Disclaimer: I do not own SoN.

A/N: I couldn't let you wait too long. So here's the next chapter. Don't worry your pretty little heads, trust me guys that needed to be done for my storyline. The girls will be alright but not just yet. I honestly think they have a long way to go but I have to reassure you, I am Spashley all the way, 'kay?

Chapter 14

Spencer POV

All I feel is Kyla's hand on mine as she drags me out to the hallway. I can hear faint screaming from the room we just left. Words like calm down, cannot be fixed, irreplaceable echo through the long hallway. I feel so numb, I feel nothing so I stop and close my eyes to recall the unfortunate events that previously occur. As I recollect all I see is Ashley's heated glare pierce through me. Her beautiful brown eyes filled with so much hate. I've never seen anyone glare at me like that before. I quiver in fear, my breathing intensify as I gasp for air. Holding my crest hard, I drop to the floor bring Kyla with me. She wraps her slender arms around me whispering comforting words. No words can comfort me right now. I bury my face on my hands how can I be such a pathetic and awkward person? That is not me, it will not be me. I promise to myself right here and now. I will change. I cannot be this person anymore, I will not be this person.

I cannot stop my body from shaking. Kyla holds me tighter and closer to steady my quivering body. It felt like we sat there forever, we didn't even hear Aiden approached us. He sits next to me and I felt his hands on my shoulder and he gives it a gentle squeeze.

"If you're ready, she needs to see you" I look up at him fear all across my face as I shake my head.

"No, I can't face her. Not like this" Aiden was about to say something but Kyla gives him a disapproving look. She took my hand again and helps me get up.

"Let's go wash up first and then we decide if you still want to see her" Aiden starts to join us but Kyla said "Alone" That stopped him "Ok I'll be here if you need me" He said.

I simply nod my head as Kyla guides me towards the washroom. Once there, I immediately splash water on my face. I look down at my still shaking hands. I close my eyes, embarrassed as I said to Kyla "I think I wetted myself a bit"

"Oh Spence come here" She pulls me in a tight embrace "Everything will be alright. I'm here, don't be scared. If I can find Brooke she can fix this, okay? Just calm down" She looks at me from top to bottom "You're alright, you look good"

I nod in approval. "Thanks Kyla"

"Are you ready to see her? I'll be right beside you if you want?"

"Ok but can you give me a minute alone?" She nod and left without another word

I pull out my phone. I start to compose a quick message to Lily. I really need her right now. I need her kind and gentle words to soothe me, to steady my beating heart, to stop my quivering body, to subside my fear. I need Lily more than anyone. I know only she can help me. Only her words matter. Only she matters.

Dearest Lily,

I am in problem right now. I did a terrible and unforgiveable thing but I didn't mean to do it I swear. I am really terrified of facing the person I hurt. What am I going to do? I am totally and utterly lost. I need you.

From: Spencer

I patiently wait for her reply. I never needed her like this before, even when my dad died but now I desperately need her.

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Where is she? She normally instantly replies.

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I sigh

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Kyla stands next to me. "You're been staring at your phone for 15 minutes now Spence. Are you alright?"

Has it been 15 minutes? I stare at my phone once again. Maybe she's busy or something. I have to do this on my own then. I inhale heavily. "I'm ready. The sooner, the better"

I literally drag my feet across the long hallway. I stop and stare at the door in front of me, building up enough courage to push it and face her. I read and re read the sign once again 'be warned you are about to enter the D.E.B' why didn't I listen? The sign clearly warned me. I sigh as I push the door wide open, feeling Kyla's presence behind me. I see Ashley sitting down with her back to me, her head is down staring at something on her lap. Aiden is sitting beside her, whispering to her. I walk up closer to them letting our presence known. Aiden is the first one who notices us. He stands up and pats Ashley on the shoulders.

Ashley stands up, turning to face me holding the broken guitar on her hands. Her jaw is tight, her lips form a hard line and her eyes damn her eyes are the most beautiful shade of brown. If only she wasn't glaring at me hard, I could lose myself in them.

I stand up straight as my body tense up "Hi my name is Spencer Carlin. I'm sorry for breaking your guitar. I'm only a student so I don't have money to pay for it" my voice crack "I'm really sorry" I drop my head down gesturing that I was ashamed.

A small laugh escapes her lips, I look up and see her running her fingers through her wavy hair. "You seem like an honest girl, a little bit clumsy though" I drop my head once again "You say you don't have money, you poor thing. I guess there's nothing we can do about it" I snap my head up, shocked by the words she just said. I can't believe it. I give her a huge smile. Ashley Davies, my idol for so long, has gained my respect in a whole new level. I stare at her astonish by her kindness and beauty. I haven't had time to appreciate how beautiful she is but now I can. I checked her out from top to bottom. Thanking my lucky stars that I am standing in front of her.

"Is that what you thought I'd say? People are not that nice in the real world, stupid girl"

Hold on. What'd she say?

"You broke something that is irreplaceable. Something that's very important to me. I cannot simply let it pass because you are poor"

Wait, what? Come again.

"If you don't have money then pay with your body"

My jaw drops on the floor. I turn to Kyla and Aiden, both of them have the exact same look. What does she mean by that? Pay with my body? Does she mean? No, she can't. Impossible. That is not going to happen. Before I know it, I'm being hustle over her shoulder. Oh my god she is strong. She starts to walk away from Kyla and Aiden. I extend my hand towards Kyla, trying to reach her. Both of them shock and surprise, not moving and standing still staring at me and Ashley.

"That's how it is" I heard her say while carrying me out the door.

"Stop messing around Ashley" I heard Aiden shout

Kyla snapping out of her trance "What do you mean that's how it is? I don't care who you are but I will not let this happen. I will tell Spencer's parents, my parents, and even Brooke. I will tell everyone"

Ashley stops and turns to Kyla and Aiden "This has nothing to do with you, Aiden, Spencer's parents, your parents, Brooke or anyone. This is between Spencer and me"

Ashley continues to walk. I tried harder and extended my arms further. All that is left for me to do is plead to Kyla and Aiden as Ashley walks out of the room carrying me with her. I know that this is not the time to be joking around but I couldn't help myself as I place my hand over my heart and address Kyla and Aiden with my final parting words "To you my kind beloved friends, know that I have no regrets. I just want to say that my heart remained pure and beautiful until the very end. Please spread that on to the others" I said my last words longer and with that, we were out the door.

A/N: Relax, it's not what you think, you dirty little birds hahaha