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Anyway this is chapter 14. Sorry it's not very long
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DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER.
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"Ginny?" She heard a small voice say from the door way.
Her breath short and sharp, tears threatening to escape her eyes, hoping beyond all hope that it as a figment of her own imagination.
"What are you doing?!" The voice was louder and stronger this time.
She looked up and saw the person she would least want to see at this moment in time.
The person who caught her in the act was Harry.
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"GINNY! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Harry shouted, his anger increasing every step he took closer to the fragile girl cradling herself on the floor.
"Leave me alone." Ginny replied in barely a whisper.
"No." Harry said sternly. "We need to get you help, what you're doing is…Well it's not right Ginny."
"I said leave me alone." Her voice now rising, for she had finally realised that Harry would be telling her parents.
"And I said no." He replied, now walking towards her with his arms stretched out.
Without warning Ginny shot up and ran out of the door. Harry wanted to go after her, but his body wouldn't let him. What he had just witnessed had finally sunk in and the shock had left his body immobilised. He knew she had a problem with eating, and everyone thought that she was getting better. But actually seeing her…Well…You know, hurt him. All he wanted to do was embrace her in a tight hug and never let any harm come to her, he wanted to be her protector, wanted to be the one she could turn to if something was wrong, wanted to be more than her friend.
Snapping back to reality, Harry slowly walked out of the bathroom and into Hermione and Ginny's shared bedroom.
"Harry. Help me." Ginny whispered. Harry turned around on the spot and saw Ginny hunched up in the corner with her head in her hands. Walking slowly over to her, Harry noticed the tear stains on her gaunt cheeks, and knew instantly what she meant.
"Ginny, I'll do anything to make you better, and so would your family. We all love you so much." He replied, equally as quiet, whilst sitting down next to her wrapping his arms around her body. Ginny's reply was only a small nod.
"Why did you do it Gin?" Harry asked, suddenly interested with the pattern on the floor boards.
After a moments of silence Ginny replied quietly,
"I suppose it was a couple of things really. I think the thing that made me realise I needed to loose weight was the comment Ron made 'You can't carry the weight as well as I do'." Tears now started to escape Ginny's already red eyes once again. "I also wanted you to notice me, pathetic now if you think about it. I realised that, unlike me, Cho was skinny and pretty, and I thought that if I was skinny to, you might like me. So I decided that I would loose about 10 pounds and then I would stop, I wouldn't eat for days on end and would only drink water. I was so proud of myself when I could fit into the next size down, but when I looked into the mirror all I could see was a fat, disgusting, worthless girl."
"So I kept loosing weight and fasting, until one day it was too much, the hunger pains, the dizzy spells, so I cracked, and I basically ate everything that was in the fridge. After I realised what I was doing, I was disgusted in myself, all that hard work for me to just put the weight back on again. That was the first time I purged, and to be honest it felt good, I had found a way were I can eat anything I want and not put the weight on. But I decided I would only use it as a last resort, I would only use it if I binged again. I had planned on not binging again, but it was so hard. I hate my life at the moment; all I can think about is food, 'How many calories are in that? How much fat does that have?' I thought I was in control of what I was doing; I thought I could stop at any moment. I need help Harry, please."
Harry was rendered speechless, Ginny had just poured out all her darkest secrets to him, she trusted him enough to do so and that meant a lot to him. Harry just watched as the younger girl broke down in his arms, he couldn't comprehend why she thought she was fat, she was always skinny. Why she thought she is useless, she is an extremely talented witch, much more powerful than many. Why she thought she isn't pretty, to Harry she is stunning, bright, fiery red hair and delicate facial features, she is anything but ugly.
Slowly reaching for her chin, Harry gently raised Ginny's head so she could look into his eyes.
"You're special to me Ginny." With that Harry gently put his lips to her. Her lips were soft to the touch and kissing her was much more than he had ever imagined it would be like. Electricity shot through his body at her touch and he wanted it to never end. Reluctantly he pulled away and looked into her eyes once again.
"I love you Ginny." He whispered into her ear.
"I love you to Harry."
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