There's poison in my drinking glass
Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet

Martini Kiss - Senses Fail

I sat on my chair at my vanity mirror, while Mai-lee gave me a manicure, my nails were seriously in need of some work, they had chips in them and needed a new coat of nail varnish.

She was just about finished when Sebastian came in. I looked to Mai-Lee and ordered her to leave immediately, so I could chat to Sebastian alone, or rather play with him.

"Good morning brother, isn't it a lovely day?"

"Are you high Kathryn?"

Wow, a witty remark from him. That hadn't happened since before Annette.

"No, but how I wish I was, anyway what brings you into my lair?"

"Father rang, he's caught up in…Brazil I believe this time, and can't make it home for my birthday"

"Typical" I replied, checking my nails.

"Your mother also rang, she too told me that she was caught up, but in Bali and said she couldn't make it"

"Again, typical"

"So seeing as we have the house to ourselves, on the most wonderful day of the year, why don't we celebrate"

Sebastian's birthday. It seemed to come around quicker and quicker each year. It was one of my favourite days of the year, not that I'd ever admit that to anyone.

"Well I had planned something" I lied to him.

"You had?"

"But wouldn't you have plans with Isabelle?"

"I'm sure she wouldn't mind if I cancelled"

"Then cancel because what I have planned, you'll never forget"

He flipped out his phone 2 seconds later and cancelled any plans he had with Isabelle that night.

"What time should I be ready by?" He asked me.

"Around 8.00pm"

"Okay, see you then"

"Have a lovely day Valmont"

"How about this one?" I strutted out of the change room in a very revealing piece of lingerie.

I was in a fancy boutique that I adored. It was my favourite place to buy lingerie, everything was so sexy, but sassy. Blaine had accompanied me, but he hadn't known what we were doing at the time.

"Why did you ask me to come Kathryn? I'm fucking gay, you could walk out of there naked and I would still keep the same expression on my face"

"You're right, I should have got Court"

I changed into another piece of lingerie I had picked out. The baby pink lace bra hugged my breasts, only making them look twice as big as they were and the matching panties, well they were just a piece of their own. I decided on that one, it was the most expensive, but it was worth it.

"So what's the occasion for buying new lingerie? New boyfriend?"

"Nope, even better, Valmont's birthday?" I replied, smirking.

"So you're buying him lingerie?"

"No, I'm buying me lingerie to wear for him"

"I don't get it"

"It's all part of my plan" I started. "You see tonight, I told Sebastian to cancel his plans for I have planned something. Little does the prick know that I haven't planned anything but for a night of letting him continuously fuck me until he can't move anymore"

"You mean…" He started to say, but stopped.

"Yes I mean I'm going to let him have me"

"But Kathryn that's all you hold on him"

"It's also the only thing I know he wants from me, if I can use sex to bring me and him closer and screw up his relationship with Isabelle then I'll do it"

"You're cruel Kat" He shook his head at me.

"I know"

When I got home Isabelle was just leaving. She glared at me probably in jealousy as her boyfriend wanted to spend time with me rather than her.

I waved to her and blew the bitch a kiss as her car drove off.

"Almost ready Valmont? It's almost 8.00pm" I said, walking up the stairs.

"I just have to get dressed, where are we going?"

"No where"

"Then how do I know what to wear?"

"Just wear anything"

I went into my room and straight away stripped my clothes off of me and picked out a new dress to put on. It was red, Sebastian always loved when I wore red, and he thought it was sexy.

I put on the new lingerie I had bought especially for this occasion and then slipped on the dress. I looked over to my full length mirror and smiled to myself, if there was a human form of poison I'd be it.

Dressed in red, lips like blood, and looks that could kill.

My bedside clock read 8.00pm. Perfect timing.

I opened my door just as Sebastian opened his; we stared across the hall at each other, eying the other's choice of clothing for the night. He looked undeniably gorgeous as always, I was just hoping what he was wearing would be easy to get off; I sure know my outfit was.

"You look…spectacular" he commented, edging out of his room and into the hallway.

"Thanks, you don't look half bad yourself" I said, stepping out beside him.

We walked down the stairs into the dining room where I had the chef prepare us a meal. Sebastian looked a little surprised and a bit sick to the stomach.

"Don't worry Valmont I didn't cook it"

"Oh that's good then"

He smirked and sat down and began to eat.

After dinner I lead him into my bedroom and made him sit down on my bed. I poured us both a glass of champagne from the ice bucket it had been sitting in.

"Happy Birthday"

"Thanks"

We both downed down the champagne.

"So what are we doing in here Kat?" He said, helping himself to another glass.

"Well I thought…" I stopped and pushed him on to his back. I climbed on top of him and smiled at him. "…we could have a little fun"

I slid my hand down his pants, he wasn't hard yet, but that's nothing I couldn't change.

"Kat…" He said, clearly enjoying it.

My hand caressed his growing erection, touching it just the way I knew he loved. I tightened my grip and went excruciatingly slow, I watched his facial expression. His eyes were closed and he was biting down on his lip.

"Can I give you your birthday present?" I whispered into his ear.

"Yeah…mmm" He moaned.

