I'm so sorry for taking so long to update, but as I explained in my last message, I have been really busy with school, personal crap etc. I want to thank you all for your amazing ideas! I'm sure I will use them all eventually, but for now, thank you Ambywamby98 and hugefriendsfan00 for this idea!

In my opinion, this chapter isn't too great, well, none are really, but that's just my opinion. However, I felt that I needed to update as soon as so that y'all weren't waiting for aaaages like last time. I apologise for that.

Uh, I've been off school since the 23rd of May, and now that I have more ideas, hopefully I will be able to update more frequently, but seeing as I'm super lazy and can never be bothered to pick up a pen and jot something down, don't hold me to it.

I explained in the last note that my friend, Amy, is going to write a smut chapter for me. I would love to write something like that for y'all myself, but I can barely right this story, let alone a load of porn. If you really want I will give it a try, but it will be super cringy and not at all enjoyable to read. I might just leave that to the experts.

To be honest, I don't think anyone is even reading this super long author's note, but if you are, thank you again, I apologise, AGAIN, and please review :)


She sat in the bathroom, staring at the tiny white stick in her hand that was screaming one thing, and one thing only at her.

Positive.

She could feel her heart in her throat, beating so fast it felt like it was about to pop out, "This can't be happening," she whispered to herself, it was only then that she noticed how dry her mouth was. Her palms were sweating, but she felt cold all over.

"How could I let this happen?" She silently asked herself. Her and Chandler were careless, and only relied on condoms as their form of birth control, she didn't think she would need to go on The Pill or anything like that. She thought she was smart enough not to let anything like this happen. The test was proving her wrong.

She felt sick, she felt faint, she didn't trust herself to move from her spot on the side on the tub, in fear that she might pass out.

What was she gonna do?! The options ran through her mind: Keep it, adoption.. abortion.

Neither were easy, especially at eighteen years old.

What about Chandler? Does he even want a child? Of course he does, he gave her a huge speech about how much he loved her and wanted children with her, but did he mean it?

"What about me?" She asked out loud. This was more her decision than anyone else's. Of course she wanted Chandler to have a say, but she was only eighteen! There was so much that she still wanted to do. Go to culinary school, become a chef. You can't do all that at 9 months pregnant. What about her parents? What would they think? It was bad enough that she was in a relationship with her school teacher, but now she was carrying his baby?! It was like something out of a soap opera..

What if Chandler made her have an abortion?.. No, he wouldn't do that. Would he? He can't force her to give up a child. It's not like he could, or even would, drag her into the clinic and force her to take that pill. She was over exaggerating, she knew that. But it does happen. People are forced to have abortions all time, especially at young ages.

"No. Chandler isn't like that", she reminded herself. He wouldn't do that to her. He worships the ground she walks on. She looked at the ring he'd given her for her birthday, the stones representing the kids he wanted. But was she ready for that? Was she ready to give it all up for him? Yes, he'd done it for her, but this was different. Was it?

But kids! Kids are entirely different. Being a pregnant teenager is one of the hardest things in the world, could she deal with that? She already is the talk of the town, and her being pregnant with Mr Bing's child is just the icing on the cake for all the gossips out there. Could she really do this to herself?

"Is it worth telling him?" She asked herself, "if I'm not planning on keeping 'it' then does he really need to know? Does anyone need to know?" But she knew that she couldn't do this alone, especially if she was planning an abortion. How could she do that alone? She'd have to book the appointment, alone. Go to the clinic alone. Sit in the waiting area, alone. Take the pill, alone. Could she handle all that at just eighteen?

How could she do that to Chandler? She scolded herself for even considering not telling him. He hadn't kept any secrets from her. He'd told her straight away when he'd kissed Kathy, and this was bigger than just a kiss with an ex wife, this was a pregnancy. One she wasn't so sure about.

"Maybe it's a false positive! They happen all the time, lot's of people have them." But what if it wasn't? What if she was pregnant? There was only one way to know for sure.

..."Hello, this is Miss Monica Geller.. I'm calling to book an appointment as soon as possible, please.. I think I might be pregnant.."


I apologise for it being short, but I really wanted to update for you all. Please review! It would mean a lot to me, I will try to update asap! Thank you :)