Sorry if I haven't updated in like a while now, but I had lazy, and also I had to go to graduation parties, yuppp. Anyways hopefully this will be a good chappy, and also this will be a Natsu POV!
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Natsu POV:
Unedited
Chapter 14:
It has been a week since Lucy's breakdown.
I rarely see her anymore.
We never go out much like we use too.
A simple smile, a kiss on a cheek or lips, or a wave. Is the only thing I got.
She's been so transfixed in football lately.
After her breakdown, she immediately apologised to the cheer squad, returned her uniform, and walked away like nothing happened.
I barely even see her during lunch anymore.
She hangs out with all these jocks, and I wanna punch them in the face.
She keeps telling me its just for fun, and she'll sit next to me next week.
But today, she's nowhere to be found.
I waited every period. But nothing. Soon lunch came in, and I walked over to the table I usually sit at.
I saw worried looks from everyone.
"What's wrong?" I ask, and I heard Erza sighing.
"Lucy hasn't talked to us this whole week Natsu, and she's not here at all!" Erza exclaims.
"Yeah, Lu-chan didn't come to the library at all this week either, I was suppose to show her this book.." Levy said lowering her head.
"Bro, she was hanging out with the lacrosse team! What the hell!" Gray said.
"Okay, okay, okay, I get it!" I say, and they all stop.
"So what are you going to do hot shot?" asks Cana.
"I'll go to her house," I shrug, and they look at me as if I'm an alien ",What?"
"We're coming with you." they said in unison.
"Uh. No." I tell them.
"Fine but you know what we're going to do either way..." Lisanna shrugged.
"What?"
"Oh nothing," Lis replied back.
"Dammit Lis!" I curse, and she giggled.
~X~
Okay deep breaths Natsu...
I drove up to the gates and saw guards, and they stop me.
"Name."
"N-Natsu D-Dragneel." I reply back nervously.
"Reason?"
"Lucy's my girlfriend," I say confidently. And they both look at each other, and they let me pass.
I sighed in relief and I parked my car in the front driveway, and I knock on their door.
One minute passed and her Dad opened the door.
"I knew you would come," he said, and sighed in relief, what's going on?
"Um... Sir what happened to Lucy?" I ask politely.
"Go to her room," he tells me his voice was low and sad.
I nod, and I quickly went up to Luce's room. I open her door...
...There I saw her... She had had tears streaming down her face, and her eyes didn't shine.
These tears weren't the ones you will have that'll make your eyes shine bright. They were cold and dry, her eyes are red but not puffy.
She looks dead, she looked pale, her lips were not the same pink lips I'll kiss, but instead they were just pale and dry.
When she heard me closing the door, she looked at me, and it's like something triggered, her eyes were back to normal.
She blinked a couple times, and she made a sympathetic smile.
"H-hi..." she croaked, I would of said hi back but I just wanted to be straight to the point.
"What's wrong? And what happened?" I ask her, and she sighs.
"This is the week when my mother died..." she says suddenly pity struck at me.
"I'm sorry-"
"Don't be it wasn't your fault, and I don't like pity often," she says as she wiped her tears.
"But why did you have to hang out with them?" I ask, and she made another sigh.
"Because I just wanted something to mask all the feelings, I just couldn't take it anymore... I guess I'm just like that," she mumbles low.
"You could've told us! We could've helped!" I say a little louder than I intended.
Her face turned into anger, and then she got up from her bed, and threw a pillow at me.
"Get out," she says coldly.
"What?"
"I said get out!" she yells louder showing no emotion, and she took me by the arm, and put me out of her room, and slammed her door shut, and she locked it.
I start knocking on the door, and soon I start pounding on it.
"Open the door Luce! Fucking open the door!" I yell through the door.
"Just fuck off Natsu! Leave me alone!" she keeps replying, and I just gave up, and left her their.
Driving back home my thoughts were clouded.
Why did I have to say that? Why am I such a dick? Her mother died this week! She had all the rights to do so.
I open the door of my house, and quickly went upstairs where I can be alone, and make all thoughts disappeared.
I sat in darkness, laying on my bed, and recapped everything over and over in my head.
Out of the blue, my phone rings.
I quickly declined, it and went back on my mourning.
But then it goes off on and on, and I gave up and finally answered.
"What!?"
"Woah just chill! There's a party at Mike's place, you going?"
"I'll think about, bye."
"Bye."
I sighed and got up from my bed, and fixed my appearance, and thought about the party.
