:( I don't think you can ever forgive me, I'm so sorry! I've been away on holiday (to America! I loved it :D )….and I've also been lazy… I'm going to make it up to you by working really hard at all my stories in the next week I promise :) Please don't give up on me, I'm going to change!


In memory of Cory Monteith. A tragedy that shook us all. Don't stop believing /3

Stay strong Lea xxx


"Blaine, Blaine!" Sebastian called, "over here!" Blaine had just got out of a taxi (he couldn't drive until his leg healed fully) and had started to walk towards his friend's front door, not noticing Sebastian was in the garden to the side of the house. Blaine turned and started to make his way towards his friend, when Sebastian saw he was limping he immediately rushed over to him.

"Hi Seb!" Blaine called once he was in earshot.

"Hi there Blaine, you look much better than you did a few days ago, the bruising has gone down loads," Sebastian encouraged him whilst he put an arm round him and helped him over towards the shade of the trees, where there was two chairs waiting for them. Sebastian had visited Blaine in hospital a few days ago, his visit had really helped cheer Blaine up – Sebastian Smythe had a knack of saying exactly what people wanted to hear.

"Yeah I'm feeling much better," Blaine said, but he didn't sound as happy as he should be about his speedy recovery, which Sebastian quickly picked up on.

"Hey what's up? I know your knee's still giving you trouble, but it'll heal soon, you'll see! And I know you're annoyed about your arm but at least it's not painful anymore hey?" Sebastian tried and failed to brighten up his friend.

"It's not that, it's…well…Kurt came..." Blaine said so quietly Sebastian almost missed it, "-to visit!...in hospital..not like…that…" He added hurriedly when he saw the look of pure rage flash across Sebastian's face.

"Well, what did happen then? Why are you upset? What did he say?" The rage returned when Sebastian asked the last question.

Blaine sighed, there really was no reason for Sebastian to be angry – and that was the thing that troubled him.

"We walked into each other as I was leaving," Blaine started quietly, "he said he was coming to visit, said he was coming to see how I was." Blaine paused and sighed again.

"And? What happened next?" Sebastian urged impatiently. "Was he rude, did he insult you?"

At this, Blaine let out a small, weak laugh, "Hardly Seb, I was rude to him." He glanced over at his friend and saw that he had gained his full attention now, Sebastian was intrigued and he had faint creases on his brow – he was thinking hard.

"He seemed genuinely concerned but I interrupted him and refused to talk to him and eventually walked away. He had flown all that way and the only piece of information he got from me was that I was 'fine'."

"Don't start feeling guilty now Blaine-you had every right to-"

"That's the thing Seb! I don't feel guilty or mean or sad! I – I really don't care about him anymore, I'm completely over him." At this he turned towards his friend and saw him break into a smile, which he returned.

"I'm glad Blaine, now you can start to move on with your life, leave him behind, Blaine, and never look back."

"I promise Seb, I will."

The two boys looked at each other, smiling, enjoying the peace and happiness that the conversation had brought.

"I want to show you something." Sebastian finally broke the silence. "Follow me."

The two moved off the lawn and into the surrounding wooded area, walking side by side, laughing and joking whilst catching up about the going on's in each other's lives. They moved slowly due to Blaine's leg, but with Sebastian carrying some of his weight it hardly hurt Blaine at all. As they moved deeper, Blaine supposed that they had at some point moved off the Smythe's land. The sun was getting lower in the sky as time passed, causing golden streams to filter down through the canopy. Blaine started to take in the surroundings, the peaceful beauty seemed to calm him, and he felt peace with the world and especially with the charming young man next to him.

"Is this what you're showing me Seb? The beautiful forest?"

"That's part of it, yes but just wait and see, the rest is right up here."

They both fell silent as they started to climb a small hill, they didn't need to talk, they both got lost in their own little worlds. When they reached the top, Blaine let out a gasp- he couldn't help himself- the sight was truly breath-taking. They were stood under a large, broad leafed tree on top of a small hill watching the sunset over the forest that stretched out in front of them, like it was their kingdom. Blaine could see birds circling the treetops, silhouettes against the pinky-orange of the sky.

"Sebastian this is beautiful!" Blaine cried out, turning to face him. Blaine watched the pink light dance off his profile as he replied,

"I love it too, I often come up here in the evening to think or relax or just to simply admire," He turned to face Blaine, blushing slightly whilst hesitantly taking Blaine's hand in his own. " I've never shown this to anyone before, Blaine, no one has ever been special enough to me," He shortened the gap between them until their faces were only centimetres apart and Blaine could feel Sebastian's breath tickle his cheek, "Until you came along." Sebastian finished in a whisper before closing the gap between them.


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