I got off him, he sat up immediately, annoyed that I had stopped, but he tried not to show it.

"So where is it?" He asked me.

"Here"

"Where?"

The dress I had been wearing was then dropped to the floor, I told you it was easy to take off. Sebastian's mouth dropped. He had seen it all before, still every time he did he had the same reaction. His eyes wandered up and down my body.

"You like it?" I asked.

"We…Kathryn…I have a…" He started.

"Shh"

I kicked him backwards and kissed him. He didn't reciprocate for a few seconds, but then he gave in to me. One of his hands was on my back the other pulling me in closer.

I was now sitting on top of him; I could feel the hardness of his erection.

Sebastian's jacket, shirt and pants soon became discarded onto my floor.

I was about to take off the rest of my clothing and his when he suddenly pushed me off and got up.

He stood in front of my door running his hands through his curly blonde hair. He looked distressed or like he'd seen a ghost.

"Shit, this is wrong"

"Oh c'mon Sebastian, it's not that wrong, we're not blood related"

"No, no it's not that"

"It's Isabelle isn't it?"

"I can't, I love her"

"You're such a pussy"

I watched my Sebastian fade away, the fire in his eyes, the passion that we shared. I watched as it disappeared and the new Sebastian came back, the one who dared not to come near me.

"I have to go"

One last try Kathryn.

I stood up in front of him, against him almost. I picked up his clothing and looked into his eyes. If that's what you wish then so be it. I passed him the bundle of clothing that was his and kissed his neck.

"Then go" I said, standing brave.

He didn't go, he threw the clothing to the floor and picked me up, pinning me to the wall and kissing my neck like there was no tomorrow.

"Fuck you" He said as he kissed my neck.

"That's the idea"

Sebastian pulled my panties down to my ankles and tore off my bra. The feeling of Sebastian touching my bare skin was…I can't explain it. I didn't want him to, but at the same time it was what I had always wanted.

He took of his boxers and entered me slowly, you would of thought that I was a virgin the way he was treating me.

"I'm not a fucking virgin Valmont, fuck me, don't make love to me"

That got him fired up, he pushed into me hard, so hard that I actually shrieked. He was bigger than most I had had, but I soon became accustomed to the size of him inside of me.

He moaned into my ear, kissing my neck, biting it, licking it. I pulled his head up and kissed his lips. My tongue fought his in a battle. I bit his lip softly at first, until he went deeper and harder, then I couldn't help but bite harder, in fact I actually drew blood.

Call me sick, but the taste of Sebastian's blood made me even hornier, I licked the dribble of it that was slowly moving down his neck.

"Oh fuck" He groaned.

I couldn't help but scream this time, he was incredible, I never had doubts that he wouldn't be. But I never imagined him to be that good, from what I had heard he was fucking fantastic, but this wasn't fantastic this was amazing.

I rolled over onto my side, there was a ringing coming from my bed, I think it was my cell phone. I got up from the floor where Sebastian and I had crashed last night after fucking what seemed like forever, when really it was like twice.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Did you?"

"I did" I smiled, even though Blaine, who was on the other end, couldn't see me.

"Is he still there?"

"Sleeping yes"

"Can I come over and catch him out?"

"Sure"

"Be there soon, keep him there"

"Okay, bye"

I sank back to the ground and watched Sebastian, he seemed so at peace when he slept, we all know that Sebastian barely ever slept. The boy was always staying up and writing, reading sometimes. He just never seemed to stop.

He stirred a bit when I caressed his face.

"Wake up Sebastian" I whispered.

Slowly Sebastian opened his eyes, at first I think he thought he was having a dream, because he seemed to just look around. Then I think he had no clue where he was, then his memory shot back and he knew exactly where he was and what he had been doing.

"Oh I didn't…" He started.

"You did, it was fantastic, I mean I never had my doubts, but god you're great Valmont"

He didn't look pleased.

"Fuck Kathryn! Why do you have to destroy everything!?"

"I didn't do anything, I told you to go! I let you go! You didn't go! You stayed!" I screamed back.

"I can't do this, not to Isabelle"

I shook my head and got up and went into my bathroom, fucking Sebastian, why couldn't he just change back. Then I wouldn't be in this situation I wouldn't be planning to hurt him.

He followed me in, as I turned on my shower, letting the water get to the temperature before getting in. I wasn't surprised too much when he got in with me, we still argued but hell he was showering with me.

"Why can't you just fuck with someone else!? Why'd it have to be me!?"

"I didn't see you rejecting me last night Sebastian so stop blaming this on me!"

"You knew I wouldn't be able to say no!"

"Actually I thought you were officially pussy whipped to be honest, I thought you'd lost all the bad in you"

I smiled at him, he tried to not smile back but he couldn't help it. His arms wrapped around my waist and he kissed my wet skin.

The door suddenly opened and it was then I wished that the person hadn't walked in.

"Oh dear" Blaine smiled.

Sebastian quickly got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around him.

"Stay Valmont please, I can go"

"No, it's okay, I'm meeting Belle for lunch anyway, see you Kat" He said as he walked away.

I got out of the shower and wrapped a robe around me.

