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Despite my best efforts I had been unable to convince Leah to fuck me. I had told her it was a sure fire way of pissing of Tanya, but she adamantly refused. In the end I did use my amazing charm to convince her to make out with me. Since we couldn't know for sure what time Tanya would show up we had spent the last twenty minutes on the couch kissing and groping. At first she seemed to be a little hesitant and then suddenly she was so in to it that even I was having trouble keeping up.

I guess we had both been so lost in our session that neither of us heard the door open. I had just managed to convince my Quilette roommate to straddle my waist when Tanya's voice rang throughout the whole room. I cringed at the interruption even though it had been the reason we started this whole thing in the first place. "What the fuck is going on here?"

I ignored the blond and continued trailing kisses down the length of Leah's throat. I would let her do the talking while I got as much from this experience as I could. I was not going to waist an opportunity such as this. Who knows if I will ever get this close to my roommate again? I may as well enjoy it while it lasts.

"What does it look like?" Leah stated and I could almost see her eye roll in my mind. She would no doubt rub this in Tanya's face as much as she good and I didn't mind one bit that she was using me as a pawn in her game. I thought it was fun actually.

"You're fucking him?" My past fling said with shock and maybe a hint of pain her voice. I did not bother trying to analyze the other emotion because I really didn't care right now. All I cared about was the fact Leah had moved her hand so she was cupping my erection through my jeans. The moment would have been perfect if Tanya would shut her fucking mouth. "I should have known since you wanted to bring him in to our relationship."

Wait what? My head snapped up as I blinked a few times. Did I just hear what I thought I had heard? The girl I had been chasing after actually considered me? I knew it! I knew that she wanted me and she only pretended she didn't. I did have an effect on her no matter what she said. I could feel myself wanting to break in to a victory dance. "You did?"

The russet skinned beauty sighed dramatically and I felt her nails dig in to the flesh underneath my jeans. She was warning me to not be a smart ass and for the first time ever I would take her warning. I did not like where here hand was resting for the moment. "I was drunk and it was just an idea so don't go getting all excited just yet pretty boy and so what if I am?"

"We just broke up Leah." Tanya stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. Then she turned her attention to me. We stopped making out for the time being and now I knew I would have to deal with listening to Tanya bitch. I wanted to go back to what Leah and I had been doing before. "You told me that you weren't interested in dating since Bella and I know Leah doesn't want just casual sex. She needs someone who can commit to her and no offence, but I don't see you as being that kind of person."

So Leah wanted a serious relationship? I put that fact in my mind for later use. Right now I was pissed at Tanya for bringing up my ex. It was my turn to hurt her by delivering a blow to her ego. "Maybe I just didn't want a relationship with you and that's why I said those things? You never were the kind of girl I could be serious about. I said what I needed to in order to get what I wanted from you and now that I have I see no further use for you."

"Fuck you!" She snapped and whirled around once she opened the door. She hadn't even gathered up her stuff and to be honest I didn't care. She had brought up Bella knowing what a sore spot that was with me and so I hurt her the only way I knew how. I really could be a selfish dick when I wanted to be. It is what I was good at. "You two deserve each other and I hope that she ends up breaking your heart just like Bella did because people like you do not deserve to be happy Edward Cullen. People like you deserve to rot in hell!"

The door slammed and neither the Quilette female in the room or my-self said anything at first. It took both of us a few minutes to realize she was still in my lap and while I did not mind I knew she was very uncomfortable. I didn't even try to cop a feel when she got up since my mind was focused on Tanya's parting words. Flashes of my relationship with Bella flashed in my mind and I could feel my hands clench to fists at my sides. I tried so hard to block out the past and here it was coming back so fast that there was nothing I could do to block them out. I did not want to think about this shit. I tried so hard to forget it and move on with my life. I did not want to be forced to remember.

"Who is Bella?" I became snapped out of my thoughts by my roommate's question. She was standing in front of me with her hands on her hips looking as if she would beat the answer out of me if she had to. I would welcome the physical pain over the emotional.

Jumping to my feet quickly I tried to think of an exit. I had no desire to talk about this. It brought to many memories and I wasn't sure I would ever be ready to face them head on. I'd become pretty skilled at out running the past. If it were a sport then I would have a gold metal no doubt. "I don't want to talk about it."

"Well tough because I do want to talk about it." Leah told me in a take no prisoner tone. She was blocking my path to the door and if I went to my bedroom she would just follow me. I was seriously considering jumping out of the window to escape this conversation. I would most likely die, but it would be worth not having to open up about my past. "Tanya said I was going to just be another Bella, should I be worried or something?"

A humorless laugh escaped my lips. Isabella Swan was a one of the kind bitch and no women could ever hope to be as cruel as her. She created the term heartless bitch and if anyone tried to steal that title I am sure she would sue them for copy rights. "Trust me you couldn't be Bella if you tried and that is a good thing. She's a heartless bitch who cuts out a still beating heart without using anything to numb the pain."

"Oh then she is a female Sam." Her brown eyes softened as pain flashed through them. I was surprised to feel her arms wrap around me in a hug. I would have understood her choking me since it was Leah, but she was being nice and her worlds explained it all. Maybe I wasn't as alone as I had thought myself to be. Maybe there was someone out there who understood. "You don't need to explain now I get it."

TBC…

AN: Sort of a serious chapter because I thought that it was needed. I know it was not the best, but I think it came out alright. As you can guess Bella did a number on Edward and he still has not dealt with it yet. I hope that you all like this chapter and I would love to hear your thoughts. The next chapter should be better because we will get back to pervert Edward Cullen lol.

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Preview for the next chapter:

"So I can't take this anymore." "You have to put me out of my misery by sleeping with me."

"No."

"Please?"

"No."

"I'll buy you cake."

"Tempting, but again I have to say no."

"Why?"

"Because I like seeing you break pretty boy."