A little drink won't hurt, it wouldn't at all.
-X-
I woke up, my head pounding, and I felt someone's arm around me.
I found myself naked, and a girl next to me.
My eyes widened, and quickly got up, and got my clothes that were scattered all over the floor, and dressed up.
I got downstairs, and found Gray passed out on the couch, along with other people.
I walk over to Gray and slapped.
"Ouch! What the hell!" Gray says jumping out of the couch.
"Good morning to you too Ice Brain, but how in the hell did I had sex!?" I exclaimed.
"Holy shit..." Gray eyes widened.
"Yeah, holy shit, now explain!" I demanded.
"Okay, okay, so there was this chic, and you were about to leave, but then she kept making you drink a shot, and when you did, you went all , you jumped from the roof of the house to the pool! And after you animal shit, you came upstairs with the same exact chic with a condom wrapper with you." Gray exclaimed and I sighed in relief.
"Good, because I don't having a baby," I said and sighed in relief.
"Bro, so many pictures took a picture of you last night making out with that chic, Lucy's going to flip," Gray says and showed me his phone, and showed me a picture of me making out with the same exact girl.
"Shit, shit, shit, Lucy's going to kill me," I say pacing back and forth.
"No, I think Erza is, Lucy's friend with the demon, those two will practically demolish you to the face of Earth," Gray corrected.
"Not helping!" I say.
"Yeah, well it was your fault for doing your fuck needs like you use too before, you disappoint me, even when I'm drunk I don't even fuck around like that," Gray says shaking his head.
"I was spiked dumbass!" I exclaim.
"Okay, okay, but how are you going to explain that to Lucy?" Gray asks, and now I'm dead.
"Fuck! Get in my car," I say, and he put his hands up in surrender, and we drove off back to my house.
Once we got there, my sister was the only one who was there, but she was probably still sleeping, so we slip into my bedroom.
"Here," I said, and tossed Gray clothes that he left before in my room.
"You still kept them?"
"Well you keep coming back," I retort.
"Shit dude you fucked up bad, like real bad," Gray says suddenly changing the subject.
"I know asshole!" I yell in distraught.
"You only dated her for like a couple of weeks, and you already fucked up twice!"
"I get it you asshole and let me think!" I yell again, and he finally quiets down.
"Look dude, I'm sorry, but Lucy's like my side chick, it's hard for me to see her like that," Gray apologises and made a brief sigh after.
"Shit," I mutter covering my face with my hands.
The silence had great tension, and I thought I will change because of her but I guess I thought wrong because now she's probably out of reach.
I take out my phone and try to contact her.
Hello?
I smile as, but fell into a frown until I got the next message.
Ha! Got ya! Anyways please leave a message after the beep cause yeah!
I groan, and laid down on my bed as I cover my eyes with my arm.
"Gray let me use your phone, she won't contact mine," I say, and then I felt a light weight bounce next to me.
Noticing that it was Gray's phone, I try to contact Lucy again, but it was the same exact voicemail. I sigh again as I toss Gray's phone back.
"Erza is going to fucking beat the crap out of me," I mutter.
"You got that right, Lisanna is going to start taking Lucy away from you too," Gray interjects, and I groan.
"You might get a piece of your own medicine Flame Brain, for all I know Lucy could change, and she would be all up in this house, and be like 'I don't need to men to keep me company, all I need are my bitches and hoes!'" Gray said imitating a fake girl voice, I wanted to put up a straight face, but I couldn't because that was pretty funny.
"Did you just try to impersonate sWooZie?" I ask him.
"Uh... Duh? Adande is like the shit," Gray says I laugh slightly ", come on man, don't sulk this up, just try to make it up to her by going to her place."
"No! Her Dad will beat the shit out of me!" I exclaim jolting out of my bed.
"Your fault for taking up that chicks offer," Gray shrugs.
"Shut up you gave me an invitation to go," I mock back.
"Well I didn't make you come did I!? Dude just chill!" Gray says.
"I know I do! BUt I can't okay! I don't want to lose her! But shit keeps on happening from 0 to a hundred to what do you want me to do!?" I yell.
"It's not what we want you to do, it's what you can do," he corrects.
"How the hell am I suppose to do that?" I ask.
"You answer for yourself, but just so you know, I'm not taking sides," he says, and with that said he left me at my room in confusion.
-X-
A/N: Just noticed how this went from 0 to 100 real quick, so tell me how you feel about Natsu's action? Anyways hopefully this was a good chapter!
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