"So how was it princess?" Blaine asked as I sat down on my bed.

"Fucking-fantastic" I replied.

Two dresses, five new tops, some new lingerie and a very expensive bracelet and I still wasn't satisfied. I had been shopping all day by myself, due to the lack of company.

"Ms Kathryn, your mother want you at party at Mrs. Rosemond she told me to tell you be there before 4.00 afternoon" Mai-Lee said in her broken English accent.

"Okay" I said, making my way to my bedroom to get ready.

I flung off the dress I had been wearing and put on a new one, something more elegant and party appropriate. I wasn't really in the mood for my mother, but I knew if I didn't go she would kill me later on when she got home, besides maybe there will be someone good to fuck.

"No, it's important to me. I can't believe you sometimes, I'm always doing things for you…I know…fine…goodbye" Sebastian's voice could be clearly heard from behind closed doors.

I heard something be thrown, more or less likely to be his cell phone. He yelled a bit, I think he was already expecting me to be at the party.

Sebastian looked so tired, I almost felt horrible for him. He looked pained and hurt.

"Something wrong?" I asked him as I stepped into his room, ready to go to the party.

"I didn't know you were here"

"I'm just about to leave actually, are you going?"

"Yeah"

I placed my purse down on his desk and sat beside him. He faintly smiled, the dimples at the corners of his mouth appearing slightly.

"Isabelle was meant to come. She said she can't make it, she's busy"

He confided in me, something Sebastian hadn't done in awhile, it was nice to just be able to talk to him, without fighting or hating him, I mean I still hated him and I still was bringing him down but I felt compassion for him at that moment, respect.

"Oh, well I'm sure Blaine will be there" I comforted him. "Just get ready, I'll be waiting in the limousine"

I waited for quite awhile before he eventually decided to grace me with his presence.

"Finally" I snarled, extremely pissed off now, I had no compassion left for him. I was furious as would my mother be when she notices I'm not there. It's past 4.00pm now; it's almost 4.30pm in fact.

"Sorry"

"So you should be! Do you know how furious my mother is going to be Sebastian? She'll kill me by the time we get there"

"I said I was sorry"

Sebastian locked his eyes on me; I noticed that they were red and puffy. Had he been crying? I had never really known Sebastian to cry. Not a lot anyway.

"Have you been crying Valmont?" It came out almost mockingly and I seriously didn't mean for it to.

"Shut up Kathryn"

"You have haven't you?"

"Kathryn just drop it"

He turned away from me and looked out the window. I pushed his face back so it was facing me.

"What's wrong?"

"Kathryn I swear if you just don't shut up I'll…I'll"

"You'll what? Never sleep with me again? Tell the world I'm a whore? Please Valmont you know you're powerless against me" I snickered.

"Just shut up okay?" He said almost with no passion.

"No, I want to know what's wrong" I demanded, grabbing his hand.

"If you must fucking know Kathryn because you're a nosy bitch, Isabelle and I have been fighting for days now. She's even almost broken up with me several times, you know why? It's because of you okay! I'm at a loss on what to do now, I love her and I'm losing her all because I'm weak to you" He blurted out, pulling his hand away at the last moment.

"Ms Merteuil, Mr Valmont we're here" The driver informed us.

I got out of the car and walked straight to the house, where I knew everyone would be now, seeing as it was dark.

I walked into the room and a lot of people turned around, I had made quite a lot of noise opening the doors.

"Kathryn Merteuil where the hell have you been!?" My mother came up to me and pulled me by the arm into a corner.

"I'm sorry mother, I convinced Sebastian to be here and well he took awhile" I apologised, even though I knew she would still yell and scream at me, even if it wasn't just yet.

She walked back over to her socialites and continued talking to them. I made my way around, peering through the crowd to find someone decent to talk to, maybe even go to bed with.

Then I found him. Dakota Valmont, he was standing over by the stairs talking to none other than Kelly Carmenti. I hated her, I hated her from the very moment she introduced herself to me.

Kelly was upbeat, cheerful, sweet, caring, kind and happy. She was always smiling and thinking positively. No one really liked her, she talked too much and frankly she was a bit of an idiot. She knew not much of anything at all.

The moment she came up to me, telling me how she admires me and that she'd love to be my best friend, I hated her.

"Good evening Dakota and Kelly" I greeted the two.

"Kathryn is that you! Oh my god, you're beautiful" Kelly stated, touching my hair and my hands.

I'm not a fucking Barbie doll get you're fucking hands off me.

"Thank you" I smiled at her. "Dakota can I talk to you?"

"Excuse me Kelly" He said to Kelly as I lead him upstairs.

"What were you doing with her?" I asked, almost jealous.

"She seems nice, a bit chatty, but sweet" He said, brushing back my hair.

"You're too good for her Dakota" I said, kissing him.

He kissed me back and we were silent for a few moments.

"Then who do you suppose is?" He asked me, pulling back.

Me, I'm fit for you. I'm perfection, you're perfection, we're perfection. But I dare not say it.

"I don't know"

A/N: So it's an update, not much to say here really.

Though I may not be updating as often during the next week, I'm going to be a bit busy.

But enjoy and please review.