"Jake?" I sobbed. No answer. "Jacob please!" He still didn't answer.
My knees must have started to shake, because Jacob seemed to be moving. They Buckled beneath me. I fell. I tasted the sand I hand fallen on. It taste vile. I started to choke on it. The sand and tears started to cake on my face.
I couldn't feel Jacob's heat anymore, as the waves washed over me. Was he still here?
Why did I do this? Why did I ever think that killing myself was. . . Acceptable. Jacob was completely right. He had a right to be mad at me. Just like I was made at myself.
I found myself clutching my torso. It was like I was falling to pieces, and that was the only way I could hold myself together I found it was becoming harder to breathe. I stood, with difficulty. I looked around. Jacob was not here.
He left. Before I knew what I was doing I was running, in which direction: I didn't know. I ran until it became to hard to breathe. I pushed forward even then. I hoped I was running in the direction Jacob had left.
Fresh tears started to run as I found no sign if Jacob. Suddenly something caught my foot, and I stumbled onto the ground, landing on my stomach. I stayed down.
Rolling over to my stomach do I could breathe, I realized that I was shaking; violently. I pressed myself into the ground further, trying to warm myself.
As I lay there, I had a feeling that more time was passing than I realized. There was no moon, and it was utterly black. It had gotten darker in the time passing- since Jacb had left.
I let myself cry for what seemed like hours, though I knew my parents must be getting worried. I wondered vaguely where there search party was.
I tried to lift myself out of the sand but my legs wouldn't hold me. So I just laid there a while longer, replaying the scene over and over again. If I had just removed my hand a little faster…..maybe I would be somewhere else at the moment.
"Renesmee?" I heard someone call my name. They sounded far away. I knew I should probably call back, but I couldn't find it in me.
The sounds grew more and more distant. I wondered why they hadn't found me yet. If it were a family member they should have been able to spot me, clear on the beach.
I shifted my body upward, as best as I could, while keeping my arms constricted around my torso. I looked around me. My eye sight blurred from the sand and tears caked on my face. I was sitting in damp sand next to the where the water. There were a couple of hallow logs around me. I've been on the beach about a thousand times and I don't ever remember laying eyes on this part.
I sat completely up, sending a jolt of pain through my back, as I did so I ignored it. I looked forward: There were trees. That didn't place in my mind. Where was I? How far had I run?
Certainly I had not run that far. Only a three minutes run at the most. With my speed that was what? A couple miles? Maybe more? I didn't really know.
I heard my names being called again, it sounded further away than before. I wondered is they would hear me if I called. Most likely, if it was someone of the pack or my family.
"Nessie!" They called again, reminding me that they weren't going to be there forever.
I tried once again to stand, only to stumble to the ground again. There was a sharp pain in my knee that made me gasp in pain. Had I dislocated my kneecap?
"Nessie!" They called once again.
"Hello?" I screamed, my voice hoarse from tears.
There were more voices screaming now. They had heard me.
Within a few seconds I heard foot steps running in my direction. "Nessie." Someone said. But this time it was different. It wasn't in search of me, but in recognition that I had been found.
I looked up to see the faces of my rescuers. Seth and Embry stood over me.
"Seth?" I whispered hoarsely.
"It's me Ness." He hissed, bending down beside me, brushing the hair out f my face. "What happened to you? Do you remember?"
I remembered. Swiftly I turned my face away so he couldn't see the look on my face. "Where's Jacob?"
"Come on. We need to get you home."
Why didn't he answer me? What did he know? "Where. Is. Jacob?"
"Come on. We need to get you home." Before I could protest he had pulled me to my feet.
I gasped in pain.
"Ness?"
Then everything with black.
Okay, People I'm So sorry. Cause this part was supposed to be part pf chapter !3. I didnt realize it wasn't there until like thirty minutes ago lol.
Oh and hay I was so excited about the outcome of the last chapter I got a couple of great reiviews and things (Thanks Sarahbro1) And okay FINALLY Exams are over LOl well alomst, I just have my elective one left. I should have 15 saturday before the haunted house.(My first haunted house of October.) Ooh and I have an audition coming up for Juliet in my gifted Theatre Class, lol just thought I'd brag about that - Laura ='}