened of us… We want to help, my little girl should be partly grown up, and she doesn't have us to guide her… Ratchet only knows so much about this… Don't let him find out you know about us…" Her voice was fading slowly causing her to pause every now and again. "Wait! What up with the sword!" I shouted as the vanished.

'You have to decide that for yourself… Are you a defender… or a fighter?' A voice said to me. I only dropped the sword to the ground, and that's when I woke up to the sound of Optumis' voice.

"Bumblebee! Decepticons on the move down town! Transform and roll out!"

I shot up and toke a breath, quickly I jumped off the benth and on to my feet. I suddenly hear a clang of metal on the ground. I looked in front of me, it was the sword!

Panicking I looked around. Nothing, I only saw the sword on the ground, it was shiny, the handle was black with purple lacing tied on the grip, the blade was bright silver, but it was slightly curved like a ninja sword in a way, finally I toke note of the engraving on the side… 'All Spark is only the Beginning of the future.' It was in Cybertonian symbols. I gently picked it up, I examined it more. I turned it over, more engravings, 'But the love of a sparkling is the Beginning of life.' I felt my own spark warm up. They were someone's spark parents… And they were… Off lined… Primus… What are you testing for?

What do you want me to do? Protect a sparkling? Protect this planet? Who do you want me to be? A hero? A friend? WHAT! I started to clutch the handle of the sword, this was so confusing!

"Bumblebee! Where are you?" Optumis shouts through the commlink. I shake the anger off and answer him, "On my way!"

I look around for a place to hide the sword, I find a place behind some old comics Sari bought me a while back, and I place it in the corner and stack the comics in front of it where no one could see it. Once I couldn't see it any more I transformed and zoomed to the main room. 'Tristan, if you could hear me now… Then promise me you'll be safe until you decide to return… If … You decide to return…' I catch up to everyone and they're ready to roll out.

"Roll out!" Optumis commanded. We all race down town to stop what ever Decepticon was on a rampage. I didn't care anymore about this sparkling, or the couple that appeared in my dreams, I had a job to do NOW. And I aim to get it done…

~*~Tristan's Last POV~*~

I'm home…

Home in Arkansas… My little home… Everyone fanned out to see their families… Wasp sat at my side ready to meet my family…

"Wolf Bot ready?" He asked me. I was frozen in the winter like air, my nose twitching with excitement, and fear of what everyone would think of me… As a wolf and as a freak that can see into the future.

Wasp poked me in the shoulder to get me to answer, "Yeah, yeah… I'm ready… You?"

"Ready as Wasp will ever be…" He stood up tall and straight as best he could. I transformed into my human form and walked up to the door of my house, I pulled a key out of my pocket and shoved it in the lock, twisted the key and the door clicked, causing both me and Wasp to jump in surprise. I toke a breath and opened the door. Inside was a woman sitting on the couch with fresh tears on her cheeks gliding down her Native American colored cheeks, her hair less shiny than I remember, and she wore her sleeping clothes as if she never changed them from days before. She was hugging a small bear, if I wasn't mistaking… My FATHER'S Winnie the Pooh Bear, he's had ever since he himself was a lad…

"Mom… I'm home…" I say with hesitation.

She looks my way, and her eyes widen like she just saw a ghost in front of her. "Bay? Bailey? I-Is that really you?" Her face glowed with hope, I nodded stupidly.

"Yeah mom… It's me… I came home…" I said on the verge of tears. She shot up and ran to me with arms wide open and the bear fell to the ground. She grabbed me in her arms and hugged me as if I would vanish again. I wrapped my arms around her too, she sniffled and kissed my head till I was covered with her love that I haven't had in months. I was finally home with her… Home… That word seems so used right now… I loved to say it right now. "Home…" I said to her.

She suddenly let me go and backed away with me in arms. I was confused till I remembered the giant Bot waiting in the freezing air outside.

"Mom… This is my… Friend Wasp… Wasp the Pack Member…" I didn't want to call him Autobot or Decepticon, because he was neither now.

