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I got out of that party as soon as I could and Kaylee was right behind me. Of course as soon as we got outside she grabbed a hold of my arm and turned me around to face her.

"What the hell is going on? Why was she saying all of that stuff about Ashley? Why were you in the middle of it all? Are you guys together?"

She was throwing so many questions at me that I didn't even know where the hell to start.

I was still a little unsure of everything that has been going on as well but there was one thing that I knew that I wanted was to be with Ashley.

There hasn't been anything that I have been as certain as knowing that I wanted to be with her.

"Can we please talk about this after we find Ashley?"

We had to find her because I needed to make sure that she was doing ok.

Kaylee looked at me as if she wanted to protest and wanted to know everything right at that moment but I wasn't going to budge on the issue at hand.

To find Ashley.

Kaylee and I got into the car and went driving back towards the school. She had to be on this road. I would glance back at Kaylee a few times and I could see that she had a straight face. I knew that she was pissed that I had kept all of this from her and now that she comes to visit everything comes out all at once.

"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you anything about this Kay." Kaylee kept quiet for a second but then she finally said something.

"All you had to do was tell me Spencer. I'm your bestfriend and you know I don't give a shit about anything. You are who you are and I love you for it but it just kills me that you couldn't trust me with all of this."

I guess she was right about all of this. I would be hurt if Kaylee had kept something like this away from me. I mean I better even realized all of this lately that it's not like I was going to bust out at that moment what I was feeling.

Things take time and I was going to need exactly that.

Time.

"I promise you that I didn't mean to keep this away from you. I'm still trying to deal with what exactly this all is you know. Trust me this has not been a lifetime thing for me and I just didn't say anything."

"You know I did see you check me out that one time we coming out of the pool."

Oh. My. Gosh.

She did not just go there.

"You stupid ass liar!" We both started laughing and it felt really good to laugh at this subject.

"I knew you wanted me."

"Shut up you whore. I don't want you! I want Ashley."

"Sorry babe. I don't share." I hit her on her arm and our laughing started to go until I saw Ashley walking along the road.

"Kaylee right there. Pull over"

"Go get your girl." I turned to Kaylee and gave her a smile. I liked that thought a lot.

As soon as the car stopped I quickly got out and Ashley turned around towards the car to see who it was and right at that moment I saw her tear stained face. It really hurt to see her like that.

Ashley kept on walking away from me.

"Ashley please wait." I ran after her and grabbed a hold of her arm to stop her from going any further from me.

"Spencer just leave me."

"No Ashley I am not going to leave you alone." We were face to face at that moment and I wanted so much to wrap her into my arms. So I did exactly that.

As soon as I had my arms around her she gripped onto me tight crying into my shoulder.

"I'm so sorry Ashley. I'm sorry that you had to go through that infront of everyone." Ashleys crying got worse and I knew that all of this was going to be the toughest on her. She was just outted by her girlfriend in front of most of the school and if they weren't all there then they would all would of heard about it by Monday morning.

One thing that I did know was that I was not going to leave her side. I was going to go through this with her.

I kissed the top of her forehead.

"Come on let's go back to the school and deal with this together."

I looked at her and she stood there whipping her eyes.

Ashley took my hand and we got into Kaylees car.

"Ashley this is my bestfriend Kaylee and Kaylee this is Ashley."

Kaylee turned around to see Ashley in the back and I watched her the whole time.

"It's nice to meet you Ashley. I'm sorry about all your shit getting spread like that at the party. You know if you want me to go back and kick your girlfriends ass I'm sure Spencer would join me in doing it."

Ashley and I started laughing and I loved hearing her laugh in my ears.

"I might keep you on your promise." Ashley said as she sat there looking right at me.

"Alright. I'm here all weekend so just say when."

"Kaylee just drive back to the school please." Kaylee smiled and winked at me before she started to drive back to the school. She was such a nutt that I sometimes didn't even know what to say to her.

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The dorms were quiet that night and I was really glad for that because of everything that happened tonight I didn't want anyone say shit to Ashley. She just needed to deal with all of this on her own time and hearing rude ass comments from dicks at the party was not going to help her at all.

Kaylee went back to my room and I told her that I would be there in a second. Of course when I told her that I was going to walk Ashley back to her room she made some sexual comment to me.

'Don't do anything I would do.' So that pretty much means that I couldn't do anything because this whore has been around the block one or twice. Probably even more now that I've been away from her to make sure that she wasn't doing to many people.

Hahaha.

I love her though. That will never change.

I was standing in Ashleys room while she was looking for something to wear for bed.

Then of course she started to change in front of me. I was standing there looking at her and her very toned body but then looked away as soon as she noticed that I was looking. I knew she had to of known that I was looking at her because I know that is exactly what she wanted from me.

She wanted a audience of one.

I had my head down knowing that I was blushing at the fact that she caught me looking at her change. The next minute I feel her hand on my shoulder. I looked up and was greeted with a big smile on her face.

"I wish I could have you stay here tonight."

I swalled so hard that I think the people down the street heard me. Ashley made me so nervous at times that I didn't even know how to handle her.

"Yeah. I wish I could to." Ashleys nose than did this cutest thing. It had a sexy ass crinkle and it made me go weak in the knees. Could she be anymore hotter.

Nope.

Without so much as another word I was kissing her. I was kissing her like I've wanted to for the last two weeks everytime I would see her with Rachel. I put so much passion into it that I heard a moan come from her mouth as I kissed all the way down her neck loving the feeling that she gave me when she was in my arms.

How do you ever let something like her go?

You don't!

Ever!

I started to notice that we were starting to lean down on her bed and I stopped right there. This could not go any further tonight.

Trust me I would love to have every feeling inside me explode but tonight was not the night.

Everything is still so complicated and they needed to be worked out and Ashley knew that.

I care for her a lot and I want to make sure that she is ok with everyything else before anything goes any further with us.

"I better go."

I saw a pout spread on her face and it was so adorable.

"Don't worry we will see eachother tomorrow." A smile slowly crept onto her face and it made me smile as well.

Damn I was falling hard. Really hard.

"Goodnight Ashley." I kissed her lips softly.

"Goodnight Spencer." She returned my kiss and I walked out of the room down to my own.

Man I was in heaven and I didn't want to leave there.

As soon as I made my way into the room I had this goofy grin on my face and Madison knocked me off.

"You stupid ass lesbian! You are not going to stay in this room any longer."

Kaylee was nowhere in sight.

Shit more drama.

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