"WH-What is he?" She asked frightened.

"What he appears mother… A giant robot from space… And he saved my life, please don't be afraid of him!"

She was tense, but she relaxed after taking it all in. "You… Saved Bay?"

"B…Bay? That Wolf Bot's name?" Wasp whispers to me confused.

"In a way Wasp, in a way." I say giggling. "Why is he calling you Wolf Bot?"

I looked at both of them they seemed so curious of one another. I loved it, they were getting along just fine. I pulled mom outside so she could get a better look at Wasp, as he stood up tall and straight like before. He did his best to impress her, show her that she didn't have to be scared of him. She looked him over in wonder, and she smiled for what could have been the first in weeks, her eyes glittered as Wasp kneeled to look at her more closely. I stood still waiting for my turn, she eventually shook his hand as a sign of truce. "Mother… About him calling me Wolf Bot…" I shifted my feet on the ground.

I stood still and thought of hunting deer, my heart raced and my blood instantly started to warm up. As soon as I caught my 'prey' my body arched and I grew my fur again. Mom gasps and winces and my pained howls.

Once safe from my pain, she stares at me, she toke a step closer to me and she fell to here knees. She was then looking me in the eyes, my wolf like smile told her, 'It's still me… And I like who I am… I hope you accepted me for me…'

She pets my head gently and stroked my scuff. "My daughter… Is a beautiful Timber Brown Wolf…" She whispers gently. I stand still as she combs through my fur with her fingers.

"What happened to you?" She brings herself to ask, I freeze and look at her.

"It's a long story mother…I don't want to tell you yet… I want to talk to… Dad… Is he home from the hospital yet?" I ask with fear in my voice.

She looks at me with sadden eyes, and yet the love in them told me not to worry. "No, his ribs were broken worse than we thought sweet heart… His heart was nearly crushed, but he'll pull through, we all know he dose…" She said with tear-glazed eyes. I nuzzled her cheek and lick her tears like a wolf would its young. She hugs me closely and kisses my forehead.

"Mother…" I bury my head in her chest and start to whimper. Wasp sits next to us and pulls us close to his chest, his vents started pouring warm air over both of us. "Wasp doesn't like it when femmes cry…"

"You are the sweetest Wasp… Do you have anywhere to stay?"

"Wolf Bot was hoping Wasp could be part of… This family… Wasp doesn't want to leave Wolf Bot…" He said like a child of 5 years old.

Mom, of course, couldn't stand the look in his optics, I couldn't stand it myself. I looked at her with bambi eyes, she smiled a tiny smile and kissed my head.

"He can stay… Only till we decide what we're going to do when you father comes home."

I gave a happy yip and I liked her cheeks raw. She pushed me away and laughed, "Mother where is Matt?"

"Your brother is with you dad at the hospital… We'll go and see them if you'd like?" I felt my heart race, see dad again? Hell yeah!

"But first, you have to rest, you just got home…" She stroked my head. "I just got you back…"

I didn't say anything, it was breaking her heart knowing that I was really gone, but now that I'm home she won't let me leave her side. Wasp holds us close as the air started to freeze again. I felt his armor freeze to the touch and his armor was starting to frost over. "Wasp, let's get you into the garage, you'll be warmer there." Mom said after meeting my gaze, Wasp followed us to the garage that was closed, she punched in the code to open the door, as it opened Wasp started to shake and clatters his… Teeth… I think Ratchet called their teeth Dental Plates… Whatever…

I wrap my tail around his leg, once the door opened we all scampered inside. The door closed behind us, happily Wasp sat next to the shelves with old tools and parts for random machines. "Wasp… Feels… Safe…" He sighed as he relaxed on the ground, he was small enough to fit in the garage, and yet he was big enough to almost take the whole space. Mom seemed pleased to have us relax, well… I was kinda glad just to see her again. "You both rest up, Bay… Your room is still there if you'd like to see it…" I wagged my tail, Wasp blinked about my excitement. "Stay here Wasp… I won't be long…" I pat his leg with my tail. He nodded and looked around his temorary room.

I enter my room like a child in a candy store. It was just as I left it, the windows open, the bed unmade, and my stuffed black dog sitting up right like day I left him. I jumped on my bed and rolled around in it, I was catching my old scent, trying to smell like home. I loved it.

Mom watched me chuckling as I continued to roll around and sniff out my room. I licked my stuffed dog treating it like it was my own pup. Mom burst out laughing after that.

"I love you Bay… It's good to have you home," She says.

"It's good to be home mother…"

"When did it come to calling me 'Mother', you usually call me mom…" She smiles.

I rolled my eyes and continue to roll on the floor, "You learn a lot after being away from home… I just learned more manners…"

She pats my head again and sighed, "Nothing has been right with out you sweet heart…"

I growl, my way of a purr, and lick her hand. "Gets some rest… Just don't leave me again like that, I thought I lost you…" She kissed my nose and pulled the covers over me. I held my stuffed dog in between my paws. "Good night… Mother…" I say with tears in my eyes. She leaves my room and closes her door. I jump from my bed and ran into the garage, Wasp was awake with his feet propped up on the lawnmower and his head leaning against the wall. "Wasp?"

He looks my way and sits up. "Yes Wolf Bot?"

I sit next to him with a weak and tired look, "Do you really want to be here?"

He instantly saw why I asked, "Wasp wants to be part of family, Mostly Wolf Bot's family… Because Wolf Bot sees Wasp for his spark, not his past as a… Traitor…" He hisses at the word that I dare never repeat around him. "Let go of past Wasp… I will never let anyone get to you, the others will never touch you unless my heart is burned in the flames of hell… Do you understand?"

He nods then sighs. "Wasp wants a family like the Auto bots have! Bumble Bot even got family!" I wince.

The sound of Bumblebee's name made me feel guilty of leaving them. He notices and sighs, he gently takes me in his arms and holds me like a child. I nuzzle close to him and whimper. He may not have been like Bumblebee when he wanted to comfort me, but his spark was in the right place to try.

"Wasp didn't mean to say that meanly…"

"I know… I just… I just wish all this didn't happen sometimes…" My fur stood on end with fear and sadness.

Wasp leans back again and his optics starts to dim. "Oh, listen to me like an old Bot, You need to recharge Wasp." I wanted to wiggle out of his grasp, but he held on. I finally noticed he had fallen asleep!

I giggle and snuggle close.

So this is how life started out for the Pack, and the Autobots… I wonder what the future holds for me and my friends, and my family. But then again who would question the powers of God himself? Who would question on how good always wins? I shouldn't question our fates, nor our future for all I know could I jinx it. But as I think these final thoughts I would like to say…

What ever happens, I'll be ready for it… Till we meet again… I bid you all a farewell…

I'm sorry folks, but that's all I got! Remember in the beginning when Tristan said she didn't want anything to happen to her friends like it happened to "HIM" well guess what! That was her father!

He was in a crash and it did a number on him, if you didn't know or have the imagination to think about what happened to him, Wasp is now and forever a Pack member and family member! Wahoo for that, and as promised, I will give you some hints for what to expect in the middle part of Transformers and us, well if I ever find a different name for it… I plan for Tristan herself to meet…

MEGATRON!

And I also plan for Lockdown and Tristan, you know how Yoketron died vorns before Prowl landed on earth? Well use your imagination for once and think about!

Hell is coming to haunt the pack! And Megaton is on his way to get what he thinks should belong to him, Tristan must now face a horrible past and what could be a devastating future. What can I say?

I'm pure evil! By the way, before I start the next story, you all have to vote on my Poll, it has a very important question for the story. You have to or else I can't start my next part.

And that's no bluff! XD

So until then I hope you enjoyed it!

Tristan: Hurry! Katie Gibbs really wants people to help as much as they can!

Katie Gibbs: Tristan, please go get the others ready… Anyway